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if you like my page, u might like my music.

please listen & share 💙 thank u so much

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Such small & fleeting moments they were

He makes me feel as if I'm in the exact right place.

[atrix4me]

Oceans 11 my life..

Rusty: You scared?

Linus: You suicidal?

Rusty: Only in the morning.

#sfo #roseville

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We were never meant for each other but I'm glad that even for a sheer moment it felt like we were.

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In my head and on paper a thousand words have been written, never read by anyone but me. I see reminders of you everyday. I listen to music like Vivaldi and know that it moved your soul as it did mine.

All of this does not matter as part of me died with you. my life goes on, everyone sees me as who i have alway been, friend, husband and father. What they do not see is the empty space, the void, the broken pieces of me that remain.

#heartbreak #i miss u #heartache #ln #roseville #menchie's

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You said this to me………and then left

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What if I never forget you? What if, all my life, when I meet someone new, I can never fall for them because they aren't you?

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All I have are your written words, your pictures and your audios that you never believed I would keep……but I have it all, when you returned in early 2019 and you sat with me reminding me of all my mistakes and transgressions- only wanting to make me feel small, all things I lived with before you returned……I still live with this pain and this love……

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Truth…….i am left as the broken one

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I never wanted part of you, but wanted it all

“I don’t want to be friends, I want all of you.”

— Rupi Kaur

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Survived……

“Was it harder to die, or harder to be the one who survived?”

— Ruta Sepetys, Between Shades of Gray

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“Deep in my heart I know I am a loner. I have tried to blend in with the world and be sociable, but the more people I meet the more disappointed I am. So, I’ve learned to enjoy myself, my family, and a few good friends.”

— Steven Aitchison