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maybe I should quit my job and work at the library. I think I might find peace and happiness there. I'm too loud to work in a library.

#mine

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Talking Heads' Psycho Killer but it's Neurospicy Unaliver

#thanks i hate it

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its ok to be scared , it will pass

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I dress like a mom now and idk how to dress now

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I remember when my daughter was born and I was lying in the hospital bed with her on my chest and I looked at her tiny little hand and kissed it and I thought, "my grandmas would have loved you".

my dad then visited us later that day and looked at my daughter and said to her, "my mom would have loved you".

how beautiful that a mother's love is passed down from generation to generation. my daughter will never know her great grandmothers, but she will feel their love through me and through her own grandma and grandpa. it's a love so strong it's passed down like an heirloom.

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#i have to start doing this #it's so much funnier to me now thst I'm breastfeeding

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absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

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#it's me #i'm so sorry everyone

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Me: Victor Frankenstein's "selfish" or "nonsensical" behavior can be attributed to post-partum depression, which obviously wouldn't make sense irl but the entire story of Frankenstein was inspired by Mary Shelley's multiple miscarriages and the grief she had from that so it seems reasonable that she would've imbued Victor with the same negative feelings she had after making her creations; her children.

Wendy's employee: So are you gonna order any time soon?

Me: No. So Victor's symptoms--

#frankenstein

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*takes your face and holds it tenderly*

You were not made just to suffer. You are more. You are so much more than your hardest moments. 💜

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I'm trying to drink coconut water for breast milk production and this shit is nasty y'all do I have to develop like a taste for it or something?

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I did it. I actually made myself exercise while my baby napped. I'm the most functional member of society now. no one else can beat me. I did the impossible. bow down before me you fucking losers.

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alright

I'm ready to go back to work

#mine #i need to speak to another adult throughout the day #im also going to be a wreck

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I have changed my username once again and I apologize to the 5 people that really follow me.

I just didn't want my actual name to be a part of my username.

Idk how to feel about this one. I was thinking of changing it back to kikisvikingservice but I decided to go with my idea of a Tomie reference

#mine #I'm thinking way too hard about my digial footprint but tbh it doesn't matter that much bc I'm not popular online anyway

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I know her tumblr would be fire