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[astarriscus]

Hi,

It’s your friendly neighbor fanfic author here. In the light of this apparent new trend of people feeding unfinished fics to AI to get an “ending,” and some people even talking about “blanket permissions,” let me just say this:

I EXPLICITLY FORBID ANYONE TO FEED MY FICS TO AI. DUDE, THAT IS ABOUT THE LEAST RESPECTFUL THING YOU CAN DO. IF YOU DO IT, SHALL YOU BE EXCOMMUNICATED FROM YOUR FANDOM AND WALK ON LEGOS BAREFOOT TILL THE END OF DAYS.

That is my anti-permission.

Thank you for your attention.

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[astarriscus]

The Bachelors When...

they realize they are in love

Harvey - He is going over some files in the clinic when he realizes the new farmer in town has never come in for a checkup. He starts looking through all his file cabinets to see if he had any of their medical records, beginning to worry profusely if they are taking care of themselves properly. When Maru walks in to ask if everything is alright, him looking up at her red across the face, he realizes why he is jumping to such worrisome conclusions.

Sebastian - he is working on his computer, unable to focus. He is growing frustrated, leaning back in his computer chair when he suddenly hears footsteps over head, the farmer’s voice greeting his mother. Listening to them talk, he realizes why he can’t think straight.

Elliott - he is talking with Willy while he fishes about his new novel when Willy suddenly mentions the farmer being full of creative ideas and that they can probably help him. When Willy says their name, Elliott’s heart flutters, wanting to ask Willy to tell him more about the farmer. Stopping his impulse, he realizes why he is suddenly so curious.

Shane - he rolls out of bed as soon as his alarm goes off in morning for the first time since he moved to Pelican town and showers to get ready for work. He looks at himself in the mirror as he pulls on his jacket, and upon making eye contact with his reflection, he realizes what he is doing.

Alex - he has been becoming more concerned with his appearance since the farmer arrived but its when he is patiently waiting outside his house for the farmer to walk by, he rejects Haley’s offer to hang out and looks towards the direction the farmer normally approaches him from, realizing what he is doing.

Sam - he has been hitting a writers block with his songs, unable to drain his head from cheesy lyrics and stop his fingers from playing soft notes no matter how hard he tries. Sebastian jokes by saying “what? Can’t stop thinking about the farmer?” But in that moment Sam realizes he is right.

[astarriscus]

hi ! okay so i just made a new side-blog. uhm. feel free to ask for it or anything but for now and for the near future there'll be nothing there :] i'm still undecided but in any case i'm too busy to really decide properly anytime soon so yeah ^___^

considering archiving this blog ngl and moving to another one so i can kinda start over but i am unsure bcs i don't really like moving blogs! but idk what would be better, moving and archiving this or just revamping this blog fully ... hmm if any of you have ideas feel free to send them (anon is alright)

#✧ ; —— important ! #unsure if i'd rather start all over on a new side blog or on the same one ..... hmm #i will be very busy for the next weeks. and months tbh. will be 100% free after early june #mostly at least! but till then uhh i'm not deathly busy but got lots of stuff to do so :P school stuff and college apps

[astarriscus]

WHEN THEY WANT ATTENTION / ARE NEEDY

— [warnings]. semi proofread ʅ（◞‿◟）

— characters . . . alhaitham, kaveh, kaeya, venti, xiao, shenhe, tartaglia, scaramouche, kokomi, ayato

— notes . . . SFW! you can imagine certain ending outcomes ehem either way tho <3 also sorry for being dead , school has been beating my ass ( T_T)＼(^-^ )

AL HAITHAM — 艾尔海森

— nonchalant and subtle yet somehow upfront; yeah, his personality extends to your love life too

— he wont outright tell you he wants you, but rather opts for seeking out ways to have you close to him, thats more than enough for him

it’s rather rare for the illustrious scribe to even be in the mood to scout the attention of people but even more so to stay quietly idle when he is in dire need of your affection. alhaitham despises talking around the problem, he is very to the point, much to a lot of peoples dismay, but when it comes to problems concerning love.. he becomes a little more hesitant.

currently, alhaitham was distracting himself by reading some novel on the couch. despite his normally calm and collected demeanour, his mind was a complete blur. his head ached with warming images of you and your touch.

he had this uncontrollable urge to see you; he needed your warmth. his chest was tightening as he stared blankly at the pages of the book with furrowed eyebrows. “woah, what did the book ever do to you?” you tease him with an adoring laugh. his gaze quickly focuses on you without a second thought.

“nothing. could you come here, please?” he was such an expert on masking his true feelings and intentions it was borderline bizarre. you looked slightly concerned before walking over and taking your place next to him. he immediately wraps his arm around your waist your breath hitching as he pulls you close. he kisses the crown of your head, “you don’t mind giving me some special attention, do you? you’ve been gone for quite a while.”

alhaitham didn't think he sounded desperate but it would've been impossible to miss the waver in his voice or his obvious worry. vou knew his emotions were well hidden from most people because he never wore his heart on his sleeve, his intelligent arrogance was almost like a shield against all feelings.

he picked up his book once more and began to read, only this time, he held you tightly under his arm, occasionally pecking your forehead delicately. alhaitham’s love for you isn’t loud or obvious, but amidst its quiet subtlety you can certainly tell his feelings are pure and true.

KAVEH — 卡维

— needy, pouty and dramatic; the epitome of kaveh!! his love for you is immeasurable so by proxy his clinginess knows no bounds

— however, while he is extremely clingy and love-dovey with you, it doesn’t mean that there isn’t that lil’ pang of insecurity caving in his heart as he questions your intentions for your lack of affection

with each hush and disappointed pout from you he rolled his eyes; the arising annoyance becoming much clearer as he leans back with crossed arms and stares at the mundane ceiling. he’s been hearing the same phrase for the past couple of hours now; “i’m busy, give me a few more minutes love.”

kaveh is absolutely not the type of person to simply mind his business even when politely asked to because shouldn’t you be PERFECTLY able to complete your work WHILE giving him the attention he deserves? he respectfully curses your rude, blissful ignorance (he overthinks the reason you’re ignoring him) and stares at you like a kicked puppy of some sort.

“[name], darling, love, babyyy~ is there another reason as to why you’re ignoring me?” he chimes, putting all his body weight onto you.

“my beloved sunshine,” you cup his cheeks with both hands, feeling the intense heat bloom into a fiery blush, “i’ve told you this repeatedly; i’m working. not ignoring you, just concentrating.” he opens his mouth to respond but words fail him. “now please, let me fo-“ kaveh abruptly presses his lips onto yours, beginning to slide his hand down towards your waist.

you pull away for air and while you had a look of utter dismay at his disruption, kaveh was more than thrilled smiling from ear to ear as he peppered kisses across your cheeks, forehead and jawline. “come on dear, can’t even take a short break for me?” archons a pretty man with an exposed chest is very hard to reject…

A. KAEYA — 凯亚

— gods he’s so ashamed. THE calvary captain seeking his lover out multiple times a day out of pure loneliness? how pitiful…

— he may eventually muster the courage to ask you for your love directly, but for now, he’ll stick to more.. “discreet” methods

kaeya’s mind was completely intoxicated with images of you. despite you being his utter most favourite distraction, having thoughts of you without the tangible experience isn’t as pleasant — therefore, the lovely calvary captain decided to seek you out in hopes you’d quell his aching heart.

if only he realised sooner how hard it was to tell someone you love you miss them even though you saw them last night then he wouldn’t be sitting in your room; absolutely speechless — speechless due to both embarrassment and shyness. perhaps he looked a little foolish seeking you out midday when you saw each other a couple hours ago when saying your farewells..

to no surprise, you were completely oblivious to kaeya’s inner turmoil as he stared at you with a charming grin while you focused on some documents — it was truly eating him up inside. what exactly was he meant to say to you ?

“ehem, i hope you don’t intend on ignoring your charming boyfriend for too long.”

“sorry, love, i’ll be finished soon.” honestly kaeya didn’t think he could last much longer, with his heartbeat deafening his ears and his cheeks exulting deadly heat, he coughs into his hand and averts his gaze from you rather quickly.

“hey, didn’t you have somewhere else to be?” you ask teasingly. kaeya felt his chest tighten at both your gentle laugh and your abrupt question. he replied, “why would i need to go anywhere else when i have you?”. it was your turn to be taken aback. he could feel his heart beat louder with yearning anticipation.

kaeya couldn't help but reach his arms out towards you and pull you into an embrace. “oh.” your voice died out once you noticed the soft expression on kaeya's face, your heart fluttered uncontrollably.

“i apologise.” you blink at him in confusion.

“apologise for what?”

“for being clingy.” you laugh at him and he sighs into your shoulder, which leads to you ruffling his hair in comfort. he’s so lovingly stupid.

VENTI — 温迪

— got absolutely NO shame in begging or bargaining for your affection, he believes if he pesters you hard enough each time you’ll give in — and of course you do

— this man literally LIVES off of your touch and affection, how dare you not give him it constantly ?

“windblume～” venti chimes at you with glee, purposefully obstructing your view with his hand; anything to stop you from working. you simply ignore him, lightly smacking his hand away to continue.

“love~” another wack to his hand, “my knight, lovebug, sweetiepie~” you roll your eyes and push him away with a groan. “the more you ignore me the worse the petnames will get honey bunches.” you physically recoil.

venti quietens down for the moment, settling down and turning to face you to hold the side of your face with his warm hand. “darling~” he whispers directly in your ear, your body shudders and your hand instantly flies up to your ear in embarrassment.

you sigh, alas defeated by your husband’s irritating yet charming persistence, “if it makes you stop, what do you want..” he giggles in triumph. “gods, you’re so lucky you’re pretty.” you mumble under your breath. venti jumps onto you with a lovesick grin, clinging onto you like you could disappear at any given moment, said moment, could come rather soon if he uttered another vomit-inducing petname. the thought made you shudder, but nonetheless you enjoyed his affection.

“what would I do without you, my love?” he cooed into your hair. you hummed in agreement, beginning to pull him down onto your lap for a more comfortable hugging position. venti of course happily obliged, snuggling his face into your neck in bliss.

you comb gently through this fluffy locks, all your prior work forgotten as you engage in your lover’s mindless gentle kisses. even with your earlier dismissals, you ultimately decided to oblige with his selfishly adorable needs; honestly who could resist that love struck smile and those shining eyes?

“i love you..” he mumbled into your skin.

“i love you too, but i’m not forgiving you for calling me all those petnames.” you pinch his cheek, he looks at you with pleading cat-like eyes.

“aww, you didn’t like the name honey bunches?”

“don’t start.” you both laugh simultaneously. venti’s heart skipped a beat at the melodic sound of your voice echoing through his head like a song stuck on replay. you’ve done so much to tear apart the complex mist shrouding this god’s heart, it still feels so surreal how much he genuinely needs you besides him — he wouldn’t have it any other way, however.

XIAO — 魈

— yeah he likes to BELIEVE he’s subtle, but it is rather easy to figure out his internal solace and longing

— him ? wanting your needlessly heartwarming affection that is not limited to your gentle kisses and hugs ? why, of course not.

— this guy is isolated pretty much daily, and now he’s clinging onto you like a lost puppy , surely he understands he’s being obvious..

“xiao, darling, you really don’t have to come with me if you don’t wa-“

“i’m going.”

xiao has been progressively tenacious; continually following you around throughout the day and remaining rather quiet while doing so. it wasn’t particularly odd per se, it was rather normal for him to just stick around besides you but it’s like his presence around you has increased or perhaps exaggerated.

“uhm, xiao?” you pause in your step, turning back to face him with a clueless look. he hums in acknowledgement to let you continue. “is there something wrong? you’ve been following me around silently for the entire day.”

silence. although not unusual, this time it was rather..awkward. xiao stared at you, a blush creeping onto his face as his eyes widened at your sudden question. was he not being discreet enough ? did you catch on ?

you were about to speak again when xiao suddenly gripped your arm, lightly of course, his mouth was open but no words managed to come out. his blush deepened significantly. “xiao?” you take his hands into yours in worry. after another moment of silence, before xiao alas spoke, “i just wanted to.. see you..” despite his awfully adorable phrasing, you understood his general implication.

“oh.” your lips parted slightly from surprise, your gaze softening. you couldn’t help but start laughing, leading to poor xiao tilting his head in ashamed confusion. “forget i said anything.” he grumbled, turning around with haste to cover the embarrassment on his face.

you hug his back with a final chuckle, “sorry sorry, i’m not laughing at you, you’re just very cute.” he sighs defeated, dropping his head low knowing he can now not run away from your affectionate grip. “if you wanted my love all you had to do was ask, xiao.” i was trying to.

“nevertheless,” xiao twists around to face you finally, “i’ll give you all my attention for tonight, my dear.” he couldn’t have been more pleased.

SHENHE — 申鹤

— she can barely grasp her innate human emotions so you can sort of imagine the poor girls internal bewilderment when her heart starts aching at the thought of you

— she loves, doesn’t she? but then why does her heart ache? isn’t that exactly how you feel when you dislike someone? — fortunately, her mortal fog of emotions becomes clearer once she finally gets to see you

over the many days of her training shenhe has began feeling these mixed flurry of emotions; a blizzard of ambiguity that she couldn’t quite decipher. an aching sting in her heart has punctured not only her whole chest but also her focus and concentration — which had deeply yet discreetly worried the wise adeptus inspecting her progress.

“one believes you are due for rest, there is a concerning pandemonium brewing in your heart and soul. perhaps, seeking the comfort of your loved one will mend your aching?” cloud retainer spoke with poise as she looked down to the white-haired exorcist who fiddled with her earring at the very subtle mention of you.

————— ୨୧

you two have been sitting in pure silence for some time now, it wasn’t awkward but rather peaceful; yet despite fulfilling her urgency to be somewhat close to you, her heart wasn’t satisfied with your lack of attention. every flip of the book page had shenhe pondering like a clock ticking back and forth, “do i indulge in my desires or do i stay put and admire them.”

“hey, [name], can i.. can you..” she says and you look over at her with a gentle smile, reaching over to squeeze her hand. “sorry, i’m not sure how to word this properly.” she looks away.

“it’s alright, take your time.” you comforted her with another light squeeze of her hand. she had this concentrated and perplexed look on her face. you tilt your head with concern.

“lately,” her eyes trail back up to you, “i’ve felt this strange hollowness in my chest whenever i think about you.” her voice was so gentle it was basically a whisper.

you nod silently at her as encouragement to continue. “i don’t know what it is exactly about you but i just feel this sort of ache… a longingness.” you felt her fingers grip your hand tighter as she searched for something to say, “the way we are together, you know. all those little things make me smile everyday.” she looked deep in thought.

you smile to yourself and let out a small and harmless laugh, shenhe looks at you in confusion, ‘did she say something funny?’ “oh my darling,” you cup her face in your hands with a kiss on the tip of her nose, “i’m pretty sure you were just feeling lonely.” her eyes light up almost as if it all suddenly clicked inside her disorganised head; the answer becoming vividly evident.

“oh..i suppose that’s the case. then, would you mind-“ you comfort her with a polite chaste kiss, allowing her to pull you in closer with a needy fervour; all of her old feelings resurfacing as a wanting passion. pulling away shenhe smiles, “you’re so good to me, [name].”

TARTAGLIA — 公子

— pretends to not care; lasts a couple minutes at most. he really hates to admit it sometimes but you’ve got him absolutely wrapped around your finger

— after he gets what he wants / needs , he returns to his pathetically (affectionate) clingy self - expect he’s even worse

“ehem.” tartaglia coughs into his hand while directly maintaining fierce eye contact with you. i say “with you” because he believes that you are subtly looking at him in the corner of your eye and not completely ignoring his futile attempts at garnering your attention.

you don’t understand his sudden shift in behaviour though; earlier he seemed completely unbothered by your lack of attention and now he’s being persistently annoying for you to spare him a single glance. perhaps he got bored of waiting for you to seek him out instead of vice versa.

“it’s not nice to keep your husband waiting.” he huffs and leans back with a light pout. is he being serious…

“you’re still not saying what you want, quit complaining pumpkin.” you gave him a menacing smile, one which ajax never appreciated no matter how much he loved your smiles regardless of the situation. he alas gave in and cuddled into you with a sneaky hand on your waist to pull you in, “isn’t it obvious? i want you, don’t tease me.”

“you’re such a moron.” and yet you still lay his head on your chest to reach out to massage his scalp. “an irresistible moron who’s greedy for your affection.” the way such few charming words could make your heart clench and a genuine smile spread across your gorgeous face was embarrassing. you laugh gently and swish his fringe away to peck his forehead.

he stayed silent for a couple minutes, not once beginning to complain about how long it took for you to respond to his “flirting”, all he did was sigh blissfully and lean into your touch.

ajax looks up at you with an expressionless face but you caught the glint in his eyes that spoke volumes of his joy. there were plenty of moments where you would see the happiness on his face and in his bright blue eyes; you couldn’t help but feel proud that you were a part of it. he closed in on your lips, kissing you softly with a love struck smile.

SCARAMOUCHE — 斯卡拉姆齐

— you’d think with how much lil auntie kusanali has been coaching him on being not only a good person or friend, but a good lover too he’d have learnt how to express that he craves your touch

— he can get a bit volatile and mean when he doesn’t understand something especially if it’s a “human” thing like emotions. he doesn’t mean to hurt you in any way, but healing and growing takes a lot of time.

in your honest defense, how were you meant to know that he wanted even an ounce of your attention with that permanent scowl he wore the entire day? all of his “hints” were just him being a little too harsh or him actually stating what he wants, but downplaying it to act like you’re silly for thinking he’d want your love and affection (he does) when you asked him about it.

so now here you both were; you doing some never-ending paperwork and kuni glaring daggers to the back of your aching head. tired of his attitude, you drop your pen to gaze back at him, prompting him to cross his arms and scowl at you once again. “kuni.” your voice was firm but he still managed to decipher that small and subtle tinge of confused hurt in your tone. he raised an eyebrow.

“did i do something wrong? why are you so angry at me?” he looks at you utterly perplexed as if you were the one that was being nonsensical. he rolls his eyes, not with sarcasm but rather embarrassment at the words he was thinking of uttering to comfort you. “i..” a quick pause ensues, “ i just wanted your attention.”

“oh..” you let out a quiet laugh, “i honestly thought you were just angry at me.” he once again looks at you confused, almost hurt, at your assumption, “at you? never.” you smile. you knew it wasn’t easy for him to admit his feelings so nonchalantly, so hey, he’s making subtle progress.

to your delighted surprise, he opens his arms to usher you into a hug, of course you oblige.

he nuzzles into your neck, breathing in your floral scent to calm himself, you feel his arms tightening their hold on your waist before whispering into your ear, “i love you.”

“what was that?” you tease him with a poke to his cheek.

“mm nothing..” his voice muffled against your clothes.

you glare at him playfully, “kuni..” he laughs before pushing himself off of you gently. “i said i love you, there, you happy?”

with a warm smile, one he wished he could forever imprint into his head, you reply with a nod.

S. KOKOMI — 珊瑚宫心海

— she. is. tired. yet at the same time aggrieved. it irks her gentle heart when she misses your warm embrace, but her mind is either too drowsy or too overwhelmed to indulge you

— she doesn’t ever want to bother you for personal reasons, but she does also secretly hope that you’ll seek her out yourself so that time doesn’t have to heal her irreparable aching

there is rarely a day where this woman doesn’t miss you and your affection. with being such a significant and vital figure within both the army and watatsumi island in general, the divine priestess is constantly busy and while she doesn’t shy away from asking you for attention, sometimes, when she’s overstimulated from duties, she’s unsure if she craves solitude or your love.

today was one of those days of irritation. kokomi’s head was drowsy and absolutely aching, every word from nearby people were drowned out by her shallow breathing. so entranced in stressed out thoughts she didn’t even realise she had finally made it to her little safe cavern.

here, she was at utmost peace with undisturbed sleep for the first time in a few weeks. kokomi had barely slumped down onto her chair in exhaustion before a familiar silhouette captured her weary eyes; your silhouette. just the person i needed.

“hey koko-“ you paused in your step at the saddening view of your lover hanging her head low, deep circles under her eyes burning in colour. “i’ll let you rest, sorry love.” a warm smile stretched across your face in pity.

“no.. it’s alright, i promise you. i’d actually prefer it if you stayed with me, if thats alright with you..?” her voice trailed off due to her drowsy mind. you sigh and go over to her, sitting yourself on top of her desk to play with her hair. your gentle touch lulled her into sleep instantly it was practically magic.

“koko, you are so unpredictable sometimes..”

she hums at you in her sleep, cuddling close to your hand in hopes you’d get the hint to continue. how could you say no?

K. AYATO — 神里绫人

— NUISANCE. will NOT leave you alone at all. why? simply because he feels he has the right to “seek your attention when he’s lonely” and though you can’t argue, he truly does pick and choose when that statement is valid

— if he’s busy you likely won’t catch him in time for even the shortest hug - but if YOU’RE busy, it’s like the stars aligned specifically to allow him to pester you

“[name]..” thoma solemnly hands you the possibly 50th letter of that HOUR with a sympathetic smile.

“thank you, thoma.” you sigh, preparing yourself for the lovely bullshit your husband had written in ink.

« dear my beloved spouse,

your warm but transient touch lingers on my skin, how i miss you; so far away yet so close at the same time, you’re in my thoughts constantly.

— your loving lonely husband ayato »

for barely a couple hours ayato had been preoccupied with his work and as were you with your own; in the SAME damn house. you didn’t know whether to laugh or cry at his theatrical dramatics so you opted for hanging your head low and inwardly despairing the work you’re about to leave behind to simply visit your needy lover.

————— ୨୧

you knock respectfully on his door a few times despite ayato always reminding you that such manners shouldn’t be necessary for a married couple; you could just simply never let go of the habit however. you hear your husband quietly reply with a, “come in.”

stepping into the room you automatically get hit with a sweet fragrance which was permitting from some snacks on ayato’s table. for a few seconds you idle by awkwardly as ayato decided to stay quiet. why send pointless and hyperbolic letters when you’re barely a feet away from each-other to then NOT say anything when you finally give in to his romantic pleas …

alas ayato drops his brush and glances at you, “is there anything you need, love?” you could practically feel a vein pop on your forehead, ruining the serenity of the scene. he laughs at your displeased expression before staring at you with a charming smile, “now now, i’m only kidding. mind joining me for this evening, my dearest? i’ve missed you.”

“i swear, you are so melodramatic when needy.” he hums, not really listening to your words, feeling content with your presence at last besides him.

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“i swear, you are so melodramatic when needy.” he hums, not really listening to your words, feeling content with your presence at last besides him.

alas ayato drops his brush and glances at you, “is there anything you need, love?” you could practically feel a vein pop on your forehead, ruining the serenity of the scene. he laughs at your displeased expression before staring at you with a charming smile, “now now, i’m only kidding. mind joining me for this evening, my dearest? i’ve missed you.”

“i swear, you are so melodramatic when needy.” he hums, not really listening to your words, feeling content with your presence at last besides him.

[astarriscus]

considering archiving this blog ngl and moving to another one so i can kinda start over but i am unsure bcs i don't really like moving blogs! but idk what would be better, moving and archiving this or just revamping this blog fully ... hmm if any of you have ideas feel free to send them (anon is alright)

#✩⤻; rambles ! #archiving is actually speaking out to me more ngl. but. it's such a tiring task raghhh

[astarriscus]

ao3 fanfics with latin titles that are all lowercase and have over 40 chapters, 120k words, and 900 tags will always be the most goated literature you will ever READ.

#☁︎ : reblogs. #absolutely ^^ #keywords are latin titles & all lowercase tbh

[astarriscus]

REQUEST | taking care of an s/o who has a fever

CHARACTER(S) | isara mao

TAGS | fluff, established relationship, hcs

READER | gender neutral

Despite how busy Mao is, he always takes the day off when you’re sick. You’re his first priority, always, even if some joke that he’s “married to his work”. The Earth doesn’t ever stop, but Mao’s world stops when he needs to take care of you. He knows, and he’s more than willing to stop with it to take care of you. 

Mao doesn’t really know how to cook- or so he claims, but he does quite well whipping up comfort foods. It’s satisfying, if you peek into the kitchen to see him following the recipe carefully. As with anything, but especially things regarding you, the effort he puts into it is clearly visible. He has his distinct “focus” expression, and perhaps he might be a little too immersed to not hear you if you call out his name the first time, but after he’s finished with his mission, he comes back, full focus on you.

Even if it seemed that Mao never took a break from work, that it was a constant in his mind, Mao didn’t speak a word about work on those days. In the times that he usually muttered complaints, and detailed plans, he was either quiet, or he talked nothing of it. It was as if work disappeared for that day- every day, he had a mission, and today, the mission would be to help you get better.

You can always contact Mao. He lets you know where he is, so that if you need anything, he can hear you. He’s always listening to what you have to say, no matter what it is. He’s especially attentive when you’re sick, and you’re never bothering him when he needs to do something for you. After all, taking care of you is the reason why he took a day off (and that’s not a bad thing at all for him)

WORD COUNT | 313 words

NOTES | If you enjoy my works and would like to be tagged for future works I release, please send me an ask! Additionally, it would help content get around on this site as there’s basically no algorithm if you reblog works you like. This means a lot to many creators, including me. Thank you to all who reblog!

[astarriscus]

SYNOPSIS | accidental proposals

CHARACTER(S) | nito nazuna, amagi hiiro, oogami koga

TAGS | fluff, established relationship, hcs

READER | gender neutral

NITO NAZUNA

Even though Nazuna always dreamed of marrying you, there was no chance that he saw it coming. If you didn’t plan it, he didn’t know either. It’s always something on the back of his mind, something he hopes will happen in the future but doesn’t know when exactly the right time for it is. 

At the same time a blush makes its way onto his cheeks, he flinches. There’s absolutely nothing going on in that brain of his. All he knows how to do is stare at you. He already knows his answer, and hopefully, you can figure that out, but at the moment, there isn’t a single word in that brain of his.

Please, remind him to breathe. He’s so caught off-guard that he forgets to breathe. He suddenly forgot how to live- his heart’s taken over and his mind’s short circuited. When he finally processes your reminder to breathe, he takes a deliberate deep breath. 

Instead of just answering your question, he throws it back at you. “Would you really like to marry me?” It’s the self-doubt coming into play; he knows that he’d like to marry you, but he just wants to hear for certain, in your words, that yes, you’d like to marry him.

AMAGI HIIRO

Hiiro answers promptly. His “Yes, I’ll marry you!” is so energetic that the sleepy question, which you barely knew that you yourself had asked, makes you question what you’d asked. You ask again. He says yes again. Nobody expected that, honestly. And it worked out, somehow.

To tell him that it was an accident would be cruel. (so, don’t) He’s so happy that he’d kiss you a thousand times and hold you forever, excited for a promised future with you. He has all sorts of ideas, experiences that he’d like to do with you. 

When everything calms down, there’s a smile on his face that almost nothing could wipe off. He is so, so happy with you, and even if he’s excited, he can still fall asleep. He buries his face and holds you, and it’s especially warm and cozy that night.

OOGAMI KOGA

Koga is quieter than the air conditioning. He still blinks, but perhaps he’s not really there. Nothing comes out for the first few seconds, and even his breathing is suspiciously quiet. There’s all sorts of questions racing through his mind, yet at the same time, he doesn’t even know what he’s asking. “A-” try one. Another try. He’s been trying to ask “Are you sure?”. It doesn’t come out. 

Koga has a feeling that this proposal was a mistake- not that he was opposed to marrying you, or that he thought you might’ve been opposed to marrying him, but the timing of the proposal felt so off to him that it must’ve been a mistake. (and honestly, he’s right about that one.) 

It’s all feelings and no brain with Koga, and when he pulls you into a hug and buries his head into your neck, all he can muster up is a “I really love you…” It was an apology for not being able to answer. 

If you ask him again, he’d be able to answer better. Whatever your reaction to his reaction to your unexpected and accidental question, just know that he loves you for longer any period of time possible.

WORD COUNT | 554 words

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˗ˏˋ ´ˎ˗ kiss the bachelors and … !

→ kiss alex on the inside of his wrist and … that confident charm he holds will start to falter. the intoxicating intimacy of a kiss pressed to an unloved, unthought of spot— the feeling of warmth against his pulse— can only unravel the tight coil he has spun for himself over the years. after so long, it seems now is the moment to tell someone that he hopes they’ll never leave his side.

→ kiss sam on the forehead and… his partner will feel the weight of his forehead pressed against theirs. his movements would be slow, calculated and anchored, as he treasures the warmth of his partner radiating through their skin. even such a simple kiss, small yet significant, shows sam exactly how his partner feels. he’s never been one to not appreciate the little things.

→ kiss elliott on the neck and … his shoulders will tense in sudden shock, roused from his studies of prose and literature, jostled from the languid daydreams only a writer can hold. with the hair of his neck standing straight at this sudden… proclamation, a sudden surge of adoration will wash over the curves of his cheeks. if his muse should unearth him once more, surely, something wonderful would manifest out of it. 

→ kiss shane on the hand and… he’ll retract it like a shock of electricity had pulsed through his fingers. give him a moment to recollect himself, the reminders of learned self-love and reminders that yes, shane, you deserve this sound off like bells in his skull. he’ll place his hand back into his partner’s, silently hoping for one more.  

→ kiss harvey on the shoulder and… the dials of his radio will move one notch further than he intended, jumping in his seat as he looks over his shoulder to the gift-giver. his heart flutters when he asks what had brought on such intimacy, so out of the blue, so spontaneous. the reason for their impulse holds no weight to him, but just to see the mischief in his partner’s eyes is enough to ask once more. 

→ kiss sebastian on the cheek and … watch as his hands stall in their movement, held in open air at the sudden show of affection. it seems to be much harder to focus on work after moving into the farmhouse. maybe, for a moment, he’ll roll his eyes with a lazy smile, smitten with the spring air and the weight it holds when someone you love is near. 

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i have ideas for writing let's see how long i take to get em in words though aha

#✩⤻; rambles ! #AND WHAT FANDOMS. what if i made a poll. but i'm scared no one will answer it lol #i should write for my ocs too tbh. not as x readers sorry i'm gatekeeping them (unless...?) but yeah. yeah

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i love you /p thank you so much omg (hi please check out elluka's blog and works too if you haven't. this is an order /j)

I am new to this app Can you give me blog recommendations

welcome to the hellscape, nonnie! i've never gotten an ask like this before, i'm so excited djfhcabjfc

i follow quite a few non-sfw blogs, so pls respect their boundaries if you're a minor! they're all very kind people so please treat them kindly in return!!

numero uno : me <333 jkjk unless... :eye:

or follow @epiimenides (nuts) <333

@g-ghostic-basil

the wuv of my life, the water to my crops <3333 basil writes for a variety of fandoms and has a handful of genshin headcanons out that are just the cutest things ever omfg!!!

@garoujo

emmie's works are always so chefs kiss!! if you're into blue lock, genshin, jujutsu kaisen, and many other fandoms, i think you'd enjoy! she writes sfw + non-sfw very frequently and soooo talented!!

@seakicker

miss juju seakicker is like, the actual queen of plus size + non-sfw reader content!! genshin, fe3h, vtubers, etc. she has a very welcoming aura to her blog that's crazy comforting. i really gotta read her scaramilf fic soon shishishi

@allovertheplace-writing

rosie produces such lovely requests if you're looking for something from genshin, loz, persona, twst, our life beginning and always, demon slayer, to pokemon sv! i've requested from her before and her work is always so sweet and full of effort! <33

@yakshasslut

lauren writes for so many fandoms that i couldn't possibly list all of them here! as of writing this, she's a bit busy irl, but she has a masterlist you can check out in the meanwhile!!

@alucrds

MY #1 FF MOOTIE <33 lala doesn't do requests, but i cannot praise her work high enough!! she's such a kind and hardworking person, and that shows in her content.

@astarriscus

i really gotta catch up bc i've been slacking since moving blogs :') but apollo is crazy talented and has so many works out you should check out! from genshin, fe3h, haikyuu, jjk, demon slayer, tears of themis, and so on!

MY NEW MOOT! he’s pretty big into guilty gear and rbs / posts some really cool musicians and game stuff!! he doesn’t do requests and stuff, but his blog is definitely work checking out!

#ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE THOUGH although ^^ is true anyway (i hope that doesn't make you uncomfy ohmygod if it does i am so sorry please do #tell me. i am just very affectionate today for some reason) aaa i saw this earlier but only now properly checked this :(( thank you so much #el aaaaa back to you oh my god i will never forget how your writing is like it is so good :(( sometimes i just think back to your writing #and go 'wow i miss reading your fics' BCS I HAVEN'T READ YOUE STUFF IN A WHILE. OR ANY FICS ON TUMBLR IN GENERAL FOR... months now i think #SOBS BUT UHM FR thank you so much wjbdkdbjfs this is Big coming from you fr hashtag i love your writing so much >:(( #i miss interacting with you aaa you have great taste in games fr and i love interacting w u :(( SOON ... i will be less busy ..... i hope #what are my tags #I WANT TO RENOVATE THIS ACCOUNT GODDAMN i don't want to move though but i'll renovate. or something #IT'S FINE TO CALL YOU EL RIGHT. elluka. pretty name love it #sorry for rambling but anyway tysm :(( <3 #also hi guys to my followers... please check out elluka's writing on her writing blog..... ^___^ #tag later

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new theme but it's kinda temporary bcs i'll polish it up more but for the meantime there it is. hello nines

#✩⤻; rambles ! #i haven't finished nier automata actually. too busy and it isn't a priority (unfortunately) in my time management uh scheds #changed it bcs SORRY AKITO i do like you but nines is better. automata in general is just one of the best ever imo #i think when i get back to writing soon expect a lot of p5 and fe3h...? easiest for me to write i think. haven't been too into genshin #meanwhile and other fandoms i don't have characterization as down as i do with ^^. uhh can't think anymore rn tho so bye again

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i am. look ive always loved music but lately ive been really fixated on music as a whole and literature as well for a while now! i really want to write inspired off that <3

#✩⤻; rambles ! #hozier and florence + the machine specifically i'd like to write based off #uhm. the 1975 is my favorite though LMFAO and huge fan of my chemical romance since forever and etc yeah <3 let's see let's see! #i want to do that event sometime aaa prolly over a year since i got the idea :P basically matchups but w flower themes smth smth #might make it just short drabbles or blurbs tho. yeah. busy student hashtag college soon but soon may be this year to 2 years from now #have fun guessing! /j lol anyway ty for the support ... i still get notifs and that makes me rlly happy tbh. esp the comments on my work. #particularly p5 fjshjfns BLESS that one person who literally made their reblog their pinned post i will never forget you

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i miss writing i better fix this blog soon fr

#✩⤻; rambles ! #i am. i have so much in my uhh life i am so sorry for being inactive but either way this is my blog and life so. yeah #i am more writing uhh since i started writing less for x reader it went to selfships and now its more original writing #i wna get into songwriting !! and more poetry or prose teehee ^___^ #but i do miss writing here ... gotta make a nice theme and overhaul my blog soon fr <3 lots of fandoms fr! #roars. idk even what fandom i want to write for most LMFAO there is a lot but they are mostly video games <3

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SYNOPSIS | coming up from behind them and surprising them

CHARACTERS | oukawa kohaku, shiratori aira, akehoshi subaru

TAGS | fluff, established relationship, drabbles

READER | gender neutral

OUKAWA KOHAKU

Kohaku wakes up early. By the time your eyes open to see the world draped in sunlight, he’s already up and sometimes, even, ready to go. Yet, he’s still asleep, while the world has once again been draped by the sun’s soft embrace. A smile makes its way to your lips; he’s strangely peaceful. An idea pops into your mind not soon after rubbing your eyes open- oh, it’s the perfect time for a little prank. You didn’t even need to get up for this one. 

When it seemed he would wake up, which, luckily, did not take long, you put your hands over his eyes. You greeted him good morning, in which he responded with his own “mornin’...” and you asked “Guess who?” 

“Whad’ya mean, who’s this?” he asks, confused. He asks if it was you, and you take your hands off his face. You giggle. Oh, maybe you should’ve done this later in the day. 

SHIRATORI AIRA

You closed the door as quietly as you could. If Aira wasn’t home, you’d be damned. Well, not really, but if he wasn’t home, it would’ve been weird for you to be walking as quietly as you could in your own home, alone. You looked around for him, being as quiet as you could possibly be. You found him in the living area, immersed in studying choreography. Only you could hear the hops from your feet as you made your way over to him and quickly covered his eyes before you could be seen.

“Uuwaah!” 

“Hehe, who do you think it is?” 

It took him a moment. He stood there as the music went on, but before long, he had realized it was you. 

“Gosh, don’t scare me like that!”

AKEHOSHI SUBARU

You hadn’t told Subaru that you were there- backstage, at the Trickstar live. You told him that you’d be there, but you didn’t say where in the venue. It was really interesting, seeing the live from someplace other than the front. It was easier to see everything that went into it; everyone’s work was ever so apparent, and it made for a whole new experience. 

The plan was to surprise him backstage, but was it too plain to just appear? Then, if the rest of Trickstar didn’t spoil your plan (that they didn’t know about), you could probably pull it off. 

The concert ended before you knew it; they say that time flies when you’re having fun, and that was the case for everyone who was there.  You hid yourself behind one of the props that was tall enough to cover you, and as soon as Subaru passed by, you brought your hands up to his eyes, and the words “Guess who?” reached Subaru’s ears.

“Hm? I wonder… hehe,” he said, before gently removing your hands from his eyes and kissing your cheek. 

WORD COUNT | 473 words

NOTES | If you enjoy my works and would like to be tagged for future works I release, please send me an ask! Additionally, it would help content get around on this site as there’s basically no algorithm if you reblog works you like. This means a lot to many creators, including me. Thank you to all who reblog!

#recommendations ! ༄ #➷ ... q. #<3

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REQUEST | what nazuna is like on anniversaries (in general)

TAGS | fluff, established relationship, hcs

READER | gender neutral

There is never a time that Nazuna forgets any sort of anniversary, whether it be your wedding anniversary, engagement anniversary, or even your first meeting anniversary. The marks on his calendar are simply for show; whether or not they’re there, he remembers. They are days he looks forward to, as well as days he looks back on the past as well. Whether it be the good, the bad, and the okay times, he remembers all of it. After all, everything that happened, no matter what it was, helped shape both you and him together. 

As if he doesn’t always do a little extra for you, on those days, he’ll take another serving of “doing extra”. He puts a little bit more into your lunch, leaving another cheesily cute message on top and adding a little trinket he found that he thought you’d find to be cute. He’d make dinner, something you love, something special for the both of you. He texts you just a bit more frequently, and while he doesn’t want to disturb you too much while you complete the commitments you’ve made, he just can’t help but miss you ever more. 

There is absolutely no way to forget the date, when he kisses you “good morning” and says that there’s “something special planned”. From the very first moment of the day, there’s a warm smile on his face. His focus is you and only you, and it’s a day not for anyone else but the two of you. He kisses your forehead, your cheeks, your lips. He lets out giggles and whispers that wake you up gently. When he plays with your hair, it’s hard not to laugh with him and kiss him back, his arms around you and yours going around him. 

If there’s two things that are his best helpers when planning something to do, it’s the search engine and his notes app. Nazuna’s research and note taking skills are no joke, and if it’s for you, he tries nothing but his hardest to make it different, special, and enjoyable. Although, as time goes on, he gets to know you a lot better, and soon enough, he doesn’t need the internet too much for reference. After all, this is for you, and how better else to make an event special than to truly personalize it for you and him only? 

Before anything planned, though, he’s just a little nervous. He’s afraid that it won’t go exactly as planned, maybe something horribly wrong- but what’s to say it won’t go completely and differently wonderful? Who knows? When it starts, though, Nazuna gets completely immersed, and his heart takes him wherever he needs to go. By then, he realizes that he doesn’t need to worry, that you’re happy being there with him and he’s happy being there with you- and that’s all that matters. 

No matter what anniversary, Nazuna always makes sure to get a gift- or many- for you. He buys anything he thinks you’ll like, from trinkets, to useful items, to household items- anything that’ll make you happy. He’ll wrap it up, nice and neat, make a card with his signature rabbit doodles, and he’ll leave it on your bedside for when you wake up in the morning on the day of your anniversary. 

WORD COUNT | 548 words

NOTES | If you enjoy my works and would like to be tagged for future works I release, please send me an ask! Additionally, it would help content get around on this site as there's basically no algorithm if you reblog works you like. This means a lot to many creators, including me. Thank you to all who reblog!

#recommendations ! ༄ #➷ ... q. #<3

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