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the ability to connect with music so deeply that you can feel it flooding your senses is so spectacularly beautiful

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There is something so deeply haunting about North American cities that were founded by Catholics. The US costal southeast and much of the southwest in general contain such a unique energy where the energy from tragedies that occurred on that soil mixes with Native and Catholic practices (and African practices like in New Orleans)

#spiritual #paranomal #spirituality #spirits

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i think if i took a semester of organic chem while high it would really fuck me up

#organic chemistry #orgo #chemistry #high #420daily #high thoughts

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there is something so deeply fascinating about the deep platonic feeling that resonates from two people who are completely in love

the completely animalistic instinct to bond with another is so fascinating in the complexity of humans

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I am making this page as a place to dump all of my thoughts about the world and my life that I feel as though I cannot share with those around me.

They are thoughts of the cosmos, of nature, of beauty, of anxiety, of love, of pain—

Thoughts that reveal my deepest longings and my biggest insecurities.

Thoughts brought about by this mixture of autism; childhood trauma; anxiety; growing up around spirituality; judgement; academia; my fascinations with psychology, latin, space, and so much more.

Here is a place to express my thoughts on life, death, the beyond. How unique we all are and yet how we are all human.

I have spent so many years feeling as though these things were seen as unwelcome. Strictly monitoring everything I do and say as to not break the image of me those around me have come to know.

I am tired. Tired of not allowing myself to be known.

Tired of fearing judgement, of fearing being seen as delusional or incompetent. Tired of feeling like my thoughts shouldn’t be heard.

And so this page will become my story. A book of life, joy, sadness, anger, grief, curiosity, exploration, death, and perhaps something beyond.

Welcome to ANIMUS ET FABULAE SEBASTIANI