aprilmarie

[aprilmarie]

stupid little creature /pos

hey hey look at this

*holds my hands out in front of you in a ball*

*opens them to reveal a tiny hemera*

you're welcome

#sparklecare #sparklecare oc #sunny sidds #my art

[aprilmarie]

what if i’m just. actually tumblr user sundy the whole time. evil ass chaoscare tumblr user hemeruni.

[aprilmarie]

WE'RE DAMNED AFTER ALL!

#she’s so goals. #cometcare #cometcare au #art #norma coughs #eye strain

[aprilmarie]

hey hey look at this

*holds my hands out in front of you in a ball*

*opens them to reveal a tiny hemera*

you're welcome

[aprilmarie]

oh also a quick headcanon hemmy design

mix of canon and Tumblr User Hemeruni™’s design because. why not it’s meant to be that hemmy to a pretty heavy degree anyway

#sparklecare #my art #sparklecare fanart

[aprilmarie]

one more + the doodle it’s meant to match with (credits to sillylilperson)

she’s in lesbians

#oc #sparklecare oc #sparklecare #my art #sunny sidds

[aprilmarie]

she’s in lesbians

#oc #sparklecare oc #sparklecare #my art #sunny sidds

[aprilmarie]

i hate thinking about it.

#oc art #sparklecare oc #sparklecare #my art #sunny sidds #eyestrain tw #<- maybe kinda? #minor vent btw. mostly just a kinda iffy joke someone made #about sunny being like. the worst character after she. y’know. #snitched to stop someone from LOBOTOMIZING themselves. #me when it feels like someone can’t understand that sunny was MADE to be an experiment with a hemera-esc character and therefore will #very much put other people’s safety above their comfort or trust in her #<- especially when it’s people she doesn’t really know #like with pansy or candy MAYBE she’d think twice about it. for their sake. because she genuinely cares about them beyond just them as #an entity of sorts. because they’re more to her than ‘more patients she couldn’t save’. but with people she’s BARELY interacted with #and has had borderline no chance to even begin to care about beyond how much she cares for EVERYONE? #of course she’d rather they hate her than to let something go that badly #sorry i’m. really rambling #anyway lore

[aprilmarie]

if she ever caught genuine feelings for someone she probably wouldn’t realize and would just think she’s getting really platonically attached to them while always wanting to hold hands and cuddle and maybe a little kissy here and there (no this definitely hasn’t started to happen already in the canon of an rp server she’s in wdym what’s a sundy /silly)

oh and heck i don’t think i’ve ever mentioned but. aegosexual lesbian who’s unaware she’s a lesbian.

she tends to accidentally pronounce what as that weird hank hill esc ‘h-what’ when she’s confused or otherwise somewhat emotional

she generally avoids The Big Curse Words like fuck and shit but frequently uses hell and damn for emphasis

AAAAAAAAA (VIOLENT STIMMING /VPOS)

PEOPLE. LIKE SUNNY.

Ajhejsyenhegaj GOD I need to put together my thoughts to post about her more I PROMISE y'all wont regret it

small stuff for now

sunny is usually very laid back and sweet, both from her own nature and the medication she's on, which makes her somewhat more.. exhausted? like. tired without actually being tired. it makes her brain run slower

she self admitted to try and find a cure for her severe thinks-a-lot

she helps out around the greenhouse, because it reminds her of home on the farm she grew up at

she's countrycountryland native, and speaks countrountrish

she was in denial of being a lesbian when she was admitted, and hasn't really thought about it since she started her meds

she never takes off her right glove. ever. if you reach for it, she WILL swat you. it’s one of the only things that makes her actually upset.

her desire to try and nudge people towards following the hospital rules just comes from a place of concern, and not wanting anyone hurt. if you can convince her you’ll break the rules and not get caught, she won’t exactly be happy with it, but she’ll let it slide.

she’s only ever gone off her medication once, when it ran out for a while. since then, the nurses have kept a closer eye on her.

#sparklecare oc #sparklecare #sunny sidds #sorry for so many of these she’s just. my baby.

[aprilmarie]

sunny likes whistling or humming to herself, but is rather self conscious and won’t do it around other people unless she doesn’t realize she’s doing it.

thats basically it lol i think i got everything actually

AAAAAAAAA (VIOLENT STIMMING /VPOS)

PEOPLE. LIKE SUNNY.

Ajhejsyenhegaj GOD I need to put together my thoughts to post about her more I PROMISE y'all wont regret it

small stuff for now

sunny is usually very laid back and sweet, both from her own nature and the medication she's on, which makes her somewhat more.. exhausted? like. tired without actually being tired. it makes her brain run slower

she self admitted to try and find a cure for her severe thinks-a-lot

she helps out around the greenhouse, because it reminds her of home on the farm she grew up at

she's countrycountryland native, and speaks countrountrish

she was in denial of being a lesbian when she was admitted, and hasn't really thought about it since she started her meds

she never takes off her right glove. ever. if you reach for it, she WILL swat you. it’s one of the only things that makes her actually upset.

her desire to try and nudge people towards following the hospital rules just comes from a place of concern, and not wanting anyone hurt. if you can convince her you’ll break the rules and not get caught, she won’t exactly be happy with it, but she’ll let it slide.

she’s only ever gone off her medication once, when it ran out for a while. since then, the nurses have kept a closer eye on her.

#sparklecare oc #sparklecare #sunny sidds

[aprilmarie]

AAAAAAAAA (VIOLENT STIMMING /VPOS)

PEOPLE. LIKE SUNNY.

Ajhejsyenhegaj GOD I need to put together my thoughts to post about her more I PROMISE y'all wont regret it

small stuff for now

sunny is usually very laid back and sweet, both from her own nature and the medication she's on, which makes her somewhat more.. exhausted? like. tired without actually being tired. it makes her brain run slower

she self admitted to try and find a cure for her severe thinks-a-lot

she helps out around the greenhouse, because it reminds her of home on the farm she grew up at

she's countrycountryland native, and speaks countrountrish

she was in denial of being a lesbian when she was admitted, and hasn't really thought about it since she started her meds

she never takes off her right glove. ever. if you reach for it, she WILL swat you. it’s one of the only things that makes her actually upset.

her desire to try and nudge people towards following the hospital rules just comes from a place of concern, and not wanting anyone hurt. if you can convince her you’ll break the rules and not get caught, she won’t exactly be happy with it, but she’ll let it slide.

she’s only ever gone off her medication once, when it ran out for a while. since then, the nurses have kept a closer eye on her.

#sparklecare oc #sparklecare #sunny sidds

[aprilmarie]

this face is significantly too funny to me

#as per usual #credit to sillylilperson

[aprilmarie]

i’m so normal about her

#oc #oc art #sparklecare #sparklecare oc #my art #sunny sidds

[aprilmarie]

say hi to sunny she’s my baby now

Sunny Fleur Sidds

she’s. i wanna rant about her so bad but i’d rather form my thoughts properly first

#oc #oc art #sparklecare oc #sparklecare #my art #sunny sidds

[aprilmarie]

awi doodle i made while practicing drawing her more doggy like

she’s pubby

#oc #oc art #sparklecare oc #my art #chaoscare #awi tizzana em

[aprilmarie]

[..You hear two women arguing in the other room. Olympia and.. Pansy, right..? ..of course it is. They’re your friends, of course you should remember. Maybe.. your head’s just a little fuzzy because it reminds you.. of.. home..

..you hear two women arguing. The more aggressive woman raises her voice. It reminds you of that day. You can still feel the tears in your eyes. You can still feel the cut in your side. You can still hear how barely apologetic she was.

You can still feel how little she loved you.]

#oc #oc art #sparklecare oc #my art #sparklecare #chaoscare #emilia pathelle #okay so im not sure how to tag this so um #child abuse tw #<- implied????? i’m not. sure. it’s canon though

[aprilmarie]

thinking about hot women / cute girls (she’s both) holding me down by the wrists and immediately losing the ability to breath

#SORRY ABOUT THIS I JUSG. #NEED IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM