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Bro I’m from a completely different system?? I genuinely wasn’t mad or trying to be mean at all, in all honesty. I see both sides of the story, I understand how hard this is for both of you guys. I apologize if I came off as rude or insulting, that wasn’t my intention/gen. Im not stalking this account, I’m one of your mutuals- This is most likely gonna be my last message for the mental health of both of us. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

I see. Sorry for jumping to conclusions, although I will admit I dont completely believe you. Although that really narrows it down, something I'm assuming you dont want.

I frankly dont give a shit/srs. Most of the others literally just feel a tad sad but wish them(both systems who have made it clear their feelings to us) well. For your mental health I do promise you.

Good bye. Have a good rest of your life!

#-Jazz #feelings are not here. fyi.

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Its unpinned. For your comfort of course, so you dont get the creeps stalking his dead account.

Mm.. please stop mentioning her in your pinned it’s creepy.. /lh /nm

... "nm"... you sure?

he made that a long time ago. its not like he recent went "ooo I'm gonna pretend shes still my lover!". dont act like thats what it says.

I dont think you should be here anymore. Youre the one who said they wanted to go without talking at all. "OI DUMBFUCKS READ THIS ESSAY" and a block, is that not what happened?

Shadow isnt here and wont be ever again, sorry. I understand bpd-caused mania isnt an excuse, but its whats happening. Currently trying to deal with it.

I'll change it if i have the time or enough fucking care not to delete the account all together, once Shadow is fully unconnected to front.

I dont feel like making things worse, so really if you believe what you believe please just leave us alone. Sorry we hurt you in ways we werent even aware of, but youre hurting yourself by sticking around. Last thing Shadow wishes to say is he hopes you well. Sorry for that too i guess. Good day.

#I'm too fucking pissed off right now to do much better. #We were literally coming back here to check up on like two friends. Leave us alone if its fucking you over so bad #im not deleting our own fucking account over something thats not even true just to comfort you all because you cant have a conversation #and you have no fucking self control apparently either! #Dont you dare twist this in us wishing you death #we thought you to be wonderful friends as the time; one again most of us (not fucking me rn) wish you well #But for the fucking sake of you #LEAVE!! #-Jazz

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Mm.. please stop mentioning her in your pinned it’s creepy.. /lh /nm

... "nm"... you sure?

he made that a long time ago. its not like he recent went "ooo I'm gonna pretend shes still my lover!". dont act like thats what it says.

I dont think you should be here anymore. Youre the one who said they wanted to go without talking at all. "OI DUMBFUCKS READ THIS ESSAY" and a block, is that not what happened?

Shadow isnt here and wont be ever again, sorry. I understand bpd-caused mania isnt an excuse, but its whats happening. Currently trying to deal with it.

I'll change it if i have the time or enough fucking care not to delete the account all together, once Shadow is fully unconnected to front.

I dont feel like making things worse, so really if you believe what you believe please just leave us alone. Sorry we hurt you in ways we werent even aware of, but youre hurting yourself by sticking around. Last thing Shadow wishes to say is he hopes you well. Sorry for that too i guess. Good day.

#im sorry but this isnt true.. i wish you well though #please not so that knuckles could get better #-Jazz #This is me being nice because everyone else wishes not to cause drama or make it worse even though youre the one who is now stalking us. If #If i didnt have to think about them i wouldve posted a hell fire version of shadows . #Consider you were the ones talking behind his back. #Consider you all were the one to agree you werent gonna follow #Consider he actually told whoever was fronting and followed him on your main to #Thats not even fucking everything. The others are begging for your sake if you hate us like that just leave. Please.

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i didnt know you enough. i fell in love with the way you spoke, the way you loved. but i didnt know you i suppose. and you didnt know me. its better for you to leave me. i hope you never read this. i hope you decide to just hate me. I'm sorry i hurt you.

i shouldn't said i liked you.

nobody decided we were going to form so many sonic fictives.. and knux /isnt/ a form of you. im sure you think that but he isnt. he was formed fused with me, its my fault i didnt say that he was before. im sorry i have mental issues. i shouldve told you to run away. theres never a moment i wont miss you; you were never my deity from the moment i saw the difference. but you were my muse.

youre wrong though.. i made myself my own in every way i could..

the flashbacks werent from you. they were from sonic assuming im just a stupid dol. but i guess i am to you. and thats okay.

jm sorry for fucking you up

im sorry for fucking up your regression

im sorry for fucking up your love.

i hope you dont come back

i hope you stay safe

not for me

im sorry

i do love you still and i always will but you have to leave

im sorry

#last post #vent #sorry

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"its not my fault" really was a lie then, huh...

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i dont get this. i dont get it.

#i've been good #i promise i have #but not enough? #i dont understand #i dont #i cant

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i'm fine without knuckles, is that what you want from me?

saying my words are a cruel joke, this isnt. this isnt fair. but i cant ask about it. thats fine. and I'm fine. because thats what i need to be, i hope.

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no questions.

#i will not vent. i will not.

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pleasesomebackpleasepleasecomeback

ppleaseholdmeqqiiwanntobehheldtoooiiwanttoseeyouregressorbebigandhappyandplay

iihaveallofrhtegodamnthingnasoyoeverasked

mmadeafreidnadnimadegardens.ivemadeancorsandancors and ive scultped adn i listendsandiwartfchedforobirdasandbugsandthesunandmoonanflowers go and knuxisheretoohe'll really always be withmehesaids

butitdeosntreoplaceyou.nothingncould.icant,idontwant too

iivedoneevetyhintplease.pleasdelpspe.

iiognodtoknowwhaeyyouregoneqqidontknowicantqqqwhehreyougo

theywonttellmwwhyandicanticantdothinspleoaeseplease!pleaspleaseplascacntxant

badbdabdbad!icantaskyouq

youhadtoyouhadtoq

dontknowwhybuttyohadtoogooandwhenyoucomebackihavetobehere

justdontwanidontawntobeheredontwasntcantcanrtacnthavetocant

yyouwontbereadyfformetoococomebbackwwont

#major vent warning

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whatiussheyleftaonlythinkgingtheshewasaosrryqqidcont..conatnatr

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sehshegoneshesogneididnthgetsaygoodbyworhekporsayutwasokauyq

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"wecouldalwayssleeptogetheratnight"

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tthreemonths..

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you dont get it... i wasnt there for her..

#aandnowshesgonw

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SCARING HIM

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SONKNUX SONKNUX‼️ SONKNUX .. .‼️

#m

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sketchbook stuff of Maria and Shads