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don't wanna miss you | angsty
Art imparts some very important advice to his son, JJ. setting: in Art's flat in London, present day / memory of early December 1979 characters involved: Art (featuring: JJ) / Art & Reg warnings: cw: heavily implied mention of rape , cw: mention of death
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ansicred · 4 days
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rewinding | fluffy
Having lived at Bleddyn's for a couple of weeks, Perry can't sleep and goes down to the kitchen in search of something to shut his thoughts up. setting: in Bleddyn's house, Crawley, Sussex in August 1997 characters involved: Bleddyn & Perry warnings: cw: mentions of self-harm scars
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ansicred · 7 days
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confessions with the boys | friendship dynamic
Whilst out on a horse ride together, Bleddyn & Coda have a chat. setting: On a bridal path somewhere near Crawley, Sussex in July 1997 characters involved: Bleddyn & Coda (featuring Brân & Seren the horses) warnings: none that i can think of if you need english translations for the welsh dialogue, ask me here
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ansicred · 10 days
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Y Wylan Goll (The Missing Seagull) | a poem by Bleddyn.
Bleddyn wrote this a year before he left Gwalchmai to go to university in London as a tribute to his father - and to explore the feelings of grief and having grown into a young man without his father being in the picture since he was six years old. It's featured in his first poetry book Beth Am Yr Ysbryd? (What Of The Spirit?) and Bleddyn performed the Welsh version for a TV segment in Bangor's Cathedral. His father is the reason for Bleddyn's obsession with seagulls and the sea as imagery in his poetry, having used the code phrase 'the seagull's in its nest and the sea is calling' whenever he'd return home from work to denote that he'd arrived safely, as a symbol of safety in general, and as a reference to the lullaby Si Hei Lw, which Bleddyn still sings to his daughter Begw.
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ansicred · 11 days
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too much labour | angsty
James is anxious about Dave's weekend stayover. setting: In James' flat in Acton, London, early 1978 characters involved: James & Dave Stone (featuring Echo the cat) warnings: none that i can think of
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ansicred · 12 days
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talk some sense | situationship mackin’
Bleddyn makes Perry an offer he really can't refuse. setting: In Perry & Bleddyn's flat, London, at some point in 1978 characters involved: Bleddyn & Perry warnings: none
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ansicred · 12 days
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bad grain | bleddyn playlist - blaidd's depressive episodes in music
TRACK LIST: 1. bad blood (piano version) - bastille • 2. choices - to kill a king • 3. grain - recoil • 4. i found - amber run • 5. comes in waves - pool kids • 6. put down your pen - childcare • 7. down forever - lights • 8. cyn symud i ddim - datblygu • 9. speak to me - depeche mode • 10. macbethmacbethmacbeth - charlie barnes • 11. winter - daughter • 12. clairvoyant - the story so far • 13. rot - dad bod • 14. maybe i should? - love fame tragedy • 15. hospital - lydia • 16. brothers on a hotel bed - death cab for cutie • 17. whatever lets you cope - black foxxes • 18. roots - there will be fireworks • 19. pan o'wn y gwanwyn - mari mathias • 20. fireworks at dawn - senses fail • 21. beetlebum - blur
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ansicred · 16 days
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no more barkin' | angst (flashback)
A 6yo Bleddyn learns about his father's untimely passing. setting: Ellis family home in Gwalchmai, Ynys Môn, Wales, April 1965 characters involved: Bleddyn (and his mother) warnings: cw: grief , cw: death mention engslish translation of the welsh dialogue: here
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ansicred · 18 days
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nite shunt | bleddyn playlist - blaidd's mania in music
TRACK LIST: 1. symphony no. 5 in bass minor - lūn • 2. faith healer (conspiracy (double bullet) theory) - recoil • 3. enjoy the silence - depeche mode • 4. the witch's promise - jethro tull • 5. braidd - datblygu • 6. shame - ed the dog • 7. nite klub - the specials • 8. queen bitch - david bowie • 9. rhedeg i paris - (yr) anrhefn • 10. the last garrison - enter shikari • 11. plastic bag - x ray spex • 12. we are fucking angry - the king blues • 13. paranoid - black sabbath • 14. fangs - frank carter & the rattlesnakes • 15. headed west - senses fail • 16. rabble rouser - enter shikari • 17. getting closer - nitzer ebb • 18. war pigs - faith no more • 19. shunt - recoil • 20. black milk - massive attack • 21. new storms for older lovers - la dispute
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ansicred · 19 days
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under close supervision | fluffy nsfw (sensual, not sexual)
Frank & James finally have some time alone... What will they do? setting: In a Birmingham Hotel room whilst on tour, during the spring of 2012 characters involved: Frank & James warnings: nsfw , non-explicit scenes of a sensual nature
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ansicred · 20 days
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guilty bodies | angst
After Bleddyn and Nina's last fight, Jonah comforts her. setting: In Bleddyn's bedroom, at Bleddyn's house in Crawley, Susex, April 1996 characters involved: Jonah & Nina (featuring: Bleddyn) warnings: cw: mentions of self-harm , cw: mentions of violence -- none enacted
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ansicred · 22 days
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JONAH WRIGLEY | wolf at the door verse
jack of all trades (master of none) handyman • proverbial cuckoo • shallow himbo impulsive shopper • trend chaser • talks the talk, doesn't walk the walk "spiritual" "empath" • pub mediator • professional drunk wrangler • bad adviser biromantic + bisexual | neutral party/half-protagonist face claim: dave gahan | one-shots | playlists | jonah's general tag
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ansicred · 23 days
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BLOG CHECK-IN UPDATE!!
Right so, I've been doing a lot of posting since the last update and I think it's time to have another check-in post. First up: a periodical reminder for people to pay close attention to the ratings and warnings in my one-shots posts and their tags -- they're there for a reason and if you go into a one-shot thinking I won't be graphic or explicit about certain subjects (yes, including the ones that are sex-related), you'd be very wrong and I'm not going to wrap anyone in cotton wool about anything I write.
Second: as you'll no doubt have noticed, I've posted a new character whose name is Neil and he's my third Alan FC werewolf. His universe isn't something that I've necessarily put much thought into but I do wanna do some figuring out with him and post anything I do with him and his universe here -- this blog is a kind of weird writing-based sketchbook for me, after all. His universe is set in late 1969, hence his birthdate being in 1919, and due to the nature of the ideas for it in my head, and what Neil goes through, I'm giving any one-shots featuring him a baseline lowest rating of twelve (12) unless it's something really, really milquetoast and fluffy (eg: anything involving Neil and his youngest daughter, Christine). You can find him here.
Third: I do have plans to finish Jonah (WATD Verse)'s character sheet and he'll be up as soon as I've done that, as well as a one-shot featuring him and Nina I've had in my head for quite some time now (but I can't really write and post it without having first finished Jonah's sheet or I'll break my brain), so look out for those!
Fourth: I've started a newer version of a screenplay/TV script version of the Odd Foxes story that I plan to go into and work on on occasion so if I disappear off this blog for long strings of time, that's probably why. That said, I will continue to write Odd Foxes related one-shots and post them here because I love those silly fox bois and they're fun to write.
Fifth: Damaged Goods will have a slight direction shift, I've decided, wherein Felix and Azz interact more often and their individual stories become one. How I'll write that and in what format, I don't know yet but I'll still be doing one-shots for DG whenever I get the urge to do so.
Sixth: WATD I'm in the sketch-plan phase for a book/novel version of Bleddyn's story, so the one-shots will be more frequent as I figure out exactly what I'm doing with that idea and what sort of vibe I want/need for the book.
Seventh: I'll be making more OC graphics as well at some point, likely when I'm hit by inspiration. Plus, I'll have more mini lore dumps scattered about -- most likely Odd Foxes, WATD, and DG related, but I might also include MRC and Tide Down, depends on how I'm feeling.
Finally: My mam is going to Ireland for a few days next week, so I'll be babysitting my youngest sisters at her house while she's away. I'll be taking my laptop so I can do some one-shots & things, so I won't be away away, but I'll be far less frequent in posting compared to how I've been lately, especially when my sisters get home from school. In the meantime, like I say, I've got some stuff in the pipeline and they'll be up as and when I get to/finish them, so be on the look out!
For now though, you can leave me questions/comments/whathaveyou (including anonymously) in my inbox and I'll get back to you ASAP!
See you at the next update!! 🦊7
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ansicred · 23 days
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sing me lullabies | fluff
Frank and James listen to Kate Rusby together in the living room. setting: Frank & James' house in Shoreditch, London, June 2001 characters involved: Frank & James warnings: none
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ansicred · 23 days
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NEIL OWENS | moon river cargo verse
docker & 'guard dog' for a firm • former ARP warden • 50yo cockney werewolf family man... sort of • unwilling criminal • wretched with grief + guilt • love rat blitz survivor with an acute case of PTSD • pillar of the local community aromantic + pansexual (in modern terms) | protagonist face claim: alan wilder | one-shots | playlists | neil's general tag
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ansicred · 25 days
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pour my heart out on the ice | bleddyn x nina + dance & weep by foe
I already love this song but, to me, it really feels like Bleddyn's feelings about Nina toward the end of their marriage. He's doing everything in his power to be a good husband and to show Nina how much he loves her but she's giving him nothing back because she's already checked out of the relationship (and had been seeing Jonah the whole time, unbeknownst to Bleddyn). He's given her everything but she refuses to reciprocate because she doesn't love him anymore and he feels like it's his fault, somehow, because of his mental illness having an affect on him as a person, when the reality is that she just does not love him anymore and it's nothing that he's done. When he does catch her and Jonah, he feels like everyone's known about the affair but him and is overwhelmed with betrayal, heartbreak, and an unexpected loneliness the second it becomes clear to him that Nina doesn't care about how he feels. Blaidd's lost his everything and Nina doesn't care.
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ansicred · 25 days
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burns up like a bad dream | angst
Art gets lost in thought during an interview segment on some breakfast show. setting: In TV studio in London, spring 1986 characters involved: Art (featuring Frank) warnings: cw: mentions of death , cw: non-explicit suicide ideation, cw: mentions of (past) substance abuse
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