angeliqkssxs

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we have built cathedrals,

pews made of spite and rage

hopes and dreams,

altars coloured grey that cannot hide the

blood

and

guts

that make up its stature.

a God devoured by its own desires,

Holy in the way that it is different, wretched.

devotion leaves with splinted knees

raw

to the bone,

divination sought through whispered praises,

God listening through unhearing ears.

it is not beautiful,

the way screams echoes through blessed halls.

as this sacred soil is fertilized by lives seeking the Holy Grail.

nothing Holy ever is.

Did they not know as a sinner, they will never be saved?

alternatively

Cathedrals made of blood and guts.

A God wretched to the bone,

God is not beautiful,

nothing Holy ever is.

Sinner.

#angeliqthoughts #poetry #my interpretation #who in what fandom

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I wish to tear apart your skin, to mold the supple flesh beneath my fingertips. I wish to hear the crisp snap of bones. l would dig into you like my last meal, depraved and starved. Craft you into soup, ingest you, eternalize our love.

But that is frowned upon, so instead I will splay my hand across your chest to feel your heart beat. Pretend I don't imagine rivulets of blood seeping through my fingers as I grasp your heart in my hands. I will lay myself to sleep against your neck, teeth bared and ready to feast. I am but a beast and you my prey.

#angeliqthoughts #poetry #writing #silly thoughts #who in what fandom #cannibalistic

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Do you want to get into ALIEN STAGE but don't know how?

Introducing the Intro to ALIEN STAGE Masterdoc! I've compiled the MVs + lore relevant or older official media for you to better understand the story :) (among other things)

please share this around if you need to :)

please note that I did all of this alone so might be a few mistakes in release orders and other things 💀

Please please feel free to suggest things that I can add or fix

I tried to give the feeling I had when I was waiting for each release and lore drop in real time

also there isn't any like purely wholesome or miscellaneous art that doesn't have any lore/tidbits or foreshadowing attached to it because I feel like you can find those on your own after seeing everything else

comics are a little different but most of them are important so i put most

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Alien Stage is so crazy to me because it’s. It’s about many things but what stands out to me the most is how the children of Anakt Garden during times of extreme hardship and fear and literal alien colonization, instead of looking toward some omniscient being(s) for salvation or succumbing to cynicism/nihilism, they look toward each other to find hope. All it takes is a connection with one person, just one instance of butterflies in a society where things like love and romance are all but obsolete, and now they’re making that person their God their reason to live and breathe and wake up every morning. (Or, in some cases, to give up their lives. If it means protecting the life of their beloved.) And it’s like. It’s as if what sets us apart from aliens or simply what makes us human is our capacity to whole-heartedly, unabashedly love one another. Even to the end of ourselves.

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ALIEN STAGE - “Their cries shall bring on the new age.”

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time for doomed yuri with an iconic pose

sua by @pantherfam-blog

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Ivan doesn't see Till either. Ivan doesn't see the way Till is loving him, in his own way, because he's fixated on the version of another ideal vision of love. Ivan didn't see the things Till did to keep him close when they were children. Ivan sees things for the surface level, Ivan sees Till for what he can give Ivan without giving Ivan a sign to look deeper. As blind as Till was to Ivan, Ivan was just as blind to Till in his own right

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the way i burst into tears okay

what do u know abt yearning if ur name is not ivan from alien stage

#angeliqthoughts #ivantill #im still not over it #alnst #alien stage

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alnst x orv the ultimate doomed narratives....

alien stage au.. as if they havent suffered wnough already

#angeliqthoughts #orv #kim dokja #omniscient reader's viewpoint #yoo joonghyuk #joongdok #kdj #yjh

[angeliqkssxs]

let me cook y'all...

once i finish its so over trust

#angeliqthoughts #alnst sua #alnst mizi #alnst #alien stage #alien stage mizi #alien stage sua #mizisua #doomed yuri #vivinos

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Made a second version to this but Im not sure if it hits the same 😶‍🌫️

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imagining till repeating 'cheer up' to ivan's corpse...not even being able to stay there for long due to the alien's favoritism for ivan even in death, so he only gets a few more minutes with ivan's body.. and...it's never enough, there has never been enough time. not for him, not for mizi, not sua, nor ivan.

luka can go fuck himself by the way.

god isn't real, the aliens made damn sure they knew that at least.

#angeliqthoughts #alien stage #alnst round 6 #alnst till #alnst sua #alnst mizi #alnst ivan #vivinos #mizisua #ivantill #alnst hyuna #alnst luka #i blame everything on luka sorry at least he's #gorgeous

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oh, my clematis // cure

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having an ancient vampire develop a psychosexual obsession for me after repressing any feelings of love for centuries would fix me i think

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He's beautiful.

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alnst pairs are like

mizisua: mutual love, interrupted by tragedy

lukahyuna: flourishing love, interrupted by tragedy

ivantill: one-sided love, somehow also interrupted by tragedy

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ivan thinking he's better than sua bc he thinks he didn't cause till pain... he thinks till doesn't care about him. ITS SO OVER.

him being jealous of sua and not mizi bc he thought sua was like him but mizi liked her back unlike till....

VIVINOS WHY must you do this please please please ( based off newest comic on twt )

anyways ivansua siblingism real..!

#angeliqthoughts #alien stage #vivinos #alnst #alsnt ivan #alnst till #alnst mizi #alnst sua #mizisua #ivantill