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Saved - Isaac Lahey
Summary: the whole pack is fighting against hunters when you get thrown into the cold waters of the school's swimming pool.
Warnings: tiny bit of angst, angry and protective Isaac, violence
Word count: 1,044 words
Pairing/Characters: Isaac Lahey x fem!reader x pack (platonic)
It was 11 pm. When you and the pack were fighting hunters in the school building. The fight was hard, harder. "Since when did they get so good?" You thought. Everyone was tired, but everyone kept fighting. You were fighting with Victoria, Allison's mother. You were winning. You saw the sweat on her forehead. She was getting tired. But then she pulled out the crossbow. Allisons crossbow! Your eyes widened. How did she get it? Before you knew it, before you could move, she shot you in the stomach. You felt yourself stumbling back. Falling on the ground. It felt like a knife stabbing you over and over again, the nagging feeling in your stomach. It was getting harder to breathe. Like there wasn't enough air in the room. She leaned over you and laughed. Then she grabbed you by the collar of your suit and dragged you to the end of the jumping plank. She lifted you into the air as if you weighed nothing and threw you into the pool. It went in slow motion. One second, you were standing up, and the next, you were falling five meters down. It felt like you were flying. Were you flying? Why were you flying? You didn't know anymore. You didn't feel anything at all. You were numb. You hit the water like a rock, and then you were going under. Why weren't you swimming up? You weren't moving your arms or legs. The water was so cold. Like ice, it was freezing. You were trying to swim to the surface. But you just couldn't. Suddenly, you felt it. You were shivering. Why were you shivering? Were you cold? Why were you cold? So confused, so disoriënted. It was getting so hard to keep your eyes open and the air, the air was the worst. It was like it was getting sucked out of you. You weren't one to give up, but you were so tired. Your eyes kept closing, and you were telling yourself, "Come on, you can do this." You kept fighting, but it was getting so hard.
You didn't know how long you were laying there, on the bottom of the pool. There was one moment when you felt something. It was strong, but you didn't know what it was. So you tried to open your eyes but you just couldn't. Something was grabbing you. No, not something, someone! They took you in their arms. But you still couldn't open your eyes. You wanted to scream. But you couldn't do that either. So you just let it be, and so you slipped back into unconsciousness.
The next time you woke up, you heard something beeping. You were confused. What was that beeping sound? You heard different people talking. Where are you? In a hospital? You couldn't be! You can't explain to the doctors why you would heal so fast. You tried to pry your eyes open. But they just didn't want to. So you just tried to get some more sleep.
When you opened your eyes again, it was dark. You were breathing heavingly, and you were covered in a thick layer of sweat. You saw the heart monitor. But that didn't matter. The only thing you could think of was the pack. Where they okey? Was Isaac alright? Where was Isaac? You shot up. That wasn't the best idea. Pain shot in your head. A nauseous feeling came over you. You were so dizzy. Out of nowhere, Derek stood before you. He looked at you but didn't say anything. You wanted to ask where Isaac was. But when you did, only a whimper came out. You grabbed your throat and looked up in Derek's eyes. You couldn't talk?! Why did it hurt to talk? So you tried again. And only a strange noise came out of you. You began to panic. Why couldn't you talk, where was Isaac? Why were you in the hospital? Derek saw you panicking, so he crouched down and looked you in the eyes. "Breath y/n, breath." You tried, but it was so difficult. When you began calming down, you looked around and looked at the door and then back at Derek. You guess he knew what you were silently asking because he began talking. "I know what you’re thinking, but Isaac is alright. I send him back to the loft to shower and eat something. He sat here for 2 days straight." Your eyes widened. He sat here for 2 days?! You grabbed at your throat. You tried to talk again before you could speak. Derek stopped you. “Y/n don’t, you almost drowned, it will take time for you to speak again, okay?” You nodded. “Get some more rest. I will text Isaac and say you woke up.” You do what he says and lay back down. You close your eyes, and maybe it’s ten minutes or a bit more, but once you feel his presence in the room, your eyes shoot open. “I-Isaac?” It hurts to talk, but you needed to know if he was really there. ‘Hey sweetheart’. Your eyes begin to water. You thought you would never see him again. You want to say more. But Isaac interrupts you before you can speak. “I know that you are worried about me, but you need to rest your voice and your throat. Alright?” You nod. I’m alright, so don’t worry about me. You are trying to sit right up, but you wince when you feel the pain. Isaac pushes you back down again, “Shh calm down there, pretty girl. You took a hard blow.” You lay back down and open the sheets of your hospital bed, silently inviting Isaac to lay with you. "Princess, I can't. You're hurt." You give him a pounted face and take his hand. You pull on it, proving your point. He chuckled, "Okay, okay." You move a little to the left so Isaac can lay down next to you. When he lays down, you lay your head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat. Isaac then pulls the blanket over your body. "Get some rest princess, you are safe now. I will be here when you wake up." You smile and close your eyes. Everything is okay now.
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This. Is. So. Inspiring.
Love yourself like someone loves you!
You deserve to be happy.
I'm having a panic attack on how tomorrow will be 2021 already yet i havent improved myself im the slightest im still a piece of garbage and wasted a year of my youth doing nothing earning nothing
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You guys "Thorns and Roses" is one of the most epic fanfics i've readed so far. I had literelly tears. I recommand this to any Draco lover. X
Thorns and Roses
Pairing: Draco Malfoy x reader also Blaise Zabini x reader if you squint.
Word Count: 3.2k
Warnings: Blood, swears twice? Angsty (fluff ending)
Summary: Hanahaki Disease AU! You are despareatly in love with your bestfriend. His unrequainted love causes flowers to grow in your lungs which you are forced to cough up until death overcomes you. The only removal of this sickness is a spell which also takes every memory of the loved one with it.
A/n: look at my dumb ass post late for my own event... this fic is for the first week of Cliche Month. My cliche was Hanahaki Disease. Check out the other writers work. They are amazing!!
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    Roses used to be your favorite flower. Their delicate petals stained with glaring crimson intrigued you since you reached for one in your mother’s garden and pulled away with a bloodied hand. They could be found around you constantly; arranged in sparkling vases and patterned on your dresses. Bouquets were gifted to you by friends and family during holidays and birthdays, they surrounded you. 
    Now as you coughed into the toilet of the girl’s lavatory you wished to never see a rose again. You could feel the thorns tearing you apart, your throat sliced to ribbons as you clutched the stark white porcelain. You heaved a final time, petals falling into the clear water, the blood upon them staining it pink. You felt dizzy, copper thick in your mouth. You choked out a sob, tears spilling down your cheeks and dripping off your chin. You brought your hand to your face, whipping your mouth with its back and blinking back a fresh wave of cries. You pushed yourself to your feet, knees sore from resting on cold tile too long. You flushed, watching as the red and white petals spiraled from view. 
    You stepped from the stall going to the mirror and dabbing away melting makeup, a few practice smiles at your reflection flashed before you exited the secluded room. 
    Hanahaki disease had been glorified around you for years. The aesthetic and purity of its cause and symptoms making it seem like some dream or fairytale. You had learned quite quickly it was anything but. While everyone talked of the beauty of growing flowers within you they never talked about the pain of thorns piercing you with every breath or the blood which lingered on your taste blood because of never-ending cuts and tears of skin. They never talked about the stab you felt each time the person you loved looked your way or the times you had to swallow petals to keep your quickening death a secret. 
    Blood and roses painted a pretty picture but they stopped being so charming as you choked them out every few hours. 
    You walked quickly to class, each step you took emitting pain in your chest, pain which you had gotten phenomenal at ignoring. Snape didn’t bat an eyelash, despite the fact that you were six minutes late. The stabs grew searing as you took a seat next to the scowling blonde who had unintentionally bloomed flowers in your chest.  
    “Where the hell were you?” Draco scoffed his tone cold.
    “Bathroom.” You replied plainly, eyes tracing the slope of his nose as he turned away from you. Your eyes continued to follow his profile, creating trails on his jawline and under his light grey eyes. 
    Draco turned back to you, “Is there something on my face?” 
    You shook your head, feeling petals flutter in your stomach, thorns following. 
    He said nothing, eyes flicking around your profile, looking for clues of your strange behavior. “Are you sick?” He asked, “You look pale.” 
    You shook your head yet again, “I feel fine.” Lies came so easily recently.
    Draco didn’t give in easily, his gaze searching your own as if he could read through your words to your failing heart. “You’ve seemed off recently,” he stated turning back to the lesson.
    “I don’t know what you mean.” You replied. Lying really had become effortless.
    Draco didn’t like your sudden disappearances and untrustworthy excuses. You had been distant and unfamiliar in recent days. Your schedule seemed skewed, jokes, and laughter seeming to die as you rushed to unexplained meetings with no one before reappearing thirty minutes later with blood on your sleeves. You always smelled of the liquid, copper had replaced your floral shampoo and tropical perfumes. Everything about you simply felt wrong, like an invisible switch had been flipped leaving you as an imposter. 
    You forced a thin smile at the girl across from you as she said her greetings. Pansy dug into her plate of eggs, glaring up at you suspiciously. Your relationship with the girl had always rested on the edge of a knife. She despised your relationship with Draco, her eyes going green whenever you were seen together. You wish you could tell her there was really nothing to worry about. 
    “You’re hiding something.” She satiated plainly.
    You scrunched your nose in mock confusion, “What?”
    A scoff rose from her lips, “I’m not stupid y/l/n. Something is up with you, everyone can see it.” 
    “I have no clue what you’re talking about.” You huffed rolling your eyes, hoping she didn’t notice the goosebumps that rose on your arms, fear of being discovered chilling you to the bone. 
    Blaise sat down next to you sensing the tense atmosphere and glancing between you both, “This about Draco?” He asked cautiously.
    You shook your head quickly, a stab of agony shooting through you at his mention. 
    The boy shrugged, snatching a bagel and beginning to dress it with jam, “Anyway, you guys are coming to Hogsmeade right?”
    Pansy answered excitedly her high pitch making you wish you’d stayed in bed. The conversation droned for a moment and you focused on your breathing. You knew the time which you would be able to do such a necessary act was limited. It was only a matter of time before thorns punctured a lung or pushed through your heart. 
    “You’re going right y/n?” Blaise asked, drawing you into the words spoken between them. 
    You bit your cheek, “I don’t think so.” 
    Blaise groaned, “Come on, we always go! It’s like a tradition.”
    You frowned, “You didn’t go last week.”
    The trap he had fallen into struck quickly, “Well doesn’t matter, you need to go.” he recovered.
    “And why’s that?” You hummed nursing an orange juice that tasted of copper. 
    “Draco gets pissy when you don’t come.” He explained. The words would have made your heart soar if vines weren’t threaded through your veins. “Especially after quidditch practices.” 
    You sighed, “Draco isn’t my responsibi-” you were cut off by a spear thrust into your chest. The glass you held fell from your grip and shattered on the table. Eyes darted towards you in confusion as you bent over in agony. 
    A muffled voice broke through your momentary disconnection from the conscious world.
“Y/n are you okay?” 
Your eyes fluttered open as you gasped for air, tears pooling in your eyes, “I’m fine.” you rasped standing quickly from your seat as you felt petals push up your throat. You sprint from the room without another word, hand clasping over your lips as you desperately tried to swallow the floral arrangement crawling up towards your lips. You managed to make it three corridors before collapsing to the ground, heads turned, eyes locking with you as let out a rattling set of coughs. 
You didn’t hear the words of concern or cries for help as your mouth filled with blood. You felt something push from your mouth landing on your hands lightly. A rose blossom stared back at you as you opened your eyes. Its white petals unfurled stunningly, deep crimson puddles pooled between them. Red dripped lazily down your hands and you began to cough again. Thorns tore through your flesh escaping into the light of the world drenched in red, petals floated in the small puddle of blood around you like tiny boats in a lake of fire. 
You hiccuped twice, the pain the action caused forcing tears down your cheeks. Your ears rang with shouts and gasps, your hands tightening around the flowers you held, only then noticing the cuts which littered your palms. 
Blaise thundered around the corner, shoving people out of the way to see what they had gathered around. His eyes widened when he saw you, blood drenching the front of your uniform, tears mixing with crimson as they dripped off your chin. But the most alarming thing which sat in that hallway where the roses. Four of them, in full bloom, were littered around you, their meaning sinking terror into Blaise’s head. He dropped to his knees in front of you, hands coming to your shoulders.
“Shit y/n,” he mumbled feeling his eyes prick.
You were sobbing, wincing with every shake your body gave, “I can’t forget.” You whimpered, “Please, I don’t wanna die but I can’t forget him.” Your begs were cut off as you began to cough again.
You felt numb. The potions you had been given driving away not only pain but every other feeling your body had manifested. Moving felt like wading through thick mud, the weight of the blankets adding to the confusion of your nerves. 
The ceiling of the hospital wing had become boring hours before, the dark of the night staining the white a deep blue. Your brain ran through memory after memory, thinking that if they replayed through your consciousness enough they would be stuck there, even after they were cut from your body with the flowers within you. You could hear his voice, smell his cologne, and feel his hair. The pain of your body had left but that of your mind had been so deeply engraved it was hard to distinguish from the former. 
The ache you felt from the image of his angry tears and hoarse screams were far worse than the occasional stab of a thorn. Maybe it would be better to forget. Forget the pain, the love, all of it. To forget him. Yet every time you thought of the idea your eyes welled with tears and that unsettling ache of your chest worsened. 
Memories became more and more recent as the melody of the platinum blonde continued to play. Those of a few hours ago were the freshest, still crisp around the edges, full of brilliant colors. 
You didn't want him to find out, let alone find out from someone who wasn't you. Yet Blasie had told him the second after he had dropped you where you now lay, betraying everything within you. 
He had come into the wing still dressed in his quidditch robes, broom in his left hand as he stormed through the previously quiet area. 
"How dare you." He had seethed, broom hitting the ground with a clatter. 
Your eyes had become focused solely on him the second his voice had graced you.
"How fucking DARE you!" His eyes were glossy with fury.
"Mr. Malfoy!"  Pompfery shouted behind him
You were in a confused daze, dull pain shooting through you as Draco neared. "What?" 
He was in front of you now tears sliding down his flushed cheeks as he gripped the metal of the bed frame.
"You can't just fall in love with me!" He shouted, "You can't just, j-just," his voice faltered and fell and he slumped forward. 
You sat up wanting to move towards him, "I'm sorry." You whimpered a hand coming to rest on his own.
He snatched himself away from you, "You were just going to let yourself die?" 
You paused another stab of pain dulled by medication sending white to your vision. Were you going to let yourself die? Die for the memories of this boy? It seemed a bit pitiful as you thought about it. "I don’t know." 
Draco was appalled, his mind reeling as you stared up at him, eyes wide and glistening, "Don't put your blood on my hands." He hissed turning and storming from the room.
You called after him, voice straining, throat burning. He didn't spare a single glance back and you were left staring at his disregard broom as blossoms bubbled in your throat.
Draco had always had an easy way out when he was younger. His mother loved to spoil him and his father would keep him out of trouble with little effort. He had easy choices that were made for him. But recently things have been different. The expectations of his parents raised as he wanted to do nothing but flee from the life they had given him.
You had been safety for him. Your lack of questions and secret intent made you a safe haven. He didn't have to worry about your thoughts of him because he knew they were positive. He didn't have to be concerned with his reputation or his future or his family. He could just exist with you. Exist freely. The bonds which held him to the earth disappeared in your presence and he could float amongst the pink clouds which you lived. 
You were his best friend. And now you were going to be ripped away from him. And there was no one to blame but himself. His unreturned feelings were killing you, this was all his fault. And now your memories would be pulled from you and you would become nothing more than a stranger. 
It hurt to know you may have died for him. Died to keep him in your mind. It hurt to know all the blood you had spilled stained his palms. 
The dorm rooms were darkened, the murky waters of the lake filtering soft moonlight through their depths. Sleep seemed like a faraway friend to Draco as he stared out at nothing. His thoughts were washed together like paint doused in water. A strange dream-like haze had rested over his life since he saw you on that bed. His thumb ran over the bumps of his knuckles, where your hand had rested hours before.
"You shouldn't have blamed her." 
Draco didn't look up, his eyes locked into the dark waters, "I know." 
Blaise sat down next to him, legs crossed, "You should apologize." 
"I know." 
There was a long pause. Neither boy knew what they were supposed to say.
Draco felt his eyes sting, resent bubbling in his stomach, and having nowhere to go, "I don't want to lose her." 
Blaise sighed, "You are either going to have to lose her or love her. It's up to you." 
But it wasn't up to him. He couldn't choose to love you. 
The next day was unsure like a scene that was cut from a movie. Draco spent his time lingering in his hazy consciousness. The thoughts of losing you slowly driving him insane. His vision swam with your image in hallways, eyes falling through him. He would be a stranger to you. And he would have to keep it that way for your own safety. He would be forced to watch his best friend live her life without the memories they shared. The sting of realization grew with each moment.
Your pain had begun to fade. You weren't sure if it was because of the medication or if your body was simply shutting down. The latest you could get McGonagall to cast the spell was tomorrow night. Then every moment you and Draco had shared would be flushed away. 
At least the coughing fits had stopped, thorns no longer tearing your throat to pieces. No more roses covered in blood. You felt a sense of peace.
Your far away mind was drawn back by Madam Pompfery's shrill voice. 
"You may absolutely not visit her!" 
"I just want to apologize!" Another tone retorted.
You sat up quickly, blankets shoved to the side as your bare feet made contact with the ground. 
The argument grew louder as you neared, words turning harsh. 
"Draco?" You called, peeking around the corner to see Madame Pomfrey standing with her back to you blocking the doorway, the blonde just in front of her.
"You should be in bed." The nurse scolded me, turning to look at you.
"I want to see him." You stated firmly.
She had now turned to face you fully, "Go back to bed y/l/n." 
You glared back at the woman, "Let him in." 
There was silence, you're gaze unwavering as the older woman slowly caved. 
"Make it quick Malfoy."
You wanted to choke on the awkward silence that followed after the woman departed. Dracos eyes were glued to you as your own darted between your feet and the nearby wall. 
“She’s right. You should be in bed.” he spoke.
You shrugged, “I was feeling better. The medication helps.”
“You shouldn’t be standing regardless.” He huffed walking past you towards the bed you had been in a few minutes before. 
    You rolled your eyes but followed him, knowing he was right didn’t make you feel any better. 
    “I'm sorry about before,” Draco mumbled as you set yourself against the headboard. You tilted your head in a silent question, “I shouldn't have yelled at you yesterday. It's not your fault.”
    You cracked a small smile, head tilting back until it hit the wall. “Of course it's my fault.” 
    Draco was silent and you gazed at him from the corner of your eye. His eyes were cast at his feet, the melancholy look on his face making you sour. 
    “Please don’t be sad.” You muttered, “I can't have my last memory of you be sad.”
    Despite your plea, his eyes grew misty, the weight on his chest so heavy he thought it might crush him. 
    Your feet felt light and for a moment you thought you might be dying. Your head felt so clear, you wouldn't have been surprised if Draco started saying you were floating off your bed. Your chest felt warm and fuzzy, like hot chocolate after hours in the snow. 
    “I can’t lose you.” Draco sobbed, tears finally spilling from his eyes. “I can’t lose you, y/n. Please don’t leave me.”
    Part of you wanted to slap him, “It's not a choice.” You swallowed thickly, “I didn’t choose to fall in love with you.” It was the truth. You didn’t choose to plunge into the deep waters of absolute devotion. You were pushed. Pushed by each smile and laugh. By each joke and eye roll. He had pushed you into the whirlpool of love and you had been sucked deep under. And now you couldn’t breathe.
    “I can’t watch you forget me.” He croaked his head held in his hands, “I love you y/n, you can't become a stranger to me. I couldn’t watch you live without me. I couldn't live with these memories knowing you don't have them.” 
    Suddenly the lack of pain made sense. The light, fuzzy feeling overwhelming your body was comprehensible, “Say it again.”
    Draco met your eyes, “What?”
    “Say you love me again.”
    His eyes widened, momentary surprise taking him before it was pushed aside by a rush of relief, “I love you.”
    It was like a drug drawn from his lips, it burnt like whiskey down your throat, warmth filling you. You sat forward quickly, hands coming to cup his cheeks, damp and sticky with tears. Droplets of your own gathered, rivers of relief dripping off your chin.
    Your lips met hastily. The taste of salt mixed with the bitterness of blood was unsavory but neither of you seemed to care as you pulled him closer. Kiss deepening as his hands fell to your waist. You found yourself sinking deeper into the water you had fallen into, oxygen suddenly filling your thirsting lungs.
    You were unaware of the thorns that filled Blaise’s. Yellow petals spilled from his lips, his throat filled with blood. As you tucked your head into Draco's chest, his was buried into his hands, tears filling his eyes. He was hopeless, the thorns would tear him apart and you would put roses on his grave
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