alivegirlsam

[alivegirlsam]

Because I know what it feels like, to feel like you don’t belong. To feel like there’s this darkness inside of you, to be scared of who you are, what you can do.

#sobbing..... #sam & jack #sam & magda

[alivegirlsam]

the moment you read red_river and convert from destiel to sastiel…

that scene from stepping stones where sam is sick…

#just looked it up and yeah this is a sign I need to finally just go for it and read the other guardian fr #sastiel #fanart

[alivegirlsam]

You need the blood of your father, but your father needn't be blood.

Supernatural S6E11 Appointment in Samarra

#can't believe he is soulless and considering taking bobby's blood in this scene he literally looks so babygirl here #s6

[alivegirlsam]

"I think it was supposed to be a perfume or something." ↳ 11.05 - THIN LIZZIE

#s11

[alivegirlsam]

i need version of spn where sam gets to wear funny/inappropriate tshirts!

#THE SAMMY THAT LIVES IN MY BRAIN FR #fanart #favorite

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Stackednatural- 230/327

Heart (2x17) March 22nd, 2007

#s2

[alivegirlsam]

he said "can't argue with that one"

#HELP???

[alivegirlsam]

#sam seasons 1-4

[alivegirlsam]

Supernatural S3E04 Sin City

#s3

[alivegirlsam]

Keep fighting. Take care of my wheels. Sam, remember what Dad taught you... okay? And remember what I taught you.

#the way sam cries like a little kid. it gets to me okay.

[alivegirlsam]

It’s funny that people completely ignore the context of Castiel’s “we do have a more profound bond” statement comparing his relationship with Dean to his relationship with Sam. He’s not even being honest. He only says it to cover the fact that he hasn’t been answering Sam’s prayers- because he’s been avoiding Sam to try to hide the fact that he broke Sam out of the cage. Castiel broke Dean out of Hell because he and a team of angels were ordered to. He broke Sam out of Lucifer’s cage by himself because he wanted to. Sam, who is basically the “antichrist” and the vessel of Lucifer- is the first person Castiel freely chooses to be friends with. If anyone has a more profound bond, it’s Sam and Castiel.

#NO BECAUSE SAY THIS?? #season six is great because it's just castiel rolling high on all his deception checks until he gets ONE nat 1.... #sastiel

[alivegirlsam]

happy valentine’s day to the spn rarepairs (alt version)

thanks to the spn rarepair server for the caption ideas

#happy valentines day to them

[alivegirlsam]

Stackednatural- 195/327

My Bloody Valentine (5x14) February 11th, 2010

#PREVVVV

[alivegirlsam]

I do like characters who do not exhibit any hint of sexuality in any way because they’re too busy being tormented by the narrative. like “yea I might be gay or whatever but the labyrinth is growing so I can’t worry about that shit rn”

#samcore

[alivegirlsam]

i think about the stanford fight every day. i think about sam planning exactly how he’s going to tell john and dean. separately or together? sooner or later? deciding if he can ask dean to keep it secret. i think about things going wrong, john finding the letter or dean making a joke that sam just can’t dismiss. i think about dean finding out and going straight to john. i think about things going exactly the way sam planned them, until suddenly they don’t and he’s walking out the door and never coming back. i think about every single way it could have happened and whether the start even matters when the ending is always the same

#prev never knew they covered him leaving for stanford in the comics need to read those asap

[alivegirlsam]

Sam in early S8 is wild, he's like "but could a depressed person do this" and then almost dies

[alivegirlsam]

is that good

#sam charging up his laptop with his mind powers before long roadtrips: