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y’know that episode of the IT Crowd??? 

#god i miss yoi #i need to write chapter 18 of six hours ahead but like #girl even I don't know what's gonna happen #I didn't plan this far ahead lmao #no thoughts #head empty

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never let anyone tell you otherwise.

#ahh so this year has been v rocky for me #but ya girl got a 1st for her 1st year of uni :') #which is p cool bc like #at the start of the year i skipped all my lectures n wanted to drop out n didn't wanna exist n yikes was super depressed #but we tried again n caught up #n everything seems a lil better now #n im glad i didn't give up :) #ik next year will be tough af but #im tough too #and life is p cool

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so apparently the “bad vibes” I’ve been feeling are actually “severe psychological distress”

#oh fr?

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anxiety cycles🌀

#that's showbiz baby

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i still love yuuri katsuki heh.. sorry this is a lazy piece

#no offence but I'm about to #s c r e a m!!!!!!!!! #might fuck around and uhhhhhh binge read yoi fics and aftg fics just to find something to make me feel alive

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knowing that someone actively ENJOYS the things you create.. is an absolutely wild feeling. like, my entire chest is just full of warmth rn because i was able to make someone’s day just a teensy bit better ya know? catch me in the corner, gently crying

#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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me: i am INSPIRED i want to WRITE

my brain, immediately: i have never once even seen a sentence

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“yeah can i get a 60k with everything on it”

#this is nsfw and should not be allowed on tumblr #bc it's turning me on

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create a life that you love

#positivity #@ god where's the wikihow please #bc u keep pulling the rug n im not gonna lie its not ideal #uni is kicking my butt #n trying to make friends is kicking my butt #n boys are kicking my butt #lmao life has gone both uphill and downhill this last month what a rollercoaster

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congratulations on getting through the day even if it was really, really hard. you���re doing great.

#positivity #some days are bad but that doesn't mean all days will be bad #we got that anxiety n black n white thinking n catasrophising n jumping to conclusions shiz going on🤪🤙 #but we're working on it #kinda

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Me, opening AO3: let’s see if I can find a fic will give me the very specific high I need to go on living for another day

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stay positive ♡

💖💖💖

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To the person reading this, I hope tonight treats you gently, and that tomorrow looks brighter. 

#positivity #hopefully #bc rn I just like #don't want to exist oof

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#positivity

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my love language is all of them bitch i have a big heart

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im educated but like…im still stupit

#me this week ahdkshdj #I cant do maths or computers n my entire degree uses computers to do maths kill me

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love me some enemies to friends to lovers trope