alicxnte

[alicxnte]

&. 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  we  love  angst  on  this  blog,  what  can  we  say.  here’s  some  more  dialogue  prompts  for  you.  a  warning  for  potentially  triggering  themes  below.  )

❛ everything you touch, you ruin. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ you can’t make me disappear. ❜

❛ memories are only there to make you bleed. ❜

❛ i don’t need your permission. ❜

❛ don’t shut me out like this. ❜

❛ the less you know, the better. ❜

❛ i won’t stop killing until you kill me. ❜

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ you think i felt something for you? you’ve forgotten what i am. ❜

❛ the last time we talked, didn’t you say you wanted to kill me? ❜

❛ i felt something loosen in me that shouldn’t have been loosened. ❜

❛ pull yourself together. we have work to do. ❜

❛ stay back, i have a demon inside of me. ❜

❛ let me get closer, i have a hell inside of me where your demon can live. ❜

❛ people like that don’t deserve to live. ❜

❛ just do what you’re told. like you always do. ❜

❛ why do you have to make everyone hate you? ❜

❛ it’s better that you don’t get involved. ❜

❛ i’d do anything to make you stay. ❜

❛ who cares if it bleeds. ❜

❛ is this what you think love is? ❜

❛ just breathe through it. it gets easier. ❜

❛ don’t pretend that you cared about me. ❜

❛ i’m starting to think you like wasting my time. ❜

❛ we wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for me. ❜

❛ i will never, ever, give you a moment’s peace. ❜

❛ the world doesn’t hate us. but it doesn’t love us either. ❜

❛ it hurts that you still can’t trust me after all this time. ❜

❛ a darkness with voices is better than a silent void. ❜

❛ it’s safer to be feared, than loved. ❜

❛ am i not good enough for you? ❜

❛ a burnt child loves the fire. ❜

❛ i’m tired of dying. ❜

❛ what if you hurt because it feels good? ❜

❛ don’t try to fix me, i’m not broken. ❜

❛ if you want me to die, you can just say so. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be afraid of who you are. ❜

❛ that line disappears once you cross it. ❜

❛ how can i believe you after all you’ve done? ❜

❛ i won’t let you forget about me. ❜

❛ the person you once knew me as, died. ❜

❛ are you going to leave me again? ❜

❛ i have nothing i could offer you. ❜

❛ no one is going to save you. no one can. ❜

❛ maybe you’re / i’m already dead. ❜ 

❛ you have blood on your hands. ❜

❛ what, can’t take a punch? ❜

❛ i’m your mind giving you someone to talk to. ❜

❛ you have to step out of this darkness and let them see you for who you are, like i have. ❜

[alicxnte]

Send me 😻 for my muse to say where they would kiss yours.

[alicxnte]

Assorted Protective Lovers Sentence Starter

You think I am stopping you because I don’t think your capable? You being capable is the problem.”

“You mean more to me than my next breath. there was no ask.”

“Choosing love and war are both honorable choices.”

You are injured. I will murder you if you get up and than bring you back to life to murder you again. I love you.”

“I could fight ghosts themselves and not flinch if only to see you whole.”

“Love doesn’t need reason.”

“Love doesn’t see reason.”

“I’d yell now that we are alive though you clearly don’t listen to me.”

“Are you going to be the one to stop me? because I know what I am going to do, I just need to know who is going to try and stop me.”

“This world needs you far more than me.”

“Regardless of title or standing, I will fight and die for you or at your side.”

Look just because I am capable of protecting you, doesn’t mean you have to need it so much?”

“Wasn’t sure if I should yell at you or kiss you for getting yourself into this?’

“Love means we are a team. if we are going into danger, it is together since I doubt you like the macho role.”

“Of course, walk towards the danger because you have a human shield.”

“I’m not trying to control you. I am trying to keep you safe.”

“No, don’t do that it’s not safe.”

“You’re scared of that, aren’t you?”

“Don’t touch her/him!”

“It’s cute that you tried to protect me and all, but you’re like a foot shorter than me, you know?”

“I will always step in between you and something like that.”

“Why? Because I don’t want you to get hurt, that’s why!”

“Do you think just because my feet don’t touch the bottom of the pool that I need a floatie?”

“The stepping stool is unecessary.”

“I’m not apologizing for what I said to that asshole/jerk… He/she was saying terrible things about you.”

“If you say another word about her/him, you’ll regret it.” 

“I don’t want to put you in that type of environment.”

“Make sure to tell me if you get worried, or nervous, or claustrophobic, or-”

“You could have been hurt.”

“I indirected him/her on Twitter for your honor.”

“I think you should leave this type of thing to me.” “I’m gonna protect you.”

“You can hold onto me if you’re scared, you know?”

“I’m not leaving you alone.  Not now, not ever.”

“Let’s all watch a different movie.  This one freaks her/him out.”

“I get where you’re coming from dude, but honestly shut the hell up and don’t talk about her/him that way.”

“She/He isn’t an object.”

“She/he told me what you did, and all I’m gonna do is tell you to stay away.”

“You don’t know anything about her/him!”

“What?  You think that was funny?  You just insulter her/him, and expect me to laugh?”

“I’m not gonna let you put up with that.”

“Really, if you told me to I’d go punch them for you.”

“Wait, let me walk you home.”

“I’ll drive you, please– please don’t go like this.”

“It’s dangerous.

“I’m worried about you.”

“I meant it when I said I would protect you.”

“I’m not stepping aside until you back up.”

“It’s too cold for you to come out here without a jacket on.”

“I’ll go see what the noise was.”

“Stay on the phone with me.”

“Promise me you’ll be safe.”

“I don’t feel comfortable with you going there on your own.”

“He/She did what to you?”

“I won’t let you go through something like that again.”

“I’m not perfect, but I’m trying my hardest to do everything to keep you safe.” “Stay behind me.”

“I promised your mom to make sure you didn’t do anything stupid tonight.”

“I love you.  Of course I’m gonna defend you like that.”

“No, he/she isn’t good enough to take you out.  Trust me, I know.” 

“Are you planning to stay glued to my side this whole evening?”

“I’ll be okay, because I know you’re back here ready to step in if I need you.”

“Thank you for always sticking with me.”

“I’m really worried about her/him, but I don’t think he/she wants me to call.”

“I don’t know what I would do if something happened to you.”

“Like, I don’t expect to ever have to take a bullet for you, but I would.”

[alicxnte]

//My toxic trait is taking months off from tumblr, and immediately wanting to rebramd the moment I return

I do not need to do up new icons. I do not need to find a new theme

#ooc

[alicxnte]

Plant/Flower Symbolism Asks (Part I)

Based on the list on this wiki page

Acacia - When your muse develops an attraction to someone, do they pursue them or tend to bury and hide their feelings?

Acanthus - Is your muse artistically inclined? What sort of mediums do they prefer to work in?

Aconite - What are your muses thoughts on their own species in general? Do they believe in inherent goodness of them? Generally self-serving? Etc?

Agrimony - What events/people in your muse’s life are they most thankful for?

Aloe - Does your muse miss someone that they’ve lost, whether through death or a different loss of their relationship?

Almond - How seriously does your muse take their promises? How inclined are they to make them?

Amaranth - If offered immortality, would your muse take it? For what reasons would or wouldn’t they, and under what conditions would it take to change whatever their answer is?

Amaryllis - How proud is your muse, and what do they think of others with the same level of pride as theirs?

Ambrosia - Has your muse ever had someone they considered their true love, whether in their current relationship or a past one?

Anemone - What was the worst rejection that your muse has experienced?

Angrec - Describe a royalty au with your muse. What position would your muse be in? How would they feel about their station?

Anthurium - Was your muse’s childhood characterized by abundance or scarcity (in needs, affection, friends, etc)? How does it play into your muse’s present behavior?

Apple Blossom - Apples or oranges? Pineapple pizza or no? Pronounced gif or gif? What sort of silly preferences does your muse feel the strongest about?

Arborvitae - Does your muse have a friend that they’d stay beside to the gritty end for, and their friend for them? Did they ever have one that they thought they would but in the end they didn’t?

Arbutus - How does your muse feel about polyamory for their own relationships? For others?

Arum - Has your muse ever been religious? Are they now? Can they be swayed into a faith?

Asphodel - Does your muse have regrets that they wish they can fix, but never can?

Aster - How quick is your muse to trust in a relationship? What conditions have to be satisfied in order for them to trust their partner? What is the quickest way to break that trust?

Azalea - Does your muse take care of others, voluntarily or not? Do they enjoy it? Do they resent it?

Baby’s Breath - Do they pick up on sexual innuendos easily? What is their reaction to them? How often do they make innuendos themself?

Bachelor Button - How does your muse feel about sex before marriage in their own relationships? And do they judge others based on their choices?

Balm - How easily does your muse socialize with others? How good are they at their social interactions?

Balsam - When your muse falls in love, how hard do they fall? Do they outwardly express their passion?

Balsamine - What is their level of patience, and how hard does one have to push to make your muse snap?

[alicxnte]

𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸𝙽 𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜

add  + REVERSE  to reverse the roles!

∆ FOLLOW ∆  -  sender grabs receiver’s hand to bring them somewhere

∆ STOP ∆  -  sender grabs the receiver’s hand to stop them from going somewhere

∆ FRIGHT ∆  -  sender grabs the receiver’s hand because they are scared

∆ EXCITE ∆  -   sender grabs receiver’s hands out of excitement

∆ OVER HERE ∆  -  sender grabs receiver’s hand to grab their attention

∆ COMFORT ∆  -  sender places their hand atop the receiver’s to comfort them

∆ HEAL ∆   -  sender treats a wound on the receiver’s hand

∆ COLD ∆  -  sender warms receiver’s hands in their own

∆ CATCH ∆  -  sender grabs receiver’s hand(s) to keep them from losing their balance/falling

∆ LIFT ∆  -  sender grabs receiver’s hand to help them climb up\down from somewhere

∆ SIZE ∆  -  sender starts measuring their hand in comparison to receiver’s

∆ TRACE ∆  -  sender starts tracing the receiver’s hands in their own

∆ OUTSIDE ∆  -  sender kisses the back of receiver’s hand/their knuckles

∆ INSIDE ∆  -  sender kisses the palm of the receiver’s hand

∆ TOGETHER ∆  -  sender entwines receiver’s hand in theirs as they are walking

∆ SWING ∆  -  sender swings receiver’s hand in theirs as if they are a child

∆ BRUSH ∆  -  sender accidentally brushes their hand against the receiver’s as they both reach for the same item

∆ CLOSE ∆  -  sender places their hand with their fingers just barely touching receiver’s, too shy to fully hold their hand

∆ CIRCLES ∆  -  sender gently rubs circles over the receiver’s hand with their thumb

∆ MASSAGE ∆  -   sender works the stiffness out of the muscles of the receiver’s hand with a massage.

[alicxnte]

Trialling some new characters:

Oleander Fallows

Nox Draven

Sage Benson

I'm considering adding the rest of the Bonded Group from The Bonds that Tie but at the moment, these three are trial characters

#not a shadowhunter || ooc

[alicxnte]

Do me a favor. Reblog this if you welcome the use of ask memes as icebreakers between characters that have never, or rarely, interacted before.

[alicxnte]

✐ For Tessa.

Random Starter Meme: 1344

Tessa's eyes stung, but she tried her best to keep the tears from falling. It would not do to fall to pieces now, to break down and cry with company present.

No - she would wait until she was home, where she could reach down and pull that grief tighter to her chest, and hold it as close as she had once held-

"No truth can cure the sorrow we feel from losing a loved one," she said. It was intended to be comforting, soft and gentle, but she wasn't sure that it did.

"The best thing you can do is feel it."

#//hi! #//ngl i struggled with this one haha

[alicxnte]

send me a ✐ for a random sentence starter from my muse (1-1500) — tw: profanity, mild nsfw, long list

generator here quotes compiled from here inspired by

feel free to change to fit your preferences as need.

Keep reading

[alicxnte]

Lucie had just settled back down at her desk when he replied. He was right about hearing others adventures being different than being a part of them, but she had been in situations where she most certainly would have preferred to be hearing them second hand.

She rested her arms on the back of her chair, propping up her chin as she twisted to watch him.

"I promise I won't get jealous," she said, even as something dark twisted in her gut.

@alicxnte​ continued from here

Matthew froze as soon as he heard her voice, half in and half out the window, looking at her like a deer caught in headlights. He knew exactly which window in the Institute was James’s, but he also knew exactly what window was Lucie’s due to looking up at it so often when he was younger, and it seemed like his muddled mind had confused both memories.

He felt too sluggish to panic, the feeling far away, but he did feel the alarm of having to come up with an excuse and being unable to think of anything for a few moments, until he said: “Hey, Luce, of course not. I know very well James’ window is on the other side, but… I saw aunt Tessa and Uncle Will going back there on a walk and I didn’t want them to see me, and Bridget was keeping watch by the front door, so… Here I am.” That was a lie, of course, Lucie’s parents were chatting in the drawer room and that’s why he couldn’t use the front door and thought of using James’ window, considering the hour and his state, but since that had backfired he had to tell Lucie something so she wouldn’t be suspicious either.

#the second one [lucie]

[alicxnte]

Have I disappeared a little again? Yes.

Do I have 6 more muses I'm tempted to bring in?

Also yes.

#not a shadowhunter || ooc

[alicxnte]

Lucie covered her mouth with her hand to keep the laughter from bubbling to the surface. If anyone had seen them, if anyone caught them alone, oh this was thrilling, wasn't it?

She thought about it, considered carefully before grabbing his hand and pulling him along behind her.

An Inconvenient Attraction || Lucie and Matthew

@aestheticdriven liked for a starter

The party was in full swing. Lucie had spent some time watching everyone dance, taking notes on how the skirts swished, and where the men placed their hands upon the dip in their partner’s lower back. She had focused on the way that the couples looked at each other, trying to figure out exactly how those gazes differed from the friends that were simply providing one another company.

When she’d decided that she’d taken quite enough notes, she scanned the faces of the gathered. Her own brightened when she saw a familiar head of blonde hair. She slipped between the bodies, forging a path to her brother’s friend.

“Math,” she said once at his elbow.

Lucie nudged him with her hip, partly out of the childish desire to annoy him, and partly to see if she could feel the tell-tale hardness of a flask.

[alicxnte]

Lucie was already looking back over at the dancing ladies by the time Matthew asked his next question.

"Hmmm?" She asked. "Oh, yes please. Let's go see where the others are. I'm sure we'll enjoy the mischief they're upto."

An Inconvenient Attraction || Lucie and Matthew

@aestheticdriven liked for a starter

The party was in full swing. Lucie had spent some time watching everyone dance, taking notes on how the skirts swished, and where the men placed their hands upon the dip in their partner’s lower back. She had focused on the way that the couples looked at each other, trying to figure out exactly how those gazes differed from the friends that were simply providing one another company.

When she’d decided that she’d taken quite enough notes, she scanned the faces of the gathered. Her own brightened when she saw a familiar head of blonde hair. She slipped between the bodies, forging a path to her brother’s friend.

“Math,” she said once at his elbow.

Lucie nudged him with her hip, partly out of the childish desire to annoy him, and partly to see if she could feel the tell-tale hardness of a flask.

[alicxnte]

Lucie had taken a moment to compose herself in the kitchen. Surely, it was a slip of the tongue. There was no way that Matthew would have said that intentionally.

Sure, there had been whisperings of his affections but surely that was just teasing on her brothers part... right?

Lucie steeled herself and poured a glass of water for her unexpected guest and carried it back up.

He looked better now, more reasonable. She held out the glass to him.

"Do I want to ask you about your adventures this evening?"

@alicxnte​ continued from here

Matthew froze as soon as he heard her voice, half in and half out the window, looking at her like a deer caught in headlights. He knew exactly which window in the Institute was James’s, but he also knew exactly what window was Lucie’s due to looking up at it so often when he was younger, and it seemed like his muddled mind had confused both memories.

He felt too sluggish to panic, the feeling far away, but he did feel the alarm of having to come up with an excuse and being unable to think of anything for a few moments, until he said: “Hey, Luce, of course not. I know very well James’ window is on the other side, but… I saw aunt Tessa and Uncle Will going back there on a walk and I didn’t want them to see me, and Bridget was keeping watch by the front door, so… Here I am.” That was a lie, of course, Lucie’s parents were chatting in the drawer room and that’s why he couldn’t use the front door and thought of using James’ window, considering the hour and his state, but since that had backfired he had to tell Lucie something so she wouldn’t be suspicious either.

#the second one [lucie]

[alicxnte]

"Draw the rune upon me," Lucie thrust her arm out to him with a laugh.

There is hovered, wrist up, between them for a moment before it fell back to her side and she let out a contented sigh. "My feet are sore. I'll be surprised if they aren't covered in blisters. Training will not be easy tomorrow."

She grimaced at the thought of it. Cordelia would offer to go easy, of course, but what kind of parabatai would Lucie be if she let that happened.

"You don't really think that do you? You could be looking for a wife."

The thought of Matthew marrying was odd, and twisted something in her gut.

Luckily, he'd continued speaking.

"No," she said. "I haven't for a while, but I'm sure you're about to go looking for them."

An Inconvenient Attraction || Lucie and Matthew

@aestheticdriven liked for a starter

The party was in full swing. Lucie had spent some time watching everyone dance, taking notes on how the skirts swished, and where the men placed their hands upon the dip in their partner’s lower back. She had focused on the way that the couples looked at each other, trying to figure out exactly how those gazes differed from the friends that were simply providing one another company.

When she’d decided that she’d taken quite enough notes, she scanned the faces of the gathered. Her own brightened when she saw a familiar head of blonde hair. She slipped between the bodies, forging a path to her brother’s friend.

“Math,” she said once at his elbow.

Lucie nudged him with her hip, partly out of the childish desire to annoy him, and partly to see if she could feel the tell-tale hardness of a flask.

#the second one [lucie]

[alicxnte]

Send 😶 + a really uncomfortable question and my muse has to answer it