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likeeeeeeeeeeee ….

😒

hopeless romantic here

who is slowly giving up on that reality

like being beautiful & loving someone with all your heart

giving your all

what does it account for

…

it feels as though no one truly cares for their lover anymore

do people even feel an ounce of value

in having a lover anymore

maybe im speaking from a torn and battered heart

with so many scars

even the stitches overlaps

bruised tissue that cover these scars

on this once unwavery heart

..

I don’t want to love anymore

.

.

.

stick to money

& nothing else

not even the feeling of leisure for my heart

.

it’s just a bitter taste of what I’ve been denied

time after time

an everlasting love

doesn’t

..

last here

..

can it

..

exist here ?

is it the affect of this current earth that leads the heart here..

..

maybe it’s my fault for thinking I’d find love

that didn’t mirror the love a witnessed as a child

..

infidelity

heartbreak

children out of wedlock

marriage as an ultimatum

gaslighting swept under the table

…

I’m just a girl

searching for a man’s love

something more than my father showed me.

care that he never showed me

..

I’d rather become a shell who gets the money

kind but heartless

welcoming but won’t invite them

“about my bag” I’ll become

and in return

…

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no more situationships only potential spouses next year and i’m not playing

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Happy new year 🌞🪐🩰

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what’s inside

..

inside the real you

the core

the things that

make you twinkle

who are you

be you

love you

i love you

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one day I’ll walk for you 🫶🏽

#jacquemus

@oliviapezzente

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It's simply divine

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she gives img

smeone show luiz

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✂️.:)

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hi ;)

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earlier .

+ imperfections

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hi :)

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#blindsza

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without the filter

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🤓📚.

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