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actual-mammal · 1 year
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Horizon: Burning Shores spoilers below...
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I just wanted to provide my perspective as a queer woman on the Aloy/Talanah vs Aloy/Seyka discourse. It seems from HFW that Talanah has been coded as a (disaster) straight woman. I agree that there were plenty of instances that hinted Aloy was harboring a crush there, but feels pretty shutdown after finding out Talanah has a "boyfriend." For some personal history, my first major crush was on a straight girl in middle school. So the way Aloy reacts to that whole quest line really resonated for me as her reluctantly accepting that Talanah wasn't romantically interested in her/women.
I think that's why Seyka makes Aloy become so vulnerable so fast. She's used to mismatched desires from the people around her. (Petra seems a bit old for Aloy based on dialogue, and Aloy doesn't seem super romantically inclined towards the men that flirt with her). Now there's a woman she's interested in that's actually reciprocating her feelings? I can tell you guys from personal experience that it feels like finding a unicorn in the wild the first time it happens.
I guess I just wanted to say that I understand why people felt that this romance for Aloy seems to ignore her history with Talanah (I shipped them too after the first game) and offer another perspective as to why I feel like this outcome further helps flesh out Aloy's queer identity. Are there other wlw who have had a similar experience?
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actual-mammal · 1 year
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I could be incredibly wrong here, but I don't necessarily think that Gaider meant Fenris was sympathetic to Solas's true goals. It's doubtful Solas is being completely honest with the modern day elves he's recruiting to his cause. I think in this case he meant that Fenris would be susceptible to the propaganda Solas is using to recruit his agents. From there we could infer the differences between Solas's true goals and the pressure points he's using to destabilize Thedas. The biggest ones, I'd imagine, are probably Tevinter needs to pay, and it's way past time for Shartan's rebellion 2.0. From that standpoint, and with limited information on who he might actually be working for... I could absolutely see Fenris assisting Solas without a full understanding of what the results of another elven slave rebellion will be.
Idc that David Gaider wrote Fenris and said that he would be susceptible to Solas’ ideology he’s wrong lmao. He would not fucking say that dot jpg
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actual-mammal · 1 year
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Bringing this back around because I really want to talk about it everytime a new piece of content is released. I'm feeling more and more vindicated by every scrap of information we get on the Evanuris.
Solas and the Original Elvhen Gods
For about five years I've been sitting on my theory regarding Solas's origins and the true Elvhen gods, and the new BTS trailer has me just revved up enough to post this. (Buckle up, this is gonna get long...)
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Since Solas's first concept art was released back in 2014 I couldn't shake the impression that his design strongly resembled a monk/priest of some kind.
Let's attribute this assumption to 50% my loving ALTA and another 50% because I spent a ridiculous amount of time watching The Mummy movies in my youth. And not for Brendan Fraiser, oh no.
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Ahem... anyway.
Aside from his very bald, bald head, Solas tends to wear robes and other more ceremonial looking garments. You could attribute that to him being a "god", but I think Solas himself would probably dislike the comparison. Before the DAI came out, we also got some shots of the companions on the armor inventory screens - including some of Solas in his all white base armor.
The Ancient Dreamers
At the time, this was a super exciting detail. I could count on one hand the amount of information we had on the ancient elves, but it was made pretty clear back in DAO that dreamers who achieved perfect Uthenera were clothed in all white. Once my theory of Solas being an ancient elvhen dreamer turned out to be true, I nearly forgot their cultural importance until long after Tresspasser came out. Mostly because I didnt realize so many people believed the rest of the Evanuris were dreamer mages as well.
So quick question, but do we have any evidence to assume that the Evanuris besides Solas were dreamers? Pre-inquisition codex entries made the dreamers seem a separate group of individuals - tasked with the protection of Arlathan specifically - and slain by the elvhen citizens once their magic failed to protect the city from Tevinter. If this lore hasn't been retconned or "misremembered" by the Dalish, Solas was part of an ancient order separate from his involvement with the Evanuris, which he would have felt deeply connected to because of the rarity of their shared magical ability (Marethari tells us dreamers have always been rare in DA2 when you assist with Feynriel).
Prior to Tresspasser, I assumed Fen'Harel was a lone wolf because he turned his back on his "pack", the other elvhen gods. But Solas paints a very different picture in his way of talking about the Evanuris throughout the game. In fact, he seems intent on not associating with them at all, even before their murder of Mythal or his open rebellion. I never get the impression that Solas was fond of the other Evanuris, or considered them enough of a family to warrant the "pack" analogy.
So who were the members of Solas's first "pack" that the Evanuris never lived up to? Probably the original bearers of the other foci. Wolves, up until the fall of the Dale's were seen as guardians and protectors in Elvhen myth (see the Emerald Knights). Perhaps they were also the sigil of the ancient dreamers of Arlathan, who were the city's protectors? That would certainly make more sense as to why wolf statues are everywhere in Thedas, despite Solas full tilt rejecting godhood. This is backed up by the murals in Vir Dirthara, full of wolves, individuals with bald heads, and foci. And they're fighting the titan.
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But more on the Titan later.
I find it hard to believe that Solas personally had more surviving sculptures than all the rest of the Evanuris, particularly after he rebelled against them. It would make more sense to me if the wolves represented something greater than Solas individually. Particularly since he's titled, very specifically, The DREAD Wolf, as if there are other wolves that are not.
The Dreamers and Foci
In his first moment of really opening up, Solas tells the Inquisitor that the foci were used to channel power from "our" gods, which is the first time we hear him sounding so connected to Elvhen religion in 20 hours of gameplay. Solas never refers to the Evanuris as gods in a serious tone, so on replay this dialogue caught my attention. Why would a god need to channel power from himself? Do we ever get any hint of a foci belonging to another member of the Evanuris? Checking back on this topic throughout my playthrough, I can't find any instance of the foci being tied to the Evanuris. However Dorian is happy to tell us about the association between the orbs of Tevinter and the Ancient Dreamers. And Solas having one certainly lends credibility to his statement. My next thought became "so what if there were gods that predated the Evanuris, who were powerful spirits worshipped by the Ancient Dreamers using foci?." This assumption certainly makes sense given everything we know after JoH, since it uses the same structure of the Avvar religion (which Solas feels is highly enlightened for their time). It also provides a stronger story link for why we got that DLC in the first place, and hints what may have happened to these god spirits to facilitate the rise of the Evanuris.
The Original Gods
Surely we would have some hints as to who these dieties were this far into the games though, right? Oh wait, we do. My brain hurts to realize the writers even call them THE OLD GODS to make it easy for us. ::headesk:: Combining the lore of the old gods with the myths from the Astrariums and the archetypes of the Evanuris who supplanted them, we could try to guess their original forms. So let's line up the potential original pantheon:
Dumat/Silentir: The God of Justice, the Dragon of Silence. Supplanted by Mythal.
Zazikel/Kios: The God of Freedom, the Dragon of Chaos. Supplanted by Elgar'nan.
Toth/Ignifir: The God of Love, the Dragon of Fire. Supplanted by Sylaise.
Andoral/Servani: The God of Unity, The Dragon of Chains/Slaves. Supplanted by Andruil.
Urthemiel/Bellitanus: The God of the Artistry/Craft, the Dragon of Beauty. Supplanted by June.
Razikale/Eluvia: The God of Wisdom, the Dragon of Mystery. Supplanted by Dirthamen.
Lusacan/Tenebrium: (Owl) The God of Purpose, the Dragon of Night. Supplanted by Falon'Din (Lethanavir)
This makes so much sense when you consider Solas's hatred for the Grey Wardens, who have been systematically destroying the souls of the old gods once they're corrupted into archdemons. But how on earth did ancient elvhen god spirits get bound to dragons and trapped underground anyway?
The Fate of Gods and Dreamers
Back to Vir Dirthara and the Titan murals. We know the foci were used to seal away the blight in some way, because Solas told us (the angry red eyes are always the blight in his murals):
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The rest of this will be pretty tin foil, but I think this mural helps illustrate my assumptions of the dreamers' involvement with the Evanuris.
The (bald) dreamers of Solas's order assisted Mythal in defeating the titan.
Sometime afterward, the "dead" titan returned in the form of red lyrium and threatened all of Elvhenan. This assumption is supported by the last codex entry in Tresspasser" where the Elves attempt to "seal away" a danger in the deep roads.
However they accomplished this, part of it required the dreamers to use the old gods power by binding their spirits to the forms of high dragons (just like JoH). These old god dragons are keeping the Blighted Titan "sleeping" which is why darkspawn seek to corrupt them (to free the source).
I believe the sinners judgement from the temple of Mythal also indicates that the dreamers themselves were the high dragons (taking the form of the divine), and why their foci were passed on to the Evanuris after the binding. The Evanuris were then able to use the power of the foci, as well as the vacuum left by the dreamers' absence, to establish themselves as the "new" gods.
So... thoughts?
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actual-mammal · 1 year
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Does this dragon just popping out of it's stone casing in Absolution make anyone else wonder if Solas even killed the Qunari in Tresspasser? Like did the Viddasala have a front row seat to watch that teary Solavellan reunion? I need answers.
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actual-mammal · 3 years
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Just adding to this as the parent of a kid who needs special ed services: many of these services were simply UNABLE to happen during COVID. Speech therapy, OT, academic tutoring, couseling was either suspended or done remotely (which spoilers guys, didnt work for preschoolers).
A lot of these kids will spend the next few years playing catch up because early intervention FAILED during COVID, even as the providers were working their asses off to try to make it happen. Please be kind to these kids (and their parents if you can). Their world has been very chaotic in the short years they've been alive.
I know it's tough for everyone but please, please be extra nice and patient with little kids right now. they're going through so much, we're not going to understand the amount of worldwide trauma these kids have for years, but for context: a five year old who has memories only from the age of three has spent HALF their conscious life under quarantine. they haven't interacted with other kids in person. they've only seen people with masks. they've spent all this time in a home with distressed adults and little stability without truly understanding why. for a massive chunk of their conscious life. so if a kid comes up and talks to you just let them have your attention for a few minutes. don't snap at a child crying or having a meltdown in public, and don't make the parent feel guilty. it's not that difficult to be kind.
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actual-mammal · 3 years
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Pretty sure the Qunari in the 5th and 6th GIF is wearing the Mask of Fen'Harel from Dragon Age: Redemption. That would maybe explain the rift magic effect to the weapon?
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                                  —     IT’S TIME FOR A NEW HERO    —
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actual-mammal · 4 years
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Finally got a new iPad and started learning Procreate! Which means drawing the vhenan of course...
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actual-mammal · 4 years
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Solas and the Original Elvhen Gods
For about five years I've been sitting on my theory regarding Solas's origins and the true Elvhen gods, and the new BTS trailer has me just revved up enough to post this. (Buckle up, this is gonna get long...)
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Since Solas's first concept art was released back in 2014 I couldn't shake the impression that his design strongly resembled a monk/priest of some kind.
Let's attribute this assumption to 50% my loving ALTA and another 50% because I spent a ridiculous amount of time watching The Mummy movies in my youth. And not for Brendan Fraiser, oh no.
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Ahem... anyway.
Aside from his very bald, bald head, Solas tends to wear robes and other more ceremonial looking garments. You could attribute that to him being a "god", but I think Solas himself would probably dislike the comparison. Before the DAI came out, we also got some shots of the companions on the armor inventory screens - including some of Solas in his all white base armor.
The Ancient Dreamers
At the time, this was a super exciting detail. I could count on one hand the amount of information we had on the ancient elves, but it was made pretty clear back in DAO that dreamers who achieved perfect Uthenera were clothed in all white. Once my theory of Solas being an ancient elvhen dreamer turned out to be true, I nearly forgot their cultural importance until long after Tresspasser came out. Mostly because I didnt realize so many people believed the rest of the Evanuris were dreamer mages as well.
So quick question, but do we have any evidence to assume that the Evanuris besides Solas were dreamers? Pre-inquisition codex entries made the dreamers seem a separate group of individuals - tasked with the protection of Arlathan specifically - and slain by the elvhen citizens once their magic failed to protect the city from Tevinter. If this lore hasn't been retconned or "misremembered" by the Dalish, Solas was part of an ancient order separate from his involvement with the Evanuris, which he would have felt deeply connected to because of the rarity of their shared magical ability (Marethari tells us dreamers have always been rare in DA2 when you assist with Feynriel).
Prior to Tresspasser, I assumed Fen'Harel was a lone wolf because he turned his back on his "pack", the other elvhen gods. But Solas paints a very different picture in his way of talking about the Evanuris throughout the game. In fact, he seems intent on not associating with them at all, even before their murder of Mythal or his open rebellion. I never get the impression that Solas was fond of the other Evanuris, or considered them enough of a family to warrant the "pack" analogy.
So who were the members of Solas's first "pack" that the Evanuris never lived up to? Probably the original bearers of the other foci. Wolves, up until the fall of the Dale's were seen as guardians and protectors in Elvhen myth (see the Emerald Knights). Perhaps they were also the sigil of the ancient dreamers of Arlathan, who were the city's protectors? That would certainly make more sense as to why wolf statues are everywhere in Thedas, despite Solas full tilt rejecting godhood. This is backed up by the murals in Vir Dirthara, full of wolves, individuals with bald heads, and foci. And they're fighting the titan.
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But more on the Titan later.
I find it hard to believe that Solas personally had more surviving sculptures than all the rest of the Evanuris, particularly after he rebelled against them. It would make more sense to me if the wolves represented something greater than Solas individually. Particularly since he's titled, very specifically, The DREAD Wolf, as if there are other wolves that are not.
The Dreamers and Foci
In his first moment of really opening up, Solas tells the Inquisitor that the foci were used to channel power from "our" gods, which is the first time we hear him sounding so connected to Elvhen religion in 20 hours of gameplay. Solas never refers to the Evanuris as gods in a serious tone, so on replay this dialogue caught my attention. Why would a god need to channel power from himself? Do we ever get any hint of a foci belonging to another member of the Evanuris? Checking back on this topic throughout my playthrough, I can't find any instance of the foci being tied to the Evanuris. However Dorian is happy to tell us about the association between the orbs of Tevinter and the Ancient Dreamers. And Solas having one certainly lends credibility to his statement. My next thought became "so what if there were gods that predated the Evanuris, who were powerful spirits worshipped by the Ancient Dreamers using foci?." This assumption certainly makes sense given everything we know after JoH, since it uses the same structure of the Avvar religion (which Solas feels is highly enlightened for their time). It also provides a stronger story link for why we got that DLC in the first place, and hints what may have happened to these god spirits to facilitate the rise of the Evanuris.
The Original Gods
Surely we would have some hints as to who these dieties were this far into the games though, right? Oh wait, we do. My brain hurts to realize the writers even call them THE OLD GODS to make it easy for us. ::headesk:: Combining the lore of the old gods with the myths from the Astrariums and the archetypes of the Evanuris who supplanted them, we could try to guess their original forms. So let's line up the potential original pantheon:
Dumat/Silentir: The God of Justice, the Dragon of Silence. Supplanted by Mythal.
Zazikel/Kios: The God of Freedom, the Dragon of Chaos. Supplanted by Elgar'nan.
Toth/Ignifir: The God of Love, the Dragon of Fire. Supplanted by Sylaise.
Andoral/Servani: The God of Unity, The Dragon of Chains/Slaves. Supplanted by Andruil.
Urthemiel/Bellitanus: The God of the Artistry/Craft, the Dragon of Beauty. Supplanted by June.
Razikale/Eluvia: The God of Wisdom, the Dragon of Mystery. Supplanted by Dirthamen.
Lusacan/Tenebrium: (Owl) The God of Purpose, the Dragon of Night. Supplanted by Falon'Din (Lethanavir)
This makes so much sense when you consider Solas's hatred for the Grey Wardens, who have been systematically destroying the souls of the old gods once they're corrupted into archdemons. But how on earth did ancient elvhen god spirits get bound to dragons and trapped underground anyway?
The Fate of Gods and Dreamers
Back to Vir Dirthara and the Titan murals. We know the foci were used to seal away the blight in some way, because Solas told us (the angry red eyes are always the blight in his murals):
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The rest of this will be pretty tin foil, but I think this mural helps illustrate my assumptions of the dreamers' involvement with the Evanuris.
The (bald) dreamers of Solas's order assisted Mythal in defeating the titan.
Sometime afterward, the "dead" titan returned in the form of red lyrium and threatened all of Elvhenan. This assumption is supported by the last codex entry in Tresspasser" where the Elves attempt to "seal away" a danger in the deep roads.
However they accomplished this, part of it required the dreamers to use the old gods power by binding their spirits to the forms of high dragons (just like JoH). These old god dragons are keeping the Blighted Titan "sleeping" which is why darkspawn seek to corrupt them (to free the source).
I believe the sinners judgement from the temple of Mythal also indicates that the dreamers themselves were the high dragons (taking the form of the divine), and why their foci were passed on to the Evanuris after the binding. The Evanuris were then able to use the power of the foci, as well as the vacuum left by the dreamers' absence, to establish themselves as the "new" gods.
So... thoughts?
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actual-mammal · 4 years
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I can hear this narrated by Lemony Snicket.
Lovecraft or Wodehouse?
Obviously, both. I've often wished that their collaborative 1932 musical, Cthulhu Summer, was still performed, and that the theatre had not had to be burned to the ground after the first performance.
But we still have some of the lyrics...
They say I'm just a bird in a gilded cage
A captive like a parakeet or dove
But when a maiden meets a giant lipophage
Her heart gets chewed and broken. Honey, turn the page,
I'm just a fool who
Thought that Cthulhu
Could fall in love.
...they don't write them like that any more.
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actual-mammal · 5 years
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This is an old one, but still nice and accurate...
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Just a reminder from your friendly, neighborhood bibliophile.
My brain is a strange place.
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actual-mammal · 6 years
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Made my best girl *~Sypha~*, in DAI.
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actual-mammal · 6 years
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We had a Halloween door decorating contest at work and my department went with Over the Garden Wall! HAPPY HARVEST Y'ALL!!!
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actual-mammal · 8 years
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“Sanity is Divine”
Damn right it is...
new cool meme: find out what each of ur names mean and then shove them together
im white enchantress woman who works with stone
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actual-mammal · 8 years
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Velanis Tuldri, my dragonborn Dunmer...
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actual-mammal · 8 years
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Saeecyd. If that’s not a Welsh sea dragon I’m a monkey’s uncle.
YOUR DRAGON NAME
last two letters of your first name
middle two letters of your last name
first two letters of your mother’s name
last letter of your father’s name
mine would be Urlelan. Reblog and tag this with yours!
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actual-mammal · 8 years
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So like...
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actual-mammal · 8 years
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Sounds like fun...
I’m honestly curious
reblog and put in the tags your mbti, zodiac, and hogwarts house bc I’m really curious and I feel like this is a cool way to get to know people
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