Sometimes I don’t even want to be underweight any more, I just can’t eat. Like, I’m not allowed to?
No ones stopping me, but I just can’t let myself eat without feeling horrible afterwards. And that horrible feeling is worse then hunger, so I starve.
I wish I could just eat normal amounts and not feel like I’ve disappointed everyone and myself.
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heeyyy if ur a male/ masc aligned person w an ed can u rb this so i can follow !! my acc got termed and i lost all my accs that dont give me dysphoria <3
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I hate not having a scale at home I can weigh myself with :/
It’s strangely nerve-wracking to not know how much I weigh and it makes me feel really bad, for whatever reason
My mother said she’ll buy one whenever she gets the chance, but I doubt that’s gonna be anytime soon
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Day 5, total weight loss is -3.4 kg (-7.5 lbs)
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It’s 5pm and I’m at 383 calories for today (60 kcal if I minus how much I’ve burnt), out of my 450 max. I think I’m gonna have a smoothie later, but idk. I’ll see how the rest of the day goes ig.
I’m also gonna walk to my local centra and get myself a monster so I’ll burn a couple more calories doing that, too.
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“pro ana” spaces were literally born out of people who have active ED’s being censored and unable to express their feelings without being called ‘triggering’.
90% of ppl with ED’s on this app do not think having anorexia, bulimia ect. is a good thing. it’s not like that. we are pro acceptance of ppl who have ED’s who don’t want to recover yet.
we know we can’t force each other to eat or get better but we can encourage harm reduction i.e. staying hydrated, not fasting longer than 72 hours ect.
i’m sick of ppl (who’ve never even had an ED most of the time) raiding ED spaces, making fun of them or advocating for their censorship. for many ppl this is the only way they can express their feelings and speak freely, taking that away from them does more harm than good.
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reblog for a binge-free week <3 youre all beautiful
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