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what did i do to deserve this man. 🥺

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Orion’s Belt

I remember staring at you while you’re busy looking at the night sky that January night searching for orion’s belt.

You have no idea how fortunate and blessed I felt everytime I see your smile every waking day, all I want at that moment was to begin the rest of my days with a cup of coffee and the sight of your thick eyebrows. I couldn’t ask for more because I was in euphoria whenever I’m with you.

But you broke me in pieces, you were something I knew was not for me right off the bat, I’ve had hundreds and thousands of reason to give you up yet I still took the risk, I felt really hopeless,that love took a toll on my whole existence.

Human beings are so fickle, emotions are so fickle, how can one love someone so much today and not have any feelings for them the next day, but if, just if you ever miss me, look up the sky, and know that we’re staring at the same orion’s belt.

-bèatriz

#life #prose poétique #original prose #my prose #proses #prose writing #paragraph

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im not a nazi, i just care abt good grammar 🥲

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I’ve got polaroid pictures we took together, the shirt he gave me is in my closet, I look at the night sky to search for Orion’s belt just like he used to. Simply Jessie that had us dancing abject loneliness.

My gut burns.

It’s been years yet his scent and the memories linger like a counter-curse for my lifetime of self-imposed solitude.

He’s everywhere.

And nowhere.

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question to question

“Nagbago ka no?”

“Is that a good thing?”

“Is it considered good when I like the person that you are now than the person you were before?”

“Maybe?”

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“The forest was shrinking but the trees kept voting for the axe, for the axe was clever and convinced the trees that because his handle was made of wood he was one of them.”

#proverbs #quotes

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Ya ever felt like mediocre ka lang on anything that you do? I feel like everyone has something they are especially good at. I mean, I can do so many things, but I don’t think I excel in any of those? There’s no specific thing na maipagmamalaki ko like “ah eto, magaling ako dito.” Idk just wee hours thoughts, still blaming my hormones for being a downer for like a week now. Lol

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“Narrow minds devoid of imagination. Intolerance, theories cut off from reality, empty terminology, usurped ideals, inflexible systems. Those are the things that really frighten me. What I absolutely fear and loathe.”

-Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #excerpt from a book i might write #book excerpt #short excerpt #novel excerpt #novel quotes #classic novels #classic #haruki murakami #kafka on the shore #kafka quotes #kafka diaries

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mahal, miss na miss na kita

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mahal ko hanggang sa muli

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“And you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You'll catch that blood in your hands, your own blood and the blood of others. And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about.”

Excerpt from: Haruki Murakami // 📖 Kafka on the Shore

#literacy #literary #literature #lit #excerpt from a book i'll never write #short excerpt #book excerpt #excerpts #excerpt from a book i might write #novel excerpt #classic novels #novela #kafka on the shore #haruki murakami

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#nature photo art #photogram #photography #beautiful photos #nature photography #photooftheday #naturephotography #photoart #nature

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#nature photo art #photogram #photography #beautiful photos #nature photography #photooftheday #naturephotography #photoart #nature

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#nature photo art #photogram #photography #beautiful photos #nature photography #nature #photooftheday #naturephotography #photoart

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#nature #nature photo art #photogram #photography #beautiful photos #nature photography #photooftheday #naturephotography #photoart #photoblog #exquisite #my photos #fotografia #fotosurbanas

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some days are fine, and some days all the memories are constantly coming back to me

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“Our paths crossed for a brief second, a second that held a lifetime. As quick as it came; it went, just as the light turned green.”