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yesterday we went out. he picked me up from work and he came early. pinaghintay ko na lang siya sa kotse kase ang fit ng pants nya pinapasunog ko na sa kanya. ka-out ko from work hanap kami burger place kase daw comfort food ko burger😍 after kumain stay lang kami sa car nakikinig ng taylor swift, nag uusap. lagi yan na sa car lang kami. one time yung friend namin inask kami if saan saan na daw ba kami nagdate tapos tinginan lang kame kase pareho kaming gusto lang nagtatakeout ng food tapos sa kotse kakain habang kwentuhan and listen sa songs.

super dami namin napagkwentuhan. hindi naman kami as in same na same pero may feeling na match kami in so many things. kung ano man ang love language ko, he speaks it. kung ano yung hanap ko, yun yung gusto niya iprovide sa relationship. i hope lang na i am to him what he is to me. sana talaga consistent. sana talaga. kase i feel so peaceful. yung feeling ko i can rely on him, i’m not alone when i feel like i have to “deal” with the day. i feel like as long as he’s here i’m going to be taken care of. he lets me feel all my emotions, he acknowledges my points as valid even when i know i’m being unreasonable and emotional, and he lets me tampo for a while to process my feelings, and makes lambing and lets me know he’s there and he’s going ti be there once i’ve processed my emotions. i’m the red flag in the relationship, and he makes me want to be a better partner who communicates how i feel rather than avoiding and leaving the issues unresolved, or being passive-aggressive.

naiwan ko wallet ko sa bag nya yesterday. so this morning nagpunta sya dito para ibalik. kaso dahil magppangasinan sila ng family nya today, kasama niya na family nung nagbalik ng wallet. kwentuhan si mommy and daddy niya pati si mama and dads ko. yung kapatid din nya andon. ang saya sa feeling na hanggang sa parents magkasundo. i’m winning in love (except it’s probably still just attachment, not love. too early to tell. but i have a really good feeling about this. he’s too good for me i might have to marry this one)

#in a world of boys he’s a gentleman

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"I like your hands"

Darling, if you want me to choke you then just ask.

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yesterday sinundo nya ko samin tapos hinatid sa workkk. we made plans to watch queen of tears after work sa kanila. kasundo nya saken sabi niya binilhan nya ko ng powerbank kase lagi akong empty hahaha. super naappreciate ko yon kase it’s an “i thought about you when i wasn’t with you” moment. anywayyy, his mom was going to be at home so before kami nagpunta don i bought food, kumain na din kami before umuwi sa kanila. so yon we watched na nga tapos kwentuhan with his mom. nasa sala lang naman kami. sobrang dami nakwento ng mama nya tawa lang kami ng tawa. feel ko din i did good, waw confident yarn haha. ang saya ko na nakakakwentuhan ko mama niya. tapos i felt super happy kase sabi ng mama niya punta daw ako ulit don celebrate daw namin yung birthday ko after ko macelebrate with family. minsan din daw kapg anjan yung papa nya grill kami sa labas ng bahay hahaha tita i love you na po. Natatawa ako kase isa lang naman daw standard ni tita, na yung someone for J ganito ganyan— tapos pasok ako don. Natawa ako kase si mama din nagppray na yung someone for me ganito ganyan tapos so far pasok si J. Nagjoin forces prayers nila mama😂 Tapos pala magkakilala sina mama niya pati mama daddy ko. so sabi ni tita at least daw they know i’m from a good family, mabait daw sina mama and daddy. I mean👀,,, pero yon I’ll take it hahaha. super bait ng mom nyaaaa

later kita kami ulit ni J para sa seven saturdays na seminar namin. ang peaceful talagaaaa. stressed nako sa lahat ng aspects ng lyf pero ang peaceful lahat kapag kasama ko sya☺️

*also yesterday lumabas ttpd, and he said let’s listen to the album sa car kasundo nya saken hehehehe

#in a world of boys he’s a gentleman

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he’s not a fan of taylor swift but he is a fan of john mayer. so i’m sending him my favorite taylor swift songs and he listens to them. slowly nagiging taylor swift fan na siya. ang oa niya sa mga revelations. last night we dissected taylor swift lyrics… told him about the song lover— how it was written from the pov of an in denial girl… told him the whole betty, james and augustine story… sent him the “is it shakespeare or tswift” trend. ang oa niya sa mga revelations. daig pa ko sa oa. bilib na bilib siya hahahhahaa hello keeperrrr 👀🫀later mention ko sa kanya na may rumors na si taylor swift si mskingbean89 (author ng all the young dudes) kase he’s reading my copy of “all the young dudes”— my fave fanfic of all time

#in a world of boys he’s a gentleman

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04-13-24 — took him to my oath taking (ibp pamp chapter). kaming tatlong friends may mga dalang plus one tapos friends sila lahat kanina hehehe. super fun and peaceful 💜 kapag happy ka wala kang masyadong masabe pala, hindi katulad kapag gusto mo mag-rant, yung flow ng words endless tapos ang artistic or makata ng mga sabe sabe mo. wala, happy ako. no words na. byeeee

#in a world of boys he’s a gentleman

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tired of my dad having nothing to talk to me about except for the kind of work i should already be doing by now

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I'm so glad you left the place that made you unhappy. You deserve all the good things. 🫶

salamat🥲💚 the type of appreciation you feel for a healthy relationship (not that we’re official na) after coming from a toxic one, especially when you’ve both been toxic, is completely different. the peace makes you wonder why you ever settled for something other than how this feels

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Ohhh new na! Kelan pa?

Bago lang pooo, rineto lang kami tapos nung napakilala na nila kami inaraw araw na namin kase nagclick naman haha

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Yan pa din ba un boss mo?

hindi po

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kept my posts about us private so far, but i just love this photo of us. i look how i feel— happy, content, assured, safe and valued. he sees the movies in my head, i don’t think anyone has ever seen the movies in my head

happy namin kapag nattraffic kami galing work ko kapag sundo nya ko kase more time together. yung friends namin nyan naghihintay na sa coffee shop hahaha

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happy namin kapag nattraffic kami galing work ko kapag sundo nya ko kase more time together. yung friends namin nyan naghihintay na sa coffee shop hahaha

#in a world of boys he’s a gentleman

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If you love yourself, act like it.

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Do you still remember some of the lyrics?

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yun ngaaaa i can’t remember the lyrics😭😭 all vibes nalangggg

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SINO MAY ALAM NAGBEBENTA NG LAUFEY TICKETS PLS😭😭😭 SOLD OUT NA

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around 2019 i followed someone here on tumblr who sings (and writes? bec i think they’re original songs? but if they’re not his songs pls just help me find the songs like are they on spotifyyy??😭) about necrophilia, and the songs have a “the smiths” vibe. I WANT TO LISTEN TO THE SONGS AGAIN BUT I WAS FOLLOWING HIM IN MY OLD ACCOUNT THAT I’VE DEACTIVATED AND TODAY MY FIXATION IS FIXATIONING PLS HELP ME FIND HIS ACCOUNT

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#why r u writing an entire article about me #we dont even know each other