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12 min demo drawing of HABIT to show my friends my pencil art process

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Currently missing Andre

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i made a funny

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zero day is probably one of the worst things i could get hyperfixated on

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did I do this only to even out my depressive/hysterical vs silly posts ratio

I might have

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this and being called "trenchcoat mafia" in school in 2018 when i lived in south georgia and wore the same ripped skinny jeans and button up to school (see pic) 😑 NOW I REALLY dress like one.

like girl i was just emo and 16 and this was me when i was anti TCC THEY REVERSED PSYCHOLOGIED ME

me when mfs say i dress like a school shooter

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this site irritates me

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Alex Frost has viewed all of my stories and i didnt even tag him in them WHY IS HE ACTIVELY LOOKING AT NY STORIES IM CRYINGGGGF i meaaan im not complaining

#admin post #elephant 2003

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She zero on my day until I’m insecure and need attention

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Im so excited holy shit THE ALEX FROST REPOSTED MY ARTTTTT I THOUGHT HED IGNORE IT OMGGGGG

#admin post #alex frost

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EVERYBODY GET DOWN IM GONNA CRY AND SCREAM

#admin post #elephant 2003 #alex frost #drillbit taylor #elephant gus van sant #alex elephant #my art

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tw sh

andre in the shower

two different versions of because i couldn't pick

#boyfriends art #andre kriegman

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ITS LITERALLY NOT EVEN IN THE FUCKING DELTOID THIS SHIT WAS INJECTED INTO SPACE MAN ITS SO OVER IM GONNA START CRYING

my mom gave me my t shot too high up in my arm and now im in pain and am freaking the fuck out because anything related to messing me up internally via needle terrifies me. SIRVA or Embolism or whatever. Im not even scared of needles im afraid of messing up my muscles or something. Anyway im probably overreacting but it did not feel right at all and i literally told her not to put it in the spot she put it in ☹️ trying to not have a panic attack over it but it aint workin

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my mom gave me my t shot too high up in my arm and now im in pain and am freaking the fuck out because anything related to messing me up internally via needle terrifies me. SIRVA or Embolism or whatever. Im not even scared of needles im afraid of messing up my muscles or something. Anyway im probably overreacting but it did not feel right at all and i literally told her not to put it in the spot she put it in ☹️ trying to not have a panic attack over it but it aint workin

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this song makes me think about Andre and his relationship with his dad.

I think Andre loved his parents but his relationship with his father specifically was very strained. I think Andre lived with the burden of obligation to following in his dad's footsteps. Never being praised by his dad definitely didnt help, and when he was finally told that his dad was proud of him, it was too late.

He had 17 years to praise Andre and be proud of him- support him and accommodate him and that never happened. Andre's father most likely believed he didnt need to tell Andre these things, that it was an understood thing since he's his dad. But, as Andre was harassed, bullied and ostracized, the lack of recognition from a parent can be a devastating weight.

His parents seemed to try, and Andre seemed to love them, though I don't think it was reaching his needs.

#admin post #zero day 2003 #andre kriegman #andre zero day