yxtes

[yxtes]

the daughter of doctor moreau.

dialogue prompts from the daughter of doctor moreau by silvia moreno-garcia.

i didn't complain. not for a long time.

nobody can find you here.

why would i need anyone but you?

i need to sit down, and i need a glass of water.

i'm not exactly sure what i'm feeling.

you have dark shadows under your eyes.

one insult a day is quite enough for me.

you got under my skin. like a splinter.

without pain, there would be no sweetness.

all fathers are tyrants.

we need to stand together, not tear each other apart.

i don't want anything to change.

people take advantage of those with tender hearts.

war is seldom fair for anyone involved.

it is what it is.

we all have a path to travel.

you are in love with love. with the mere idea of it.

i've been where you've been.

i've been young, and i chose badly, and it broke me.

don't you feel safe with me?

sit with me and hold my hand.

everything is alive, and everything speaks.

promise you won't be cruel.

everything can't be learned in books.

you would marry me?

i'm tired of asking permission for everything.

i want to spoil you.

i don't care who you've been with, as long as you're mine now.

i'll come to your room later.

you look like someone in a book i read as a child.

you can try to explain, but i doubt you can.

i remember nothing but suffering, when i was a child.

can you take a deep breath for me?

you've known all this time?

are you listening to yourself?

you've come to plot and to manipulate, then.

i can smell your fear, you know.

if you knew and you didn't tell me, i'll hate you forever.

i don't know if i even exist anymore.

maybe i don't want you to be like me.

i am afraid, but not of you.

morning? it doesn't feel like it.

it must have been bad for you.

sweetheart, that was the most fun i've had in ages.

there's nothing wrong with kissing, if you want to, and it feels right.

i keep my promises, no matter what they are.

take care of each other, and be smart.

it's not so easy to say goodbye.

there is nothing to do but wait and hope.

i wonder if they'll say this house is haunted, one day.

i don't care how we came to be. you're my family.

i came back because i didn't want you to face this without me.

don't cry. you cry far too easily.

you will always be the better part of me.

it's not the best time to be sober.

you shouldn't be like me.

i don't know who i should be.

are you eager for blood, too? is that why you've come?

i wanted to see you again.

you are both brave and foolish.

it might be good if you'd mind your own business.

take a slow breath, then let it out.

there's something you're not saying, and i hate it when people keep secrets.

if i said i loved you, you'd stay, wouldn't you?

look for me, at journey's end.

#meme.

[yxtes]

spotify wrapped has arrived. send me a number from 1-100 for a starter based on that song, or a lyric from it, or send a 🎁 for me to shuffle.

#meme.

[yxtes]

saying nothing says a lot sometimes.

tom yates of house of cards loved by whiskers.  est. 2016. 21+.  low activity.  mutuals only. au available for cyberpunk 2077, nbc hannibal, fallout, and many more. 

a study in knowing and being known.

#i gotta write up my au verses tonight #self promo.

[yxtes]

When I graduated from NYU undergrad I was just here. And I found writers that I really liked. We would work on things and just kind of do whatever they were doing. I think of myself as more additive than initially creative; I don’t come up with the stories. I think that’s pretty rare. You know, I was a slow burn in this scene. I’ve been here for 25 years.

#face. #looooook at him ughhhHhhh

[yxtes]

saying nothing says a lot sometimes.

tom yates of house of cards loved by whiskers.  est. 2016. 21+.  low activity.  mutuals only. au available for cyberpunk 2077, nbc hannibal, fallout, and many more. 

a study in knowing and being known.

#house of cards rp #hoc rp #political rp #cyberpunk 2077 rp #hannibal rp #cbp77 rp #cbp2077 rp #if i ever don't have this URL i am dead. #self promo.

[yxtes]

" Tom Yates, as a character, is a masterfully crafted embodiment of the complexities of human nature when confronted with power dynamics, identity struggles, and intimate relationships. He serves as a mirror through which we can examine our own vulnerabilities and choices, highlighting the delicate balance between personal ambition and moral integrity. " ( x )

#hrghhh too bad they fucked it up #about. #out of writing.

[yxtes]

rules.

hello! i'm whiskers.  white, 30, nonbinary (she/they).  formerly bun & bunny.  i also have a full-time job, so expect mostly low to medium activity here. 

quick note - i recently changed my pen name because there is a person in the RPC with the name "bunny" that has hurt people, and i do not want to be associated with them, even accidentally. 

this blog is for tom yates of house of cards.  (literally also fuck kevin spacey, you will never see that piece of trash on this blog.)  canon-wise, i focus mostly on him in season 3 and 4, because i don't like where the writing took him in season 5.  otherwise, he's canon divergent.  i have plenty of au universes for him, including mr. robot, cyberpunk 2077, hannibal, and much more.  

because of the mature themes of this blog, this will be an 21+ environment only.  no exceptions. please have your age in your rules. no hard feelings; this is curating a safe space for us both.

i will do my best to tag every trigger with trigger cw to help with blacklist.  please do not hesitate to reach out to me if you need anything tagged that i have missed.  unfortunately, it's hard to keep up with everyone's triggers, and i may make a mistake -- please reach out to correct me; i will be more than happy to fix it.

i will roleplay smut on the dash, but preference for smut is on discord.  any nsfw will be appropriately tagged nsft.  let's build some chemistry first!

i will only roleplay with mutuals, no exceptions. if you wish to break mutuals with me, please block me so that i do not accidentally try to follow you again.

this will be a multi-verse and multi-ship blog. i do love shipping, but of course it's not my only reason for roleplaying. to reiterate - let's build some chemistry!

as for formatting, i will use the new text posts, small font, and xkit rewritten to cut down posts.  this will be an iconless blog.

please feel free to send me memes. i love memes. plotting goes to IMs or discord, which i am happy to give out to mutuals upon request.

length does not matter -- i am happy to write anything from one-liners to one paragraph to novellas. i am also happy to rewrite replies if it is hard to write a response.

please no god-modding or powerplay. in the event of a fighting thread, feel free to wound my character, but please don't do any mortal wounds or disfigurement without consulting me first.

i will not tolerate any ooc drama.  i don't like vagueblogging.  communication is so important, so i encourage you to reach out if there is something you need to discuss with me.  i may not reblog callouts myself, but i pay attention to those who have hurt people and block accordingly.  it literally is so easy to be kind.  choose kindness.  don't be shitty.  

these rules are subject to change, and i will notify the dash if any changes or additions have occurred. thank you for getting this far down. now for the most important rule: have fun!

#out of writing. #rules.

[yxtes]

#FACE. #look at him ....... #also missing tumblr user boozelegger in this household.

[yxtes]

what if i just stared at @ovalbound and @halechief affectionately from afar. what if.

#out of writing. #i cannot believe i missed both nanny and scallop back in march #i am going to will them both back. i am going to win .

[yxtes]

nobody cares about an idea. they might care about a man with an idea. i only care about the man. 

tom yates of house of cards, loved by whiskers. est. 2016. 21+.  low activity.  mutuals only.  

please read rules before following. 

a study in depression.  a study in knowing.  a study in picking apart people to find their true essence.  a study in being known. 

tom's wiki page. many au verses available.  tom can fit easily into most places.  links to au verses under co. 

#pinned. #written by whiskers. 30. PST.

[yxtes]

this blog is empty for the moment but tomorrow.... tomorrow....

#out of writing.