It really hurts when it feels like you and someone you deeply fuck with is growing apart. Then u gotta distance yourself slowly and begin to ignore them cause you know the treatment you’re receiving from them ain’t loyal enough, or u feel like you putting in more effort in the friendship/relationship, and they don’t even know how much that shit hurts. But u can’t let it show cause it’s like… if they not concerned why would I show that I am?
shoutout to everyone who doesnt actually have a solid Best Friend bc their best friends have better best friends or bc they dont bond enough with people to have best friends or bc their ‘best friends’ constantly come and go and it just kinda leaves em feeling vaguely isolated even though they might have plenty of regular friends