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hello limbus company and/or demian 1919 fandom. we've posted the first chapter of our terrible, terrible demian youtuber au. due to the market research I did a few months ago i know a large percentage of you were phangirls. i tagged this as Fluff and Cringe and i think that describes it pretty well.

praying to god I can finish more than one chapter of this thing because we have ideas. really bad ones, even. enjoy.

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they used to make smackable technology. you used to be able to hit your tv when it didn't work good.

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this is assuming its on art you normally wouldn't jump to reblog. i myself only rb stuff i really really like so .

The 'rude/demanding' tone would be stuff along the lines of "if you like but don't reblog I'll [threat]" which i see surprisingly often, both serious and more silly

#needed an option for it makes me less likely to interact with the post at all #i actually stopped liking things i didnt reblog because of this trend #so i just interact less with all art now ! congrats #and normally ill not reblog something if it has something like that even if i wouldve otherwise #if its one of those ugly banners or something or if it is the Only thing in the caption at least #if its not the only thing in the caption then its fine

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well. the sequel

#friend art #BELL PLEASE… #I love you Cathy there’s something wrong with you #this got me thinking do you think Dante forgor what sex is with the amnesia #there’s a strong chance of it…

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#thank you for my life #limbus company #project moon

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oh yeah I almost forgot. demisin youtube AU be upon the world. I mostly wrote the chat sections and did way too much talking about the #Lore and plot while my dear friend and cowriter rowan did a lot of good writing here, and of course all of it is top tier cringe comedy. because demisin are so perfect for bizarre situations. I like them very much...

#i dont have a writing tag but pretend that I do #yes that is still my writing tag i double checked and im stilllll rolling with it #i will not. put this in the tags. #you could ask me literally anything about this au and i could give you an answer #because it has been living in my brain for months. its like a curse or a blessing #although the reality is of course that there is no difference between the two

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no hard feelings personally to whoever I saw but I keep seeing a take that rodya and gregor don't like and are annoyed by eachother and everyone is misreading their relationship when it's actually bullying and it baffles me to be honest

it does make me want to post about rodya and her relationship to gregor more though(Though I'm definitely not a writer and bad at getting my ideas across)(This is not that though this is more just me talking)

i feel like, it's pretty core to rodyas character to understand why she teases gregor (And how this isn't bullying or generally an act of malice)

while rodya is generally a laid back person and playful but kind to the other sinners I do think she still has issues with expressing true closeness or affection... I won't pretend sometimes her comments can come off straight up mean or that she's incapable of being kinda rude thats part of her too

but also I just think friends tease eachother and that's just a normal thing that they do. looking to how gregor and rodya are consistently pointed to and used as the example of sinners bantering/getting along or getting closer.. I can't imagine the moments where gregors a little fed up with her jokes as being what you hone in on as the core of their dynamic.

I understand rodya is a little unpopular and kind of not looked into and thus among thee most mischaracterized of the main cast and easy to get wrong, but I don't think "Gregor and rodya are friends that banter:)" is part of that

id say actual misunderstandings of their character and relationship that I've noticed are that gregor is a super cranky tsundere or that rodya is some overtly horny mommy dom. Both of these things are pretty popular in rodigor art from what I see and i think could be helped with looking more at their individual characters.. but they are friends..They are shown to be the closest on the bus from the very start id say. rodyas started using dear/darling with more of the cast but it started with gregor. I genuinely think hes important to her and vice versa

#rodigor accurate characterization save me... #also id love to see a newer post i think rodya and gregor are one of the best sinner dynamics in the game #also reminded me of how the youtuber i watch for PM stuff i cant play like #commented on ishmael and gregors friendship and how after the hells chicken bit where hes like ayyy were buddies and she just walks away #and its Super Awkward even though its a joke anyways he pointed out that they then dont speak to each other for A Long Time #which is fun. they clearly dont hate each other but i think it shows that gregor does not keep pushing after that moment #and if he disliked rodya or thought she was being mean to him he just would not banter back... #gregor is friendly and he also is able to tell when someone is not being friendly back and hell back off #limbus company

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Dawn Office Sinclair writing I was possessed to make after thinking about how well the Beatrice section of Demian works with the Philip ID <3

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Sinclair had watched her pass by him so many times, never a glance taken his way - which he prefers. The woman he’d taken to calling Beatrice is an actually competent Fixer, unlike him, and she has places to be, contracts to fulfill. For a while he had been thinking of giving up on the Fixer idea entirely, how few people actually make it above a measly Grade 8? Bouncing between fallen Office after fallen Office, never quite making enough money to ever be comfortable. But then he had seen her, his Beatrice, and he took immediate notice of how she walked with a purpose and confidence of a person who knew they were someone. She wasn’t held down by worries of not making it, she trusted in herself, in her abilities, in everything she did. He was sure of it. And just seeing that was enough to encourage him to continue going. He pushed himself through Fixer exams and hours of training, took to sending applications at the local Offices whenever they had an opening (which was often, in this part of the City - which is to say it was just like everywhere else). Sinclair pushed himself and he thought of Beatrice and her cello case and wondered if she played, if she was any good at it. She’d have to be, wouldn’t she? To invest in such a hobby? He would like to listen one day. He noticed when one day she had replaced her arms with prosthetics, strong and well made, and wondered if she had just gotten a big pay day to make an upgrade like that - wondered what her hands would feel like to touch now. He’d never admit it to her, of course — here he was some silent observer of her life that she would never know the name of — but he had fallen in love with her. The image of her, at least. Blue hair cut short and dark, tired eyes, an easy smile. When she stood to wait to cross the street her stance was so sure of herself, relaxed yet confident. He could probably introduce himself by bumping into her at her favorite coffee shop, which is where he first saw her to begin with when he was using the free wifi to study for the licensing exam, but he was too scared to approach now… much too scared. But, in all honesty, he was content with this. These silent affections had helped him, had guided him forward through life and gotten him out of his darkest period. Sinclair resolved to let go of his Beatrice now that he had finally been accepted at an Office with an actual reputation. He would say goodbye to Beatrice, mentally that is, and would welcome in the new chapter of his life at Dawn Office, and all would be well.

#rotating them around rotating them around and around #philip id is so beatrice era i feel insane. except sinclair does have to approach her and be snapped out of the fantasy #ohhhhhh... all of the voice lines i cant stop thinkin about him. #have you ever pretended to be something youre not... BEATRICE ERA SAVE ME !!!

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idk lol

#limbus company #sinclair lcb #ohhh thank you… thank you… he is so beautiful

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Dawn Office Sinclair writing I was possessed to make after thinking about how well the Beatrice section of Demian works with the Philip ID <3

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Sinclair had watched her pass by him so many times, never a glance taken his way - which he prefers. The woman he’d taken to calling Beatrice is an actually competent Fixer, unlike him, and she has places to be, contracts to fulfill. For a while he had been thinking of giving up on the Fixer idea entirely, how few people actually make it above a measly Grade 8? Bouncing between fallen Office after fallen Office, never quite making enough money to ever be comfortable. But then he had seen her, his Beatrice, and he took immediate notice of how she walked with a purpose and confidence of a person who knew they were someone. She wasn’t held down by worries of not making it, she trusted in herself, in her abilities, in everything she did. He was sure of it. And just seeing that was enough to encourage him to continue going. He pushed himself through Fixer exams and hours of training, took to sending applications at the local Offices whenever they had an opening (which was often, in this part of the City - which is to say it was just like everywhere else). Sinclair pushed himself and he thought of Beatrice and her cello case and wondered if she played, if she was any good at it. She’d have to be, wouldn’t she? To invest in such a hobby? He would like to listen one day. He noticed when one day she had replaced her arms with prosthetics, strong and well made, and wondered if she had just gotten a big pay day to make an upgrade like that - wondered what her hands would feel like to touch now. He’d never admit it to her, of course — here he was some silent observer of her life that she would never know the name of — but he had fallen in love with her. The image of her, at least. Blue hair cut short and dark, tired eyes, an easy smile. When she stood to wait to cross the street her stance was so sure of herself, relaxed yet confident. He could probably introduce himself by bumping into her at her favorite coffee shop, which is where he first saw her to begin with when he was using the free wifi to study for the licensing exam, but he was too scared to approach now… much too scared. But, in all honesty, he was content with this. These silent affections had helped him, had guided him forward through life and gotten him out of his darkest period. Sinclair resolved to let go of his Beatrice now that he had finally been accepted at an Office with an actual reputation. He would say goodbye to Beatrice, mentally that is, and would welcome in the new chapter of his life at Dawn Office, and all would be well.

#i dont have a writing tag but pretend that I do #limbus company #sinclair lcb #yeah sure take it in the tags have fun #kinda losing my mind at how well the parallels work I think I’m cooking here #target audience of me if you havent read Demian I’m sure this makes no sense but that’s okay

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it's been a long week pass the [whatever the hell they are]

#project moon #limbus company #friend art #THE SECOND ONE FNDHSJSKSMMX REAL CATHY REAL!! #let’s grow old together Heathcliff moment I need to lay down #thank u for bonus plipclair she’s everything to me

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magic for someone else's sake

#witch hat atelier

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toulouse-lautrec study

#friend art #OOOHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

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I can't do that post that's like "why did you start following prev" bc I truly do not remember why I started following any of you guys. It's probably just because we were brothers in a past life

#i was about to say i remember following u prev but i do not lmao #all i know is youre cool and epic and i mustve thought the same before