youngwiife

[youngwiife]

i am a creature of grief and dust and bitter longings.

original && canon multi-muse. independent & selective.incl. bella swan, catelyn stark, evie grimhilde, lily evans, & lise bolkonskaya. loved && scripted by hope. est. 2018. rebooted 2020.

#hello! you can now find lise on my multi !! #( self promo. )

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i really need to make some new icons but once i do i’m going to be around again.

#ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴠᴏᴅᴋᴀ ᴀᴜɴᴛ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ➸ ooc #i just have to make a new psd but i'm lazy lmao

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Catch Lise returning from the dead to a) wife Sonya and b) to make sure her baby boy stays far far away from the Decembrists.

#i'm reading the first epilogue and i have Opinions #(mainly that sonya deserves so much better but)

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sheepishly popping in after an eternity. the past year has been difficult to say the least but my mental health has improved somewhat and i’m thinking about revamping and rebooting this blog some point soon because i super miss lise.

#ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴠᴏᴅᴋᴀ ᴀᴜɴᴛ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ➸ ooc #i deleted all my old icons + changed my style #so i need to redo all of that stuff #and work on a new theme bUT

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andrei’s been injured && he’s in the tent with anatole who’s lost his leg. i’m not okay.

#ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴠᴏᴅᴋᴀ ᴀᴜɴᴛ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ➸ ooc #hitting the nine hundred page mark is no cause for celebration just for pain #anatole dying? fake news sorry

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my mum got news on friday that she’s going to be going in for her operation in the next six weeks && so that’s why i’ve not been around. we’re trying to help her firmly decide whether or not to go for it because there’s a chance of post-op complications which could leave her unable to work ever again. all is well and good and she’s healthy, it’s just she’s had issues with her bladder since childhood that’ve gotten progressively worse with age (and two kids) and this would be to fix that. i’m hoping to actually honest to goodness get around to doing my drafts tomorrow. tonight i just want to take a break, complete a gif pack i’m working on, finish reading the battle of borodino, and maybe watch some grey’s anatomy or one tree hill.

#ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴠᴏᴅᴋᴀ ᴀᴜɴᴛ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ➸ ooc #i'm pushing myself to try and finish w&p by the end of the month but who knows i have a bad attention span #tbd

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i think i need to reread lise sections of the tome bc i feel like i’ve lowkey lost her voice. also writing is hard

#it's one am and i should be heading to bed soon but wassup guess who is back #i love (1) woman and her name is lise #p.s i'll get to my ims tomorrow !! #ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴠᴏᴅᴋᴀ ᴀᴜɴᴛ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ➸ ooc #tbd

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REMEMBER KIDS !!   some very important relationships are PLATONIC.   some are maternal, paternal, friendships, siblingships.   they do not all have to revolve around romantic/sexual attraction.   please don’t ever think that i wouldn’t write with you if you didn’t want to bring a romantic/sexual ship to the table. I LOVE PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS.   THEY ARE UNDERRATED, UNDER EXPLORED, AND LOOKED PAST WAY TOO OFTEN.    THEY CAN BE THE MOST IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIP TO A CHARACTER.   PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

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  scandalousladyw  ➸ lady worsley:

  ❝   oh, i assure this is a small gathering compared to some i have been too.  practically cosy!  ❞  she punctuated her statement with a laugh and a gesture to the filled room. it was lively with dancing, laughing and cards, just a regular night for seymour lately.   ❝  of course i will accompany you, i remember well what it is like to be with child at a party  ❞

“i’ve been finding what was once cosy seems practically a ball, these days,” lise tittered the confession. she was a little woman, and already the fact that she was with child was patently obvious. pregnancy seemed to infuse her with a radiance that was almost ethereal in origin, and even so far away from the home city she had been raised in, she somehow glowed. “what awful company a pregnant woman makes, not even able to dance! i feel such a bore.”

#scandalousladyw #ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇᴀᴛʀɪᴄᴀʟɪᴛʏ ➸ interactions

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new photos of anna popplewell in the last birthday (2017)

#ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱʜᴏɴᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ’ꜱ ➸ looking glass #she looks so good!!

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You know what I love? People straight up forgetting that Andrei had a wife!

#im not bitter ur bitter #no i am a little bitter #people really do love to forget that lise existed lmao

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Have you been eating rosebuds again? Where do your cheeks get their blush?

“Bright Star” (via versaillesnights)

#ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏɪʟᴇᴛᴛᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ➸ musings

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Only the gentle are ever really strong.

James Dean (via quotemadness)

#ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏɪʟᴇᴛᴛᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ➸ musings

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#ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏɪʟᴇᴛᴛᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ➸ musings #ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ꜱʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴀʀᴇꜰʀᴇᴇ. ➸ introspection

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behindfairytales:

lady lola in every episode - s01e12 - royal blood

#ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱʜᴏɴᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ’ꜱ ➸ looking glass

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also, i want to apologize to people whose messages were ever ignored by me or took me ages to reply to. i have no excuses, i’m just shit at communicating and a lot of time get stuck in my own head, postpone replying and then either forget about it or think that it is too late to reply. i’m sorry if i’ve ever made someone feel bad bc of this - honestly, it’s never personal, it’s just me and my inner problems. i will try harder to work on it. thank you for ever initiating conversations with me

#ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴠᴏᴅᴋᴀ ᴀᴜɴᴛ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ➸ ooc #a mood

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                I WANT TO BE R E M E M B E R E D.

                                                                             I     want     to     matter.

#ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏɪʟᴇᴛᴛᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ➸ musings