young-egoism

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I do know how to b with people I’ve socialized with my sister

He said I let ny anger consume my situation and it’s not fair to myself or the ppl around u

I wanna write a message like 1) I realized all

This stuff about myself like how I think saying trauma and saying this stuff is getting to know me like a show

2) do I really know about dialogue between 2 ppl 3) I’m. Trying not to make chat mood chat

I’m trying to not share things u can’t reply to like create a fog or even explain this part of my head

4) I don’t wanna have a delusional dream haha ur so confused by me 5) I liked our “argument” 6) I really like him a lot 7) he told a story about how he hadn’t talked to anyone this year and now he’s in this chapter and he’s got to know me but why think about ur life in chapters something like you’re still in someone else’s world it’s addicting and sometimes u need it to expand running away from my world? 8) he likes that I talk a lot he likes my voice 9) what does it mean to try to ger closer 10) he said why is he fixated on the idea of needing to see me to trust me

11) bpd projection from his past , I got to say I’m sensitive that he’ll leave not like to have comfort but to get to know how to interact with other ppl more he said it’s the same thing? 12) he’s always gonna be with bpd girls. Kept adding himself into stuff like am I like this dream person list, am I a nerd? Etc he knows I can be honest he knows when I’m lying annoyed and I’m like sorry it’s frustrating but it’s backwards he’s so afraid I’m gonna consume him. I just performed that. I forget what he said about family, he guessed my fantasy he didn’t say it would never happen: let’s just b internet friends but we’re actually not.

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This is an antique doctor's sign with the inscription 'doctor for treating various diseases'. It is decorated with human teeth to indicate the profession for those who are unable to read. Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International license.

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So test me always

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I like that I got in my head about Saturday yesterday there are things that I’m never honest with myself or anyone about, bpd ppl will put a lot of effort into looking rational to other ppl and in private be controlling, the most evasive water sign (faggy) part of my ego, I’ve wanted to annihilate it for years since I was 13, doubleee it (26) I told u I love Saturn because it’s strong enough authoritarive enough to make me do my Prometheus abortion. I’ve always longed for interesting people/freaks because I would rise to the occasion for them to honor and sink my creativity into surpassing my melancholic wallowing (faggy) and showing/developing the language of realest beauty that could free me

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Anne ortelee saying Pisces has the thinnest skin and Virgo can’t take criticism and I was like ugh ur so right sue me then shoot me then she’s Virgo and Pisces moon, ofc

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I am/ was paranoid about dating in the friend group then I was watching girls like this is normal I’m buggin then today I’ve been in my head about the get together Saturday his shut down at karaoke I’m saying that as a sliver of context that’s not what I was in my head about that’s for myself in the future tho rn I really don’t want to go into detail or else my skin will peel off. my end goal is to never have faggy feelings and saintly standards, why should I feel like I failed to make ppl always Be in some like euphoric afterbirth primordial goo if I’m cringe then sue me THEN SHOOT ME. I was sucking dick and being a kiss ass to mitigate my paranoid feelings that me and him were being avoided cause we’re like some cringe ass pairing or maybe I was monopolizing him right after he was finally free or some stupid shit, that ppl didn’t want to hang the same way anymore than b4 we starting seeing each other, it’s self centered to think that after writing it out, he wanted me to come to Naokos dinner …man …im stepping into my power and annihilating thoughts and the best case scenario is that people hate it so much they go out of their way to kill me lol jk but in the mean time I’ll be toiling away at some sick wheat harvest …I will be forcing my ideas onto everyone because I know it will be funny cute archive for us later so bite this ass! And if it’s so disturbing GOOD I WANT PPL TO BE DISTURBED because I’m disturbed! America has a problem!

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Commanding presence

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Yes please whore please forget me I’m just a vessel 2 express whatever possesses my heart

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The level to which...........I am so peakly someone else

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source: x

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Hot girl summer . If u say ‘be nice to me’ on here ppl will b like “I felt that”

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It’s easy for me to enjoy the summer no matter where I am who I’m with as long as I’m outside and can feel the air

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Who the hell are u ppl

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artist?

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I hate it when I say something that I think is like rational to believe about my life and ppl find out through it that I apparently think of myself super lowly but like I don’t think that I do lol

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A blog for the virgin a blog for the whore

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From the dirt colony