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i finished fleabag today and i think i'll never be able to get over them, but like- fr HOW DID THEY GREW SO CLOSE TO MY HEART IN JUST 6 EPS LIKE VNDBCJ

FLEABAG S02E01

#fleabag

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my thoughts on how hye-jin and dusik differ on their ~relationship~ thus far, bc why not

at this point, there’s something there, for both of them. but they deal with it so differently.

dusik wants it, but halfway. he wants to know her, but he doesn’t want to be known. he wants to see her, but he doesn’t want to be seen. he wants her attention, but not her love (which is the same thing, but homeboy here doesn’t realize it). and so, he oscillates between forcing distance and cultivating closeness. he tells hye-jin that there’s nothing between them, that their kiss was nothing more than a “”biological crisis””. but then he turns around and goes to her at the show, tells her to cross the line, tells her to look at him, please look at him. bc the thing is, he wants to love, not be loved. 

(and honestly, more can be said about dusik’s clumsy way of handling this whole thing. like boi, i love u, but you don’t make a friend by constantly saying she has princess syndrome for reading the room.)

but hye-jin doesn’t want this halfway dance, this almost love story. when you’ve had the life she has, you’re always on guard, always on the lookout for the next thing coming to hurt you. so, she’s made herself untouchable, unreachable by anything so painful as human connection. she’s curated this careful separation from everyone, being kind only when she feels able, only from a distance, only through charity donations from her kitchen table. she’s calcified that softness inside her, like an oyster hiding its pearl, until all the world sees is the impenetrable shell, shined to perfection.

but now, she’s come to this seaside town, and is offered a community that could almost be a family, a man who could almost be a home. but the thing is, dusik has seen her, not just the carefully crafted exterior, but her: the broken, lonely woman stripped of the veneer that she thought made her desirable. he’s seen her, and as far as she knows, he doesn’t want her. so this almost that dusik offers her? this halfway, this maybe? it hurts more than she would like. “almost” carries the hint of rejection with it, carries dusik’s insistence to not read too much into it, to not be delusional. 

and so she protects herself the only way she knows how: she runs. of course she does. she lashes out like a cornered animal, terrified and furious. if not for ju-ri and the show, hye-jin would have retreated fully back into her armored shell until whatever fragile connection she’s built crumbles into ruin. bc for someone who hasn’t been loved, who doesn’t even know that they want to be loved, almost is worse than nothing.

dusik wants half a life, half a love, but hye-jin? she wants none of it.

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mr sunshine was a masterpiece pls, the cinematography, ost, characters, history...

cr to devildrusje for the videos

#mr sunshine #kdrama

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No fair

You really know how to make me cry

When you gimme those ocean eyes

ps: i miss my fav couple ;(

#the smile has left your eyes #hundred million stars from the sky #kdrama #seo in guk #jung so min #i miss them :((

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i’m so excited to see mr queen commentary nvjszdvh

#mrqueen

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i'm starting to accept the fact that i will never get over mr queen like ever- they come to my mind everyday no thoughts just them

#mr queen #i will never get over them

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So its been 17 days since Mr. Queen ended and i am still not over it.

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still not over this scene, they have so much powerful scenes i cannot-

I’m well aware of what a GREAT actress shin hye sun is, but this scene right here had me so speechless:

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byee forever crying about this

*deep sigh* academy award

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i think i will never get over them :((

“So… stay with me for a long time.”

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Just Yoongi Things:

Rubs his neck when he’s nervous

Settles arguments by holding hands

Loves holding hands in general (please hold his f*cking hand)

Once bought armys snacks and drinks then hand drew a picture to put on each one, hand wrapped the goodie bags, then proceeded to apologize wishing he could get them better gifts

He is shy and quiet, but acts like a crackhead with his members and people he trusts

Has apologized for not being able to express himself properly, and instead puts it into his music

Was on the student council

Was known for his exceptional b-boying as well as his underground rap (whoever said he can’t dance is full of it)

Loves dogs, and in particular his family’s dog Holly more than anything. He loves to buy him presents and outfits

Is great at cooking and hums while he cooks

Prefers his mother’s and brother’s food though

Calls all his music equipment his “friends” and likes to show off when he gets a new friend

Can rap, sing, dance, produce, and has the very rare gift of perfect pitch

The piano was his first love, and he is amazing at it

Is open about his struggles with mental health and supporting the LGBT community

Writes inspiring lyrics hoping to bring comfort to others

Makes it a point during concerts to go to every part of the stage to wave and look out at ARMY with a huge fond smile on his face, trying to memorize their faces

Fans that have gone to fan signs have mentioned he recognizes them if they have gone more than once, even to a point where a girl asked if she remembered him and he said not to trick him- that he has not met her before

Comes from a very humble upbringing, often had to choose between eating and taking the bus home

Has a beautiful gummy smile, and his eyes turn into cute crescents when he smiles real big

Has the cutest nose he scrunches when he is cold

A great basketball player

The other members have said that Yoongi fixes things around their apartment and does projects they ask for help on while they sleep

Loves building furniture

Says his favorite part of him is his hands (he knows)

Is goofy as heck

Loves doing random wiggle dances whenever it suits him

He is very soft for his members, and likes to show it in his own quiet way and acts of kindness

His whole body shakes when he is laughing

He often squeals when he is really excited and having fun

Photography is one of his passions

He used to post pictures of the members on BTS’ twitter as a fansite and called himself “ Suga’s Sight” with his own watermark and everything

Said he wanted to be an architect when he was younger

An army told him she thought his moles on his face were cute, so he wiped the makeup off them 

Gets shy really easily

Used to love drawing cartoons

Has a really unique and hilarious sense of humor

Secretly fluent in English

He won a Melon Music Award for his producing

Once said he cannot raise his voice at anyone or stay angry

Loves mangos and cherry tomatoes 

The KMCA attributes over 70 songs to him as a songwriter and producer

Has a heart of gold and for his last birthday he made a donation to 39 orphanages, among many other charitable donations throughout the years

Once said he would avoid getting tattoos so he could join charity organizations 

Stays up all night to work on music, so naps when he can to keep up his energy

Once said he writes at least one song a day