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Nothing better than chasing a thief around lowes. And then cleaning her blood off of my cart. Kms

[xxsuch-a-messxx]

I want a love as deep as my grandparents. They are always there for each other. No matter what happens they never want to quit. They are always taking care of one another. My grandfather will make her dinner and run her baths almost every night. My grandmother, knowing how stubborn he is, watches him to make sure he is doing well. ( Example, my grandfather had a stroke and refused to speak up or acknowledge what had happened and my grandmother noticed he wasnt using his left hand. So she took him to the hospital. ) They just sit in the living room watching tv. I've never really seen the intimate moments of their relationship, I imagine they don't have so many.

I found this in my drafts. I have no clue how old it is. But it still rings true. Pawpaw was diagnosed with cancer. He’d given up but she refused. Now after over a year of fighting he’s cancer free and getting back to his old self.

[xxsuch-a-messxx]

I just, needed more.

#Spotify

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dark cottagecore 🍄🥀

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I want to wait it out , let you have your space. But I miss you, and I can't sleep. And I just, want to hold you. I want to call you and make sure you're okay.. but I can't smother you..

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I, don't know how to exist right now

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00:37

#Spotify

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Something as childish as making wishes on eyelashes. I can't wait to find someone new who does this too. To be in awe when they continuously guess correctly.

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I want my partner in crime.

Vandalism, trespassing.

Just running a muck.

Smiling from ear to ear.

No fear just joy.

Adrenaline junkies..

I miss you.

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Nothing seems to help.

I still always find myself in the same place.

And it is so cold here.

And so lonely.

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🤤🤤

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Currently wanting to relive that night so I can listen to the poem you wrote.

Take it in and analyze it as I should have the first time.

Wanting so desperately to remember your words yet only hearing your voice.

#annoyed #lgbtq

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Cross me and the warmth of my smile will fade revealing my stone cold interior. You will no longer see the longing in my eyes. Nor hear the child like laughter that fills the room.

I will diminished you from my mind and that will be that.