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I’m tired of being me I wish I never existed

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feeling unneeded, unwanted, or rejected is a fucking nightmare when you have bpd

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If the rest of my life is like this I’m gonna be honest… I will definitely be killing myself at some point

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the sinking feeling in your heart that doesn’t go away and you can’t do anything about it <<<<<

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don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry

fuck

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you know it's bad when there's an entire portion of your life that you can't remember.

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i don’t recognize myself anymore

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I hate her (me)

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Yeah my coping mechanisms “aren’t healthy” but I haven’t died yet so where’s my fuckin trophy.

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it all hurts so much no matter what i do

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i’m a train wreck because my life didn’t end when i was 17

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i don’t care i don’t care i don’t care (im going to sob my fucking eyes out)

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Everybody around me has some kind of dreams, goals for the future.

When I look at the future, it's just an empty darkness.

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"be yourself" okay, but who AM i though?

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I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

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unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you