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i like scott's personality and sense of humor but the way he edits his videos makes me feel like i'm watching content made for children

#this is amazing because the content IS made for children... #mostly #well there are also sex jokes but in the same way childrens tv shows have sex jokes.

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I can’t get over this lmaooo

#finally. a good take #but also qprs can have romantic / sexual aspects - it is a spectrum #im in a polyam qpr myself !

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Had a thought: Grian, if we go with his common fan-interpretation as an avian (i.e. a bird-human hybrid of some variety), wouldn’t have an instinctual fear of heights the same way humans do (because humans + heights = danger of death). For a fully-grown avian, there is no danger. They can fly. Even young ones wouldn’t have much of an awareness of any inherent risk, in the way that toddlers have no concept of their own mortality and give adults heart attacks all the time. 

Now imagine Avian Grian in Third Life, his wings bound or made inaccessible in some way to put him on even footing with everyone else. Maybe he doesn’t even remember he has them. Think of how, in a world where death is around every corner, he doesn’t have the same awareness of risk that his compatriots do. Falls are one of the most common causes of injury, and even a sprained ankle could cause some serious issues in a death game. 

Maybe he made Scar scared for him with his unawareness. It’s so natural to Scar to be aware of heights, and Grian is just not. Is just different.

Maybe he got confused the first time he took fall damage, having expected - something else. He doesn’t know what, but something.

Maybe he saw that crevice in the desert that Scar died in and it just didn’t register. 

And maybe, even at the end, at the edge of that cliff, his instincts wouldn’t let him feel afraid. Maybe he tipped over, knowing that his death was coming, but unable to even touch base with that natural fear all living beings share. Unfeeling.

Maybe he felt a bit like a monster for it.

#OUUGHJJH MY GOD #FUUUUCK #DUDE. MY HEART. MY SOUL #WEEPS

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i see it with my eyebualls

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cc!Grian fr looks like a bird. I cannot unsee it. It’s not a bad thing. He is just birb

#yknow what as someone who was bullied for looking like a bird in primary school this has made me smile

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anyone know what kind of frog this is? sorry i stacked them

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Permit office has new decor.

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I made it out of the torture labyrinth. and you can too

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Im laughing so hard. Literally 1 person in Pearl’s chat tried to insult her yesterday and she was like “now I remember why I don’t stream with face cam” meanwhile literally EVERYWHERE ELSE I’ve seen people just saying saying how pretty she is . (It’s true she’s gorgeous, so pretty) I swear I’ve seen at least 5 people questioning their sexualities because of her beauty. She needs to understand, while haters can be loud, 90% of us are simping and just trying not to fall hopelessly in love with her

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It always shocks me when I bring up trans men’s issues - specially issues common in the south/more conservative/rural areas - to someone who makes their whole thing being a ‘trans advocate’ and they just don’t know what I’m talking about .

I mentioned how common it is - especially in more conservative Christian places - for trans men to be set up with a husband by their family and then be forcibly impregnated as a way to make them detransition to someone who runs a whole blog about ‘spreading awareness about trans issues’ and she looked at me like I was crazy and said “woah I never knew that happened to trans men.”

She knew about and understood that that stuff happens to cis women, but she never thought it happened to trans men… like come on.

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*consumes you uncritically*

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it's called HERmitcraft. trans her genderrrr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#wow... so many women on one server... yayy #ben chats shit on the internet #hermitcraft #hermitblr #trans #:P

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okay what is THAT.

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update im four pages into a google doc and im only on hospital visit one of five. help.

everyone go listen to The Fear by Lily Allen btw.

I wish I could explain my pop star Grian AU - "Ari AU" - in, like, three sentences but unfortunately it spans several years, multiple hospital visits, and like three music albums with distinct eras. And a wedding. And a gender crisis. And it needs about 20 content warnings.

however if anyone wants to read a long ass post about it well maybe I could make one who knows. who knows.

#actually im 11 pages in but thats all copy-paste from my discord convo w ange #hi ange if youre seeing this #im up to the introduction of the seizure stuff in terms of copy-paste notes. so a little more to go... i forgot how much we wrote #its satisfying tho there are three albums and they kind of bookend the story really nicely. i mean we will probably add more to it but. yea #musical inspirations include lily allen. bjork. kurt cobaine.

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other hermits doing base lore: i want it to look like this cave has been here for hundreds of years with different generations using it and adding things to it

mumbo doing base lore: smacks table COME ON DOWN TO BIG RONS REDSTONE BARN

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gtws is transfem. to me

#prev yes #obviously theyre besties