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I first stumbled across this quote when I was a teenager... About 17 I'd say. And it resonated with how I saw life so much that I thought "yep. This is going to be me. Forever." But the truth is that now, at 26, its not me. I'm not the upbeat teenager who'd stay up til 3am talking with her friends about nothing while drinking dangerous amounts of coffee. I'm not the hyper teenager who would wake her boyfriend up by jumping on him and kissing him all over. Instead I'm in bed by 10 and turning away to try to go back to sleep in the morning. I don't want to face life any more. It has drained me. And I am SO disappointed in myself because I've become everything that I didn't want to become. My "think positive! It'll all be okay in the end!" has turned into "yeah, it's crap isn't it?" And I hate myself. And that makes me worse. I crave that hyper, upbeat and almost annoying teenager so much. I want to be her again. But I dont think I can be.

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Unfuck tomorrow morning

Wash the dishes in your sink

Get your outfit for tomorrow together, including accessories

Set up coffee/tea/breakfast

Make your lunch

Put your keys somewhere obvious

Wash your face and brush your teeth

Take your medication/set out your meds for the morning

Charge your electronics

Pour a little cleaner in the toilet bowl (if you don’t have pets or children or sleepwalking adults)

Set your alarm

Go to bed at a reasonable hour

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A 2 week old lemming in a spoon (Source: http://ift.tt/2lmfIsE)

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this is peak Craigslist

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There’s something about Studio Ghibli’s Water physics that I love

While it is a liquid, it tends to behave more gelatinously

It’s so beautiful while almost being awkward *bloop*

Gravity? Surface tension? No? Well, just let me hug her!!

Not even seeming to make skin or cloth wet

It looks so satisfyingly bouncy

Tell me what you guys think and what’s your fav movie thing about Ghibli

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hey you look really cute today

april fools you look cute everyday keep it up 

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Men are so fuckin weak dude I swear. Women are out there grindin like nothing’s wrong while bleeding out of their vaginas 7 days a month, cramps so bad we can barely function, pushing a human out of our hoohas, taking pills that fuck with our horomones just so you can hit it raw and you have the damn nerve to judge the size of our hips that have birthed the civilizations of the world like they were made to be admired by you? No. Next time you get flicked in the balls I don’t wanna hear u talk about how it’s so much harder being a man. Damn. Shout out to women. Don’t let men tell you shit.

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A crash course on non-disney films and studios (sequels not included; list is not exhaustive)

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This little baby is 6 months today! #theysaiditdflyby #6months #baby #smiles #timeflies #babygirl #mybaby

#smiles #babygirl #6months #mybaby #baby #theysaiditdflyby #timeflies

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So the world has broken you into tiny pieces and feeling so indiscernible as molecules, but you are now water once again And the drowning You felt then Is now your strength And the walls That contained you Have eroded away By sheer force Of your gentle soul Strengthen by the grace Of gravity.

Jenn Satsune // 20 May, 2016 (via satsune)

http://instagram.com/jennsatsune

(via zodiacsociety)

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