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flashbangrevolvcr:

                        That fixed a scowl on his face, an unacceptable answer that                         wouldn’t change what damage it dealt. He chewed at the                          raw spot on his lip, quickly breaking the old habit; her presence                         reminding him quick of the chiding he used to get about.                          But it didn’t fix his hesitance.                           “With all do respect, ma’am…I ain’t the one you shoulda                          told first. “ 

                        There was a jut in his jaw, looking something kin to a pout                         as he crossed his arms around his chest; silently weighing                         the severity of it all.                          Fareeha didn’t know.                          Jesse kept minimal tabs on her since things, thinking it best                         to keep his business separate from her’s as they grew distant                         and apart. Now he could only think of running to her, telling her                         Ana was alive.                          But that wasn’t his move to make. He knew better than to do that. 

                        With a huff, he yanked the hat back on to his head, chewing                          on the inside of his mouth and made a solid march for her; his stature                         sized up much taller than their last meeting.                           Growth made him sharper and more definite, had she not known                         him as well as she did, it could even come off intimidating.                          But there was nothing intimidating of the way he grabbed her arm,                          drawing her close and catching her into the crook of his arms. 

                        There was hurt, but it was better than letting it get the better                         of him. And with the recent news of the Founders all turning up alive,                         hanging onto them was all he had now. Good or bad.                           Jesse squeezed her into his arms; more afraid to let go now,                         afraid this wasn’t real and just another night terror to wake up from.                          But she was there, smelling of earth and spice, less stocky than                         he remembers. Age only wilted her body it seemed, but only by a                           margin.

                        The same woman who was his mentor all those years ago.                          A knot climbed his throat, face tucked against her shoulder                          with  the cold hand pressed to her back.                          “Ain’t no sorry, Ana…I—’s good to have you back.                           Real good.” 

The embrace had come as a surprise. A wonderful surprise. And for the longest of time, Ana stood still with her eye wide; speechless, hesitant, until finally she caved in to the itch of wanting to hug him back. Thin arms wrapped around Jesse, pulling herself closer against his warmth and although she still carried the heavy guilt for having left him--for having left her daughter and everyone in Overwatch--into believing that she was gone, for once, Ana desperately clung onto the hint of joy that momentarily welled up within her chest. 

“Oh, Jesse,” she sighed out, her voice trembling despite her efforts and she could only hope that her fingers weren’t as she drew circles on the man’s back with her palm. “I’m sorry. I am very sorry for what I have made you go through, abni. It must have hurt. I’ve made you suffer. Truly, I am sorry.”

Even if what Jesse had just said was true, that he shouldn’t have been the first one to know, Ana was still grateful that it was him who had found out first. To her, he was like a son. And just like any mother, Ana spent many sleepless nights drowning with remorse for having faked her death. And just like any mother, she would spend those nights apologizing. To him, to Angela, to Fareeha and the others. 

“You have grown into a wonderful man, McCree.” Leaving her voice to break at the sudden burst of emotions, she tightly shut her eyes to keep any hint of tears from falling, the hold around him only tightening as she pulled herself closer and closer. “I wish I was here, by your side to witness you change from your reckless self into what you are now,” there was a tone of humor in her voice, coupled with the rise of her shoulders from a quick chuckle, “but nonetheless, I am happy--I am proud. You have grown into a wonderful man.”

#flashbangrevolvcr #⊳ M a i n V e r s e ⁽ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ'ᵗ ˢᵉᵉᶰ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ⋅⁾ #( a part of me wants to keep the angst CLINGS ON THE ANGST FOREVER ) #( abni = my son because mc/cree is her son and ang/ela is her daughter okay )

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raisedbyheroes:

Somehow the other’s words only served to make her feel guilty. She had her mom back and yet she was distancing herself? “I will, I promise. No, I don’t think I’m anywhere near good enough with medical stuff to do that.” Fareeha stood still, looking at her mother. “I’m sorry, I’m just not used to this anymore. You were dead for years and I took care of myself during those years. None of you were there to worry.”

⊳ Holding her hand up to stop her daughter from explaining herself any more, Ana gave her a tired smile instead. She could understand why Farehaa felt awkward around her--maybe even uncomfortable--and Ana knew well that it was all her fault. And although all Ana could yearn for right now was for an embrace, for a time for her and her daughter to talk to each other, she would never force Fareeha into it. Instead, she would just wait and wait, and wait until Fareeha would pull her into a hug first. ❝I understand. Let’s go to the med bay. I will help you there.❞

#raisedbyheroes #⊳ M a i n V e r s e ⁽ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ'ᵗ ˢᵉᵉᶰ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ⋅⁾

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Sombra & Friends Episode 2 (Carnival) by 시얼리

Translated by me

#When in doubt order a Widowmaker

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raisedbyheroes:

She sighed, honestly she had tried to avoid her mother while injured because the other didn’t exactly like her choosing to be a member of Overwatch. “Mom I’m a soldier, things like this happen. I was on a mission and they got a few shots on me, I’m going to Angela so she can patch me up.” The elder Amari always made her feel like a child in these situations, plus she didn’t think Jesse got this treatment and they were only five years apart age wise.

⊳ ーand there it was again. That distance Ana had finally began to notice. But maybe Fareeha was right. Maybe she was beginning to become too doting on her daughter when in fact, she was not a child anymore. ❝Be more careful of yourself out there, habibti. I do not want you to wound up gravely wounded. Come, I will clean your wounds for now until Angela has returned. She left to get more medical supplies. But if you’d like, you can go ahead and tend yourself as well.❞

#raisedbyheroes #⊳ M a i n V e r s e ⁽ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ'ᵗ ˢᵉᵉᶰ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ⋅⁾

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sombraprotocol:

Sorry, abuela

⊳ ❝That is not how you apologize, little brat.❞

#sombraprotocol #⊳ V e r s e T B E #( also read as: Don't call me granny. )

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flashbangrevolvcr:

                        Jesse slowly removed his hat from his head, clutching it                          close to his chest, a silent hope that it would breach more                         distance. The woman’s gaze shot a hole right through him.                          The breath came in a wheeze, fist wound tight in his hat                          and pressed firm to his chest as he walked himself into                         the door.                          He heard the score of metal digits grating along the plated flat of his                         palm; fist clenched before he warned himself to let go.    

                        There were too many things at once; too many questions,                         too many emotions. The strain of them fell with his eyes, the                         numb ache took hold for him as he struggled through                           proper breaths.                          Get it together, McCree.                          It was too early for this. 

                        “I was served those papers. Angela sought me out. I was                          at your—”                         He choked, a flex working through his jaw as he quelled back                         the anger and comforted the hurt.  Come on, now.                         There took some convincing that he wasn’t angry with her,                          a soft earth taken face with a pristine crown of white hair                         wrapped beneath her hood. 

                        A eyepatch covert beneath her hair.                          His shoulders sank, finally looking to her.                           "Why didn’t you tell me?”                         McCree shook his head, a hand stopping her from answering                         before he spoke.                          "Does Fareeha know?” 

⊳ Ana shifted her gaze towards Jesse’s clenched hand and fully aware how much her disappearance--her supposed death--broke everybody’s heart, she couldn’t help but refrain herself from taking any step closer to him. Rather, she felt as though she was frozen in place. Unable to do anything other than to stand there. Speechless. Torn. Perhaps it would have been better if she had not returned after all.

❝Only you and Winston are aware so far.❞ The heavy silence suffocated Ana and her chest squeezed upon noticing the invisible wall put up between her and Jesse. One she wasn’t sure she could break and perhaps the wall would remain for the longest of time. Her decision to hide from everybody left unforgiven, and the once wonderful relationship she had with the members forever marred by her mistake. ❝I had told nobody. Not even Fareeha.❞ 

And her failure to inform them proved how much of a failure she was. Both as a fellow Overwatch member and as a mother to Fareeha. But even without her there, her daughter had grown into a woman she would forever be proud of, and she could say the same thing for McCree. He now stood tall and confident. He was now a man instead of just a boy and for the hundredth time, Ana asked herself: was she truly still needed here? 

❝I am very sorry for what I have done, Jesse.❞ Her voice almost broke--no, it did. Throat clamping up tighter by the minute and all the more the longer she wondered about how Jesse felt. He hates you now, a pesky voice would whisper into her mind. Poisoning her into despair. Everybody does, and they have all the right to. And Ana hated the fact that she could only agree to its words. ❝I believed it was for the best.❞

#flashbangrevolvcr #⊳ M a i n V e r s e ⁽ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ'ᵗ ˢᵉᵉᶰ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ⋅⁾ #( Hello 911 yes I'm having a heart attack )

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It seems like kids these days don't know what manner is.

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widowmaker shot harambe pass it on

Let us close our eyes and give ourselves a moment of silence in memory of Harambe Luis CWinston.

#didn't even try on that last one. #coeurdeveuve

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i am mutuals with some high quality blogs and i don’t even know how that happened bc my blog is trash

#me rn

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@raisedbyheroes​

Fareeha had slipped up, she ran out of fuel earlier than she had anticipated and she had ended hurt. Of course her first instinct is to go to Mercy because as much as she loved her mother of would be way easier to explain herself to Angela. Yet of course the first person she ran into was her mom, someone somewhere had to hate her. “Hey mom.”

⊳ At first it was worry that had spread across her features, but upon hearing her child’s rather lackadaisical of an answer, Ana frowned, hands on her hips as she shook her head disapprovingly at her daughter. She was never one to let her daughter off all too easily-- especially not with her wounded up like this. ❝I asked what happened, not “Hey”! Now answer me, Fareeha. What happened?❞

#raisedbyheroes #⊳ M a i n V e r s e ⁽ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ'ᵗ ˢᵉᵉᶰ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ⋅⁾

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chxxrslove:

“You got i’ Captain!” She said with a mini salute before blinking out. Soon she was a blur of blue around the building! Without her accelerator she couldn’t run far but with it she felt so alive and able. Not bogged down by her lungs aching or hurting against the metal of her stabiliser.

In precisely forty six seconds she was back, panting a little as she came back in. Her smile was bigger than ever after the rush of endorphins of exercise.

“Back! How fast was I?”

Had she beaten her record? She felt like it was.

⊳ Tracer’s dashes never failed to amuse Ana. Despite her trained her eyes, all she could see were blue streaks if not nothing at all, making her appear as though she had actually teleported from one place to the other and now, coupled with the rush the coffee had given her, it wouldn’t be a lie to say that Tracer had doubled her speed. 

❝Very fast, actually. We can have Winston look over the camera to see how fast you were earlier.❞ The veteran admitted in a resigned tone, but still with a smile on her face. ❝I see you still have enough energy to spare.❞ Reaching out into her coat’s pocket, she pulled out a piece of paper-- a list of items everyone requested for the weekly grocery shopping. ❝What do you think about another challenge? Let’s see if you can get all of these in an hour.❞

#Lowkey it's her turn to buy groceries but she's trying to fool Tracer into doing it. #Grandma pls #⊳ M a i n V e r s e ⁽ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ'ᵗ ˢᵉᵉᶰ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ⋅⁾ #chxxrslove

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❝I don’t care about your war, but I do care about you― You need someone to watch your back.❞

#ana amari #ana amari edit #overwatch #owedit #credit to potato

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⊳  Thin fingers thread through her long, dark hair as she took a deep breath in and heaved out a sigh; obviously unhappy at the sight before her--a young child--cheeky and stubborn as she clicked away from her computer past midnight. Whatever made Gabriel believe that yet another kid would be a wonderful addition to the team, she would never know, but it was ridiculous how they were all alike with their delinquency.

❝Child, go to sleep. Now.❞

Hands on her hips, she stood by the door to the girl’s room. Her lips were pursed together all too tightly, clearly displeased, although in no more than a minute her expression would soften coupled with a sigh. And with her steps as quiet as possible, Ana made her way inside the girl’s young bedroom, taking her seat on her bed with one leg over the other and her arms crossed together.

In the end, she was only a kid. One whose parents had been taken away by the war. One who, instead of being given love, was instead given a computer and taught how to do a crime. As a mother, it broke Ana’s heart. She should be sleeping at this time like any other child would. She was supposed to be running about outside with a huge grin on her face--playing hide and seek or catch or whatever and just--- just simply being the kid the she was supposed to be.

❝How about a deal? You sleep before midnight for the rest of the week and I will ask Jack if we could get you a new computer.❞

#pullingthestriings #⊳ V E R S E G O L D E N A G E ⁽ ᴱᵛᵉʳʸᵒᶰᵉ ᵐᵘˢᵗ ᶠᶦᶰᵈ ᵗʰᵉᶦʳ ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ⋅ ⁾ #IN WHICH I DON'T KNOW WHAT ANA SHOULD CALL HER BY ))) #Sombra? Or some pseudonym? )))

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cause of death: the fact that ana probably was one of the people who taught amelie to never stop fighting and that is why amelie fought taking the killshot

I am going to seriously fight you you need to stop rn I am not ready for tHIS.

Honestly though, I like to think that Am//elie and An//a had a very wonderful relationship before as fellow snipers and the fact that they now have to face against each other breaks my heart. And it breaks my heart even more knowing that An//a probably blames herself for what happened to Overw//atch like!!! She hesitated from killing Am//elie, and because of it, others had been “killed”. But also she taught Am//elie almost every little thing she could share to her. She taught Am//elie–Widow//maker--how to kill and that knowledge had been used against her allies.

#AAAAAAAAAAA BREAK MY HEART #coeurdeveuve #⊳ O O C ⁽ᵀʰᶦˢ ᶦˢ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ᵗʰᵃᶰ ᵃ ᶜᵃᵇᵃᶰᵃ ᵒᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉᵃᶜʰ⋅⁾

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celxstialconsult:

Holy shit, I surpassed 300 followers while I was at my sister’s? Holy fuck, my dudes.

I’ve never done anything like this, so… let’s go!

SQUAD:: 

@l-am-only-human :: Okay, Ray, my dude. Without you, this blog wouldn’t exist. I know we’ve said numerous times while playing Overwatch that we’d make our respective blogs, but after finally doing so, things have opened up and it’s been such a fun ride. I love playing Overwatch with you and just chatting about random shit and your Genji muse is amazing and I love how you write him, okay? Mwah, mwah. <3

@hackingthesky :: The sugar buddy / mom friend who took forever to join the roleplay scene. Zeni, I haven’t seen much of your Sombra, but fuck, man, I know that your interpretation of her is hella af. Like with Ray, I love playing Overwatch with you and just talking bullshit when we’re not playing, whether it’s you sending me Mercy or ship pictures [I still remember the fucking spam of that ship you showed me //eye emoji] or just the funny shit we talk about regarding muses. We gotta do the Mama Malice and Sombra shit soon, my dude.

FAM::

@pcrdner :: The meme-iest papa ever. Okay, but?? James, you are honestly?? TOO FUCKING KIND??? You edited a theme for me when you honestly didn’t need to??? But in all honesty, if I hadn’t won your promo giveaway, chances are I would never have had the courage to talk to you. I was hella intimidated by you back then, but now, I’m so happy to be your meme daughter. Your McCree interpretation is honestly so great? Your verses are all so amazing and your writing style is so lovely and I’m blathering with compliments, oh my goodness, but it’S ALL TRUE. Your shitposts always bring a smile to my face and I love the goofy conversations we have. Stay meme-y, my friend. 

@qadiim / @ajiriti :: SACI. IS. BAE. Okay, I honestly love talking with you despite our timezone differences. Your Ana is fucking on point and your writing is literally so fucking lovely, like, reading your replies to threads just… they inspire me to try and put a little more oomph and effort into my writing. Your headcanons for Ana are also so interesting and I need to see more of them?? Give me the headcanons, my dudes. I love how we have so many timelines for our Shimada Clan verse in IMs but we are STILL in the thread where they first meet. It’s great. I love it. Your young Sparrow has yet to be smacked upside the head in a thread. Soon. But speaking of your Sparrow!! He’s!! Perfect!! Your interpretation is!! Exquisite!! I’m blabbering with compliments AGAIN, but aaa!! It’s all so true!!! To end it off… we are in rarepair hell, my comrade. I’m so happy to be burning here with you. :*

@konotenoka :: You haven’t been on for a week or so, so I really hope everything is okay over yonder!! But to start this off, your Genji is fantastic and I’m sorry for not getting replies done for our threads! They’re in my drafts, and they won’t be there forever!! Anyhoo, I really love the plot we’re building with the death and discovery of Mercy’s state and it gives oodles of angst and comfort and it’s also brought up more ideas that we can work with regarding how Mercy is in her current state and how they can be applied to Genji! Moving onto other things, your writing style is fantastic and I’m sure you’ve noticed me trying to keep up with your pace because god dAMN, MY DUDE, YOUR WRITING IS JUST– SO– AMAZING– AHHH. I’m literally going to make my keyboard explode if I try to write out all the compliments in my head, so I must stop!

HONORABLE MENTIONS::

@burntjunk, @howunsightly, @icebcund, @thenorthernsparrow, @theyoungdragon, @menacelavande, @vasvvani, @primedspecimen, @niinjas, @prctcct, @taraddud, @ancdyne, @kaze-no-ryujin, @outbackiing, @ncthehero, @glitchedpurple, @terapulse, @pullingthestriings, @tracing-widows, @petitewidow, @espectrc, @hanzo-shimada-drgn, @flashbangrevolvcr, @playnxce, @playboy-xbox, @reapiing-souls, @fallenshimadaheir, @wakairyuu, @blackwatchcxmmandxr, @chronal-anomaly, @hiitori-de, @xmorriscn, @winkfxce, @helixrocketed, @coyotefaced, @coyotil, @frosty-glasses, @sparrowblade, @sparrow-child, @ofnerf, @xespiionage, @haxx0rcalavera, @spokenking, @excelsicrr, @aussiearson, @dragonsealed, @deathblosssoms, @hangmedead, @licnhardt, @jessethekxd, @asclepiusangel, @seventysixth, @pulsebreak

Hoo…! That’s a lot!! And I want to add more, but I’m!! Starting to struggle with keeping this post up because it’s already sO LONG…

If you don’t see yourself here, please know that I still love you very much and wouldn’t mind at all if you sent me an IM or popped an ask into my inbox!

Thank you once again for three hundred followers!! 

#⊳ K E E P S ⁽ ᴵᵗ ᶠᵉᵉᶫˢ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ʰᵒᵐᵉ⋅ ⁾ #Congratulations and thank you for including me! )

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flashbangrevolvcr:

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HOLY FRICK AND A HALF

I honestly never expected this blog to take off the way it did, and frankly I can’t believe it did I am just so….honoured to be here????? This community has probably been one of the best of my few experiences that I’ve had around here and I’m so glad that it’s with a bunch of amazingly talented and hilariously fun people.

@ncthehero

LET’S FACE IT, all our butt patting we’ve done for each other aside, this is purely you’re fault for peer pressuring me into this and it’s been a wonderfully grand idea. You have been the most hilariously wonderful friend I had made in a long while that doing all of this with you has been such a blast. I’m glad mutual peer pressure on top of angsty nonsense has been keeping our friendship strong you amazing fucking memer. 

LOVIES WHO I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE MET AND FIND PRECIOUS BEYOND COMPARE

@thenorthernsparrow @xendure @scldierlost @xespiionage @prctcct @b00p-hack3r @ofnerf @espectrc @diiisplaced @odxchi @icebcund @ckami @junkcr @rettungengel @roadhogrides @astralcircuit

AMAZING BLOGS WHO I ADMIRE 

@cyberwired @ccmmand @pcrdner @excelsicrr @niinjas @valkyriebcrn @taraddud @withhcnor @vxquero @morriison @riobeats @arachnophobiie @warpledged @swiftstrik @licnhardt @mayhemist @honorpledged @bcrmherzig

#WHAT HAVE I WOKEN UP TO?!?! ) #I DO NOT DESERVE. ) #Thank you very much for including me love. And congratulations! ) #⊳ K E E P S ⁽ ᴵᵗ ᶠᵉᵉᶫˢ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ʰᵒᵐᵉ⋅ ⁾