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RPers, please reblog this if you’re okay with ICONLESS threads!

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MAKE ME ADMIT STUFFFF

snakebitten-kitten:

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? 3. Have you taken someones virginity? 4. Is trust a big issue for you? 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? 6. What are you excited for? 7. What happened tonight? 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? 9. Is confidence cute? 10. What is the last beverage you had? 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? 14. What are you going to spend money on next? 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? 18. The last time you felt broken? 19. Have you had sex today? 20. Are you starting to realize anything? 21. Are you in a good mood? 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? 24. What do you want right this second? 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? 34. Listening to? 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? 38. Who did you last call? 39. Who was the last person you danced with? 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? 44. Do you tan in the nude? 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? 47. Who was the last person to call you? 48. Do you sing in the shower? 49. Do you dance in the car? 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? 53. Is Christmas stressful? 54. Ever eat a pierogi? 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 57. Do you believe in ghosts? 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? 59. Take a vitamin daily? 60. Wear slippers? 61. Wear a bath robe? 62. What do you wear to bed? 63. First concert? 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? 65. Nike or Adidas? 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? 69. Ever take dance lessons? 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? 71. Can you curl your tongue? 72. Ever won a spelling bee? 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? 74. What is your favorite book? 75. Do you study better with or without music? 76. Regularly burn incense? 77. Ever been in love? 78. Who would you like to see in concert? 79. What was the last concert you saw? 80. Hot tea or cold tea? 81. Tea or coffee? 82. Favorite type of cookie? 83. Can you swim well? 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? 85. Are you patient? 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? 87. Ever won a contest? 88. Ever have plastic surgery? 89. Which are better black or green olives? 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? 91. Best room for a fireplace? 92. Do you want to get married?

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TAEMIN AESTHETIC/MOODBOARD

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taemin moodboard for @yoongismonth

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↖This blog will be screamer free on April Fool’s Day.

#ooc; #[Screamers are not cool and I do not condone them.]

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* : like or reblog if you're a roleplayer 20 yrs or older.

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immoralmemories:

Deep down, Key’s first thought was to slap them and slam the door in their face for showing up so suddenly, for never sending him even the slightest clue that they were still alive but the ache in his heart stopped him, that glimmer of joy at the prospect of having them back even as tears pricked at the corners of his eyes making him just want to curl up right there on the floor in the middle of the doorway. Yet he stood there, gazes exchanged as silence lingered between them, teeth worrying his lower lip.

It felt as though the hands of time stopped completely, freezing the world around them. He was at a complete loss for words as questions raced through his mind, though when their voice broke through the silence, he swallowed thickly. He had honestly intended on moving out within the next month or so, the reminders of time shared constantly lingering there around him, ghosts of the past that would haunt him and never leave no matter how much he cried or pleaded for it. He truly was thankful he hadn’t moved yet, for how would he handle missing the chance to see the one his heart constantly ached for? He heard the choked sob that left them, the apology following moments later and he just couldn’t hold back any longer.

There was no hesitation as he stepped forward, arms wrapping around Taemin as he pulled him as close as he possibly could. It was like finding a piece of himself, to physically feel them in his hold as he pressed his forehead to their shoulder. “I hate you… I… I hate you but I love you… I… Please don’t… Don’t go again, Taemin…” He couldn’t help but hold onto Taemin, afraid if he let go, the man before him would disappear. “I can’t deal with the idea of losing you a second time…”

The moment he felt key wrap their arms around him he gasped softly. He was honestly in so much shock. He wasn’t expecting this- he kept playing out the scenario’s in his mind, one after another. One was where key slammed the door in his face, another thought was that he was expecting the other to punch him. Out of everything that has happened a hug wasn’t something the younger expected.

Taemin wasted no time in raising his arms and hugging him back for a brief moment it felt peaceful, it was nice but moments later that same feeling of regret filled his body, the guilt was eating away at him. Taemin buried his face into the older male's chest, he could feel how upset he truly was when he realized he was shaking. The fact that he was greeting with a hug as opposed to all the other things that could have happened made Taemin hold onto Key even tighter.

Hearing the words ‘I hate you‘ leaving Key’s mouth was heart-shattering but within moments the other was speaking again replacing ‘hate‘ with ‘love‘ Taemin pulled away slightly, enough to look at key’s face. It’s been so long since he had been able to see his face- it was heartbreaking to know that Taemin had caused such grief for the other. 

“I-I’m not going anywhere anymore..I-I missed you so much.. I wanted to talk to you, see you, come visit you and I couldn’t..“ Taemin’s eyes once more filled with tears as he spoke. “I-I came here without even knowing if you would still be here..“ He clung to Key a little tighter than before speaking in almost whispers. “I’m glad you’re still here..“

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immoralmemories:

At times it was still so hard to keep living in the same apartment once the one he had fallen for disappeared. He couldn’t help but feel abandoned by them but knew if they came back, he’d open his arms and welcome them back for his heart still ached for them in their life. He sat at the dining room table, a cup of chai tea nestled securely between his hands as he watched the clock. The apartment was scarcely furnished, the property of his former lover tucked away in the storage closet to keep himself from remembering.

Sip after sip, Key drank down the contents of his mug until it was empty and he set it down upon the table in front of him. The day was to be uneventful, the first day off in weeks and he wasn’t sure how he would spend his time. Pushing his chair back, he prepared to go get dressed having already showered but a sudden knock at the door caught his attention. “Who could that be?” He muttered to himself, tying his robe tighter around him. He hurried forward and pulled the door open, felt as if his heart had stopped as he faced someone familiar, someone he longed to see even after all the time that had passed. Eyes widened as he swallowed thickly, feeling the sudden oncoming of tears pricking at his eyes. “T-Taemin..?”

Taemin was so unsure if he should just leave. Maybe he wasn't home. Maybe he didn't even live there anymore. There were so many thoughts and fears running through his head that he almost forgot how to breathe. His head snapped up towards the door however when he heard it unlock and then open. His facial expression matching the other males as he stared in almost disbelief that he was still here after all this time.

Hearing his voice after so much time had passed felt like a kick to Taemin's stomach. The moment he saw Key's face he was immediately filled with so much regret and so much sadness. Just thinking about all the crap that the other had to go through and how many painful memories just being here in front of him must bring up. Taemin was almost at a loss for words but managed to get out a strangled "Y-You're still here..." That was all he could manage to get out before he had to hang his head, he didn't want Kibum to see the tears that were forming in his eyes but it was too late, tears were already making their way down his face as he let out a small choked sob.

"I-I'm so sorry! I'm so, so sorry!"

Taemin promised himself on the way here that he was going to be calm and collective and possibly get a chance to talk things through with Key but the moment he saw his face all his logical thoughts flew out of his mind and his body was filled with a sudden impact of emotions that he couldn't control or hold in.

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Starter for @immoralmemories | Key

He wondered how long it had been since he was home. Taemin was forced to fly overseas for quite some time and every day since he had left the days seemed to have merged together. He stood outside of the apartment building that he once occupied. He swallowed dryly because the last time he was here he had a life, he had someone. He wasn't sure if the same face would be here to greet him when he finally got up the courage to knock on the door.

He inhaled sharply as he started to climb the stairs that lead up to the door. He was shaking slightly but he tried his hardest to remain calm even though each step made him more and more nervous. By the time he reached the top he had finally let out a long exhale. It helped remove some of the nervousness he was feeling in his chest. He lifted his hand up and gently knocked on the door. In those moments it felt like all time had stopped. That he had been waiting for someone to answer the door for what felt like a lifetime.

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Reblog this if you don’t mind role playing with a  multi muse blog.

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*Acts innocent but is thinking about riding the fuck out of you*

#-reblogs but pretends it never happened- #rb;tae

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#Vixen~

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Taemin couldn't help the small growl that was escaping his throat. He was frightened but at the same time he was getting extremely upset with how he referred to Kibum as nothing more then a 'tool' Taemin found it incredibly ridiculous to add a rule such as 'not falling in love' it made no sense to him. You couldn't control someone's free will.  

Taemin tried to struggle out of the confined that were securing him tightly into place but it was exceptionally tight, Taemin's hands shook as he stopped realizing that all he managed to do was make his wrist raw and red to the point they started to cut open a little bit. He could feel the blood running down towards his palm. 

Taemin glared at the male. Each word that fell from his lips was like poison and it made Taemin feel sick to his stomach. every time that man opened his vile mouth Taemin felt nothing more then pure anger and hatred. He had no idea who this person was but he started the loath him the moment he was able to see his face. 

"Please Kibum, don't come here! please! I don't want you to get hurt!" Taemin managed to yell out to him.

Once again Taemin was cut off from Kibum again and Taemin had to sigh heavily. "What are you doing to do to Kibum? Don't hurt him I swear to god--" Taemin inhaled sharply as he stared down the man who look thoroughly amused with him. Even just look at the scum in front of him angered him. Although, on the inside Taemin was extremely worried for Kibum. He didn't want him to get hurt. Taemin also knew his own threats meant nothing to this person.

"You're no master-- you're just a manipulate asshole!" Taemin yelled out.

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The male let out a low laugh, it was laced with a hint of amusement as he grabbed a chair, pulling it over and spinning it around with a twist of his wrist. It was directly in front of the chair Taemin had been bound to and he took a seat, one leg crossing over the other. "Because. I don’t think Zwei is capable of doing this job anymore. He fails to remember one of the rules… You don’t fall in love, you don’t get attached. His purpose is to be a tool.”

He fell silent for only a moment, the plea of letting him go slipping in one ear and out the other. He had to hold back the laugh that he so badly wanted to let out. “Let you go-? Oh no no no, that’s not how this works. We have to see if Zwei can still make the cut. You must be really something to make him forget the rules.”

He watched him with pure amusement written all over his face that was hidden by the shadows. Truthfully, he was a sick bastard, finding some sort of twisted pleasure in the torment of capturing someone and using the closest person to them as a pawn to draw them out. It wouldn’t be long before a transmission would come in, he knew just how to work Kibum.

Kibum had used the backdoor to gain entrance into the SM building without being detected. If his memory served him correctly, what he needed to find would be in plain sight but would go unnoticed if someone didn’t know what they were looking for. Sure enough he was right, he found an envelope that was leaning against a trash bin. Rushing over he picked it up and ran into the bathroom to tear it open.

He locked himself in one of the stalls. He pulled the contents out finding a piece of paper with an address on it and a phone. He pressed a button on the side of the phone and the screen flashed on, instantly sending a call to the laptop the first transmission came from. It was answered quickly.

“He moves faster than I expected~.” He hummed and turned around, moving off the chair. “You really are something special Taemin, he’s going to do everything I ask… This is the power of his master.”

“Shut up and stop talking to him like that. I’m what you’re really after. Taemin… Whatever he says don’t listen to him. I’m going to find you and I’m going to end this… As for you, you aren’t my master anymore, you can’t control me because I’m not a pawn anymore. I found a different reason to live and that reason is sitting right there behind you!” Kibum wasn’t having any of this.

“Get to the location on the paper, you’ll find another envelope just like this one. Trust me… It’s gonna be more fun once you get here… I hope you’re not too late!” He slammed the laptop closed again, turning back towards Taemin. “Don’t be too scared. You’re just the bait, kid.”

#r;tae #para #destinedxrealities #(//sorry its a little short!//) #going to tag #trigger #for blood

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Send ✉ for an 2 AM text Send ✘ for an unsent text Send ☠ for a threatening message Send ❤ for a lusty/loving/affectionate message Send ♣ for a drunk message

#specify muse #(//My first time saying that! :D//)

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“Taemin… Taemin look at me-… Please…” 

Taemin could hear Kibum's voice but he couldn't see him. His eyes searching for the voice until his brown orbs landed on the camera in front of him. "K-Kibum?" Taemin wanted to say more but before he could the transmission ended. "W-Wait!" Taemin yelled out before hearing the person in front of him. "You know… He’s not a good person. It’s his fault you’re in this mess, but now I know he’ll do whatever his master says. Do you know what he’s done?"

Taemin lifted his head to glance up at the figure that was standing in front of him but due to the struggle back in the apartment Taemin couldn't focus properly. Taemin could only shake his head at the person. He tried to recall what had happened to him. He felt as if he had been hit by a truck. His head was pounding. He could remember there was a break in. He could remember running into his bedroom but the people who were there came straight for him, striking him down and before he could even register anything else he was out cold only to reawaken in here.

Taemin inhaled sharply before speaking out. his voice low and shaking."W-Why are you doing this...?" He lifted his head once more to try and stare down the person in front of him but his body felt incredibly weak. "Please...let me go..." swallowed loudly. Taemin was absolutely terrified from the moment he got abducted till now and it was clear to anyone who watched the boy sitting there.

He was shaking with fear of the unknown. What did these people have planned for Kibum, what was going to happen to himself, why are these people here doing this in the first place? So many questions were running through the younger males mind and his eyes stung with tears yet none of them dared to fall from his eyes.

Assassins End || Key & Taemin

Why was his stomach twisting and turning, feeling as though it was doing back flips? It was a rare feeling, especially for someone like Kibum. He was known for being out there and confident but tonight as he walked closer to his apartment that he now shared with his boyfriend. His steps became quicker, urgency obvious with each step as he got to the door. His hands were shaky as he pulled his keys out to unlock the door. Three tries was how many it took before the lock clicked open and he was able to push it open.

It all happened so fast he wasn’t even sure if it was really happening at all as he stepped in. It was a disaster, a usually clean apartment completely destroyed. It made his chest tighten as he rushed around the entire apartment, pushing doors open just to find every room empty and in as much disarray as the living room.

“Tae! Lee Taemin! If you’re in here, you better come out right now! This isn’t funny!” His voice wasn’t as strong as it could’ve been and suddenly the silence surrounded him until his attention was put towards a beeping sound from near the large window in the living room.

How did he miss this, the laptop sitting open with a transmission waiting to be answered. Rushing over he hit the call button to answer. He was completely taken back by what he saw. “Looking for this?”

“Give him back- He has nothing to do with this!” Kibum was breathing a lot heavier than he would have liked to. “Taemin… Taemin look at me-… Please…”

“That’s not going to happen, head down to the SM building, instructions will be there for you.

There was no chance for Kibum to say something else as the transmission ended the moment he opened his mouth. The male turned to look towards Taemin. "You know… He’s not a good person. It’s his fault you’re in this mess, but now I know he’ll do whatever his master says. Do you know what he’s done?

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#(//its okay I don't mind long posts!//) #r;tae #para

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