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Proof that fairies do exist...so much magic happened last night #florenceandthemachine #fatm #howbigtour #howbigtouramerica #nashville 🔮🌙✨ (at Ascend Amphitheater)

#nashville #howbigtour #fatm #florenceandthemachine #howbigtouramerica

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Starting Fresh

I hate change. Actually, scratch that. I'm afraid of change. And lately, there's been a lot of that going on in my life. Tomorrow marks the 6-weekiversary of my move to Nashville. I got a new apartment with new roommates and started a new job with a second one lined up for August. I know a grand total of 5 people here, and they've all been gallivanting out of town for the past two week. It's just been me trying to figure out what the hell I'm doing here. Here's the catch: I'm sort of loving it. All of this would have scared the shit out of the old me. The me that was too timid to venture out on my own. The me that took too much to heart the opinions of everyone around me about what I was and was not capable of. The me that was never comfortable with who I was because it's not how "normal people" do things, whatever that's supposed to mean. Maybe it's just what naturally comes with age or maybe I'm just sick of the bullshit. I haven't really figured it out. But going out on my own has been one of the best decisions I've ever made. I'm free to be whomever I feel like because no one knows who I was. There's no expectation to pretend to like the things I used to like or think the way I used to think to try to make others comfortable. I can be my quirky, introverted self and no one can do a damn thing about it. So, here's to starting anew. Rather, here's to being who I am and being happy with it.

#Nashville #introvert #happiness #new blog

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Ventured out to #nashvillefleamarket & found a few gems along the way! Side note: this outfit got me feelin' like Florence Welch & I'm here for it 🔮 #gunstreetgoods (at Nashville Flea Market)

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