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i love it when a building is alive they should do that more. i want to put my ear to the wall and hear a heartbeat

#mumbo jumbo wrote this

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need new clothes, can't keep wearing the same pants every day. But like so hard to find clothes that are comfortable when i am not comfortable in my body, and then i also like worry too much about what people see me wearing. like if i found the pants i wear all the time (favorite pants in the world very comfortable) in a store and tried them on i don't think i'd feel comfortable. Like i only want to buy something if it fills the impossible requirements of making me feel actually comfortable which makes me just never buy clothes. graaah

#should like talk to therapist about this #shouldn't have switched to biweekly. whoopsie gotta wait until the 22nd.

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#child <3

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what are people what are relationships all of it is fake rahhhh

#not going to elaborate #not about dash

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it litterly so is dude

It’s either be yourself or pee yourself dude

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I think about this interaction a lot. The grimes reply became a meme out of context and it's never funnier than the original exchange

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i think in a society where saying it was okay for the guy to steal the postconvential thing to do would be to say it was immoral? because like postconvential doesn't mean it's better it's just like. thinking outside the norm so the minority answer to any dilemma is automatically the postconvential one? maybe idk. it's like so okay to often agree with the majority, maybe not everyone opinion has to be quirky and different and the majority is right a lot of the time.

so this guy named kohlberg said that only about 20% of people achieve something called postconventional morality in which you no longer rely on society's values for your morality and morality is based on your own values. and he used the Heinz dilemma to determine who had postconventional morality where he basically asked "Heinz has a dying wife and he cannot afford the medicine that would save her, is it okay for Heinz to steal the medicine from a pharmacist?" and only about 20% of people said "it's fine because human life is more important than some pharmacist making money", which means those are the only people with postconventional morality. except most people (or at least definitely more than 20%) that i know now would agree that it was okay for him to steal the medicine. so then this creates two different possibilities: 1) more and more people are developing postconventional morality with time and/or 2) what is considered postconventional is completely different depending on your context. kohlberg did his little experiment during the 1950's and i'm sure that had he asked a group of communists, they would have all answered that it was moral for him to steal. does this mean that postconventional morality causes people to become communist, or does communism cause postconventional morality? can postconventional morality be learned? maybe we as a society are growing and getting better and developing more of an emphasis on valuing personal life over financial gain. then that would mean that if you live in a society where that is a conventional belief, believing Heinz's actions were moral puts you right back at conventional morality and there's nothing postconventional about it. yet there'd still be people in that same society who would argue that his actions weren't moral, because stealing is bad. would those people be considered less postconventional than others, or just having a different type of conventional morality? maybe certain conventional beliefs are more postconventional than others, but at what point does something stop being postconventional. because at some point it does stop. if there's different types of conventional moralities, then can there even be a postconventional morality? how do you find a question that is politically and socially neutral enough to not evoke different answers based on political thought. where do you draw the line between postconventional thought and someone who's just a freak. what about someone who usually has postconventional thought but occasionally falls back to conventional thought on certain issues. because no one can be fully postconventional all the time cause there's a reason certain beliefs are conventional, they make sense and are appealing. so basically all this to say that i think there's a third possibility and it's that kohlberg is annoying as hell and needs to shut up and postconventional morality is not a thing that even really exists or can be measured and i hate you kohlberg for saying that only 20% of people achieve postconventional morality because by saying that you are literally putting such a big limit on humans and our growth and basically saying "yeah you cant really get better than this sorry" and maybe instead of accepting that we will never achieve a certain level of thought we should strive to improve our world as much as we can!!!!! wtv.

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choices made in anger is such a crazy image. if you know what i'm talking about

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genuinely like so frustrating how much my math teacher takes the joy out of math. doesn't really understand any of the math. takes points off when i 'don't show enough work'. won't let me do the work the easy and quicker way instead of the stupid way the textbook says. the work is so simple and we have done so make worksheets on it and it's the most boring and time consuming thing ever let me do it a better way! if i figured out a better way to get the same result why do i lose points unless i go back to his way

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girls will find out estrogen could be like only a few months away and go from gloomy summer hater to happiest person alive loves the sun love and joy

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started like bruising really easily and my limbs feel like extra weak and a little bit asleep all the time. uh like definitely due to taking albuterol too much. so fucked up that they can't make a medicine that just fixes you and has no negative affects. forcing myself not to take albuterol anymore but the cough is so bad without it. my throat hurts and my voice is gonna be gone again. like litterly what am i supposed to do anymore. when i went to doctor last time they were just like 'hey might last for two months whatever there's nothing we can do bye bye'. like there's gotta be something i can do right. this is very bad game design, i hope god patches it soon

have to choose between coughing really bad and my throat hurts a lot and it's hard to breathe or take albuterol 2-3 times a day (too often) (looked up the side effects and they're like so bad) and be all shaky and weird. also have to choose if i should do it at home where it is bearable but miss out on friends and get behind on school work or go to school and drive (awful) (can only hold the wheel at like 5 and 7 instead of 10 and 2 because my arms are so weak) and feel so frail and unable to function

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have to choose between coughing really bad and my throat hurts a lot and it's hard to breathe or take albuterol 2-3 times a day (too often) (looked up the side effects and they're like so bad) and be all shaky and weird. also have to choose if i should do it at home where it is bearable but miss out on friends and get behind on school work or go to school and drive (awful) (can only hold the wheel at like 5 and 7 instead of 10 and 2 because my arms are so weak) and feel so frail and unable to function

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doctor just told me there's nothing they can do and i probably have bronchitis and it might take a whole month to go away. uhm NOT cool, when are they gonna invent lungs that are good

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i like totally manifested being sick longer so sad. today my cat was meowing and i tried to meow at him so he would come over to me like i usually do but i litterly did not make a sound. like such a weird feeling to try and speak and just nothing happens. hope the doctor fixes me tomorrow

maybe being sick and cozy and it hurts when i open my eyes for too long playing the new stardew valley update i randomly found out about when i opened steam is exactly the spring break i needed

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maybe being sick and cozy and it hurts when i open my eyes for too long playing the new stardew valley update i randomly found out about when i opened steam is exactly the spring break i needed

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maybe everyone should use the women's restroom. so much better. uh not cleaner but it's just such a better layout. makes it seem like a place just for using the bathroom where men's bathrooms always seem too open and like people everywhere. idk just so much more private and normal, urinals are the number one problem with society.

#using women's bathroom was a big moment for me