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grabe ang erasmo brain rot raynaww ang lala hehe

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Entry #14

June 7, 2023 ; 2:22 am

Np: Better than revenge (cuz malapit na speak now tv :D)

Ok intro lang… naiinis aq kernsir p/ads 🤣🤣🤣 di niya pinansin e-mail ko di ko to deserve (cheret) pero n e ways im over that ahahahahaha

just wanna update u (wow sino kausap mo girl??????,,?,??!?!) na i think (emphasis sa think chour) na you’re doing well naman (ok gaslight pa!!) hahahahaha de pero i think im ok naman :)))

btw, i’m currently obsessed with this wp author rn si huly4n tangina super grabe stories niya?? cant believer im saying this pero mas magaling siya kay j ahahahahaa well for me kasi ewan ko feel ko totoo chracters niya ganon? As of now, desiderium pati mula ngayon (both on-going niya) so INCASE I READ THIS SA FUTURE CHECK MO WATTPAD niya BAKA KAKO TAPOS NA HEHE (ok happy for u future self)

Ok so ayon sana maging financially stable na kami and sila tita cha and sila nanay and everyone hehe pag talaga yumaman ako nakoooo :>>>

N e ways wala lang natandaan ko lang na may ganto ako so might as well update XDD ayern langggg okii adioooos! magbasa ka na lang ghorl

Baka next na basa ko neto med student na ako (wahahaha sana) pero of hindi, ok lang naman, BASTA TUMULOY KA GHORL (oo sign to!)

OK BYEEEE

YOU FUTURE DOKTORA (KKAYANIN, PIPILITIN),

Alecs 🤍 (ps. i2 na name want q ipakilala wahahaha)

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Entry #13

12/5/22 - 3:41 am

Hi!! Idk when was the last time I wrote something here :)

Honestly, I was having a very very bad night since the NMAT results would be available TODAY!! I know the my PR would be low or average at best but lord pls sana nobo mga nakasabay ko! 😆😆 cheret!!

But anyways when I plan on writing here again, i was sad (like literally 10 mins ago) BUT i reread my first entry up to the latest and WTF nalagpasan ko lahat ng yon! HAHAHAHA

Can’t help but giggle and smile on how I struggle back when I was in college (YES, YOUR GIRL OFFICIALLY GRADUATED LAST AUGUST 5!!!!) and it makes me think to myself that I guess bad days are normal and all I can do is to enjoy the now cuz in the future, when I think back, I’m just gonan laugh this all off (yes, kasi natatawa talaga ako kanina while reading my old entries!) HAHAAHHA

N e ways I’m so so happy I decided to start this paeudo blog it literally became my comfort space (i guess)

We went to Nanay’s house pala kanina and OMG super laki ng ginanda and inayos!! mag sleepover ako don next week wahahahaha!! I hope it would get even better :>>

I’m currently doing commissions again btw, and it’s doing actually really well and I hope this continues :>>>

N e ways, goodluck to me since the next day, malalaman ko na PR ko!!

Hoping for something better than 50!!! LORD PLEASE!!

I’ll update once I know my results LOL (wish me luck)

YOUR FUTURE DOKTORA ITAGA MO SA BATO,

ALECS 🤍

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ENTRY #12

JUNE 30, 2022 (AGAIN)

LORD IS THIS A FUCKINNG SIGN 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💗💗💗💗💗🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

(SA COMMS TO GIRL, INCASE DI MO NA TANDA HAHAHAHA)

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ENTRY #11

June 30, 2022 // 20:42

Hi! It’s me again… WOW it’s already been a year since I last wrote something here :)) So I actually feel sad and d*pressed the last couple of weeks (or months, even) you know the feeling when your chest just feels so heavy as if someone’s pushing against it? Well yeah, I oftene experience that now. I think I’ll make two entries today (one is after i read all my past entries). So well, I’ve started this small diary, well obv for myself, to let out my insecurities and random thoughts even though i know it’s never gonna reach someone.

So i am now officially graduating (well, in aug must 5). So I’m not having a latin award, which made me puke, cry, and be in a state of self doubt for a couple of months/weeks now. But slowly, I think I’m getting gonna get over it. I know I can. I admit it’s not true that these are just awards. These are indications that you habe done well in that 4 years of suffering. But this does not end me. I will not let this latin honor name be a burden, insead, I’ll use it as a motivation, that I know that Inshould work harder!

I still have a very heavy chest but I’m getting by. Special thanks to my parents that trully supported me. To my college, jhs, and shs friends. To DD, who always makes sure that I am loved and appreciated. I wanna say it here since I don’t have the guts to pose these thinngs on my fb account. But yeah, I wanna pursue more and achieve more and shwo people that I can still do it and be successful. But I thinking of getting an MBA for the past couple of days and I’m still undecided. (Although my parent REALLY wanted me to go to med school)

So yeah

Your future (hopefully) doktora,

Alecs (iykyk) 🫶🏻

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Entry #10

March 8, 2021 // 16:07

ok so i guess i decided to tell it al now but maybe i’ll not be in the mood since it’s in the middle of the afternoon and i just woke up from a nap but ugh who cares

ok so have you ever felt left out??? like left out but not entirely?? like u know there’s some boundary or you just suddenly feel out of place. like ur afraid and too embarrass to ask what’s up or what’s new bc people do not tell it to you automatically?? like they all know this certain something and u just pretend to laugh it off since you actually don’t know a single thing hahahha it’s really ahrd to explain but i always feel that. maybe becaus ei havet his stupid dtrict parents and i’m missing all the fun or maybe i’m just really scared to get out of my comfort zone????? 

i have a lot in my head right now actually... and i can’t seem to put it into words maybe tonight or some other time, where the sun is out and i can think clearly. it jsut makes so much difference but yeah, see u. that’s all for this short entry, just a bunch of random thoughts.

i hope i’ll be able to post my clear thoughts next *cross fingers*

ur future doctor, sam

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Entry #9

Date: March 5, 2021 // 0:56 am

I hate that I have a sensitive ass.

I hate that ‘m always anxious at everything.

I hate that I notice little things and details.

I just hate it.

You know, I was supposed to write here just a few days ago but I forgot lol

Well anyways, the new reblocking completely sucks :( The friend taht I’m most comfortable with is not in the same block as me. My supposed groupmates in thesis are not in my block also and so I legit ovethinked again, thinking that I’ll have no group members with me :(((

BUTTT luckily, I’ve used my thickfaced self (which took DAYS of preparataion bc i hate my shy and overthinking ass) to ask my other friend if she wants to group with me :> and luckily, she said yessssss

So yeah, that’s that.

I’m currently in my third year (2nd semester) right now and it jsut makes me WOW because when I first decided to make entries here I was just a freshman huhuhu (ok i’m just actually proud of myself kkk)

anyways i’ll probably be back tomorrow (hopefully, we’ll see if i actually remember lol) because i have something to open up about lol

ok so anyways adios!

your future doktora, sam

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Entry #8 - 01/27/21 14:46

So hello! I haven’t been able to update this sorta diary(-ish) tumblr of mine because:

A. I’m too lazy (no excuses for that)

B. School’s been really hectic (i h8 online classes ok?!)

C. A lot has really been going on

Okay so first thing I wanna say is that the ship I was talking about on my previous post is now CANON <3_<3

AAAAAAAA ALL THOSE INTERNET FIGHTS (yes, i did participated u_u) ARE SUPER WORTH IT

big slap for dria, that girl who calls us losyang lol (ikaw pinaka ayaw ko ok)

Turns out their “baby” is a manipulative + obsessed b* lol

Anywayss, I’m really happy that my ship turned canon :D

wait why did it suddenly became bold... the text i mean.... ok since im too lazy to change that uhm let’s just move on...

Anyways i just recently bought the Until Trilogy Bundle for 2K, which was actually cheap since the price range was about 2.5k-4k since it is rare T_T ++++ I get to help a co-fan for her father’s hospital bills :))) I hope her father would be well!!! If anyone is seeing this, please pray for him!!

Okay so enough about my fangirling life...

I’ve recently been into arts btw :D Though I’m having hard time finding commissions rn since i’m too busy for school :((((

Okay so yeah, I think that just probably it....

Anyways school is ok now and i’m kinda coping lol i just hate this wxperiment that we’ve been doing aince 1/5 of my planta died T_T

I’m trying this no roce diet ( wish me luck ) lol!!!

Bye!!!

Your future doctor,

Sam

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currently playing:

1.) samson - regina spektor

2.) Hahahahasula — kurt fick

3.) maybe this time

4.) shut up and dance

JOSSREI MY PARENTS PLS BE CANON

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Entry #7 9/1/20 1:23 am

I just tried this new font thingy in tumblr lol. So this is actually not school related (sorta) but like cuz our classes are moved on october 5 (yey)

So yeahhhh, I’ve been too hooked to this story made by jonaxx entitled To Fall Again. AND GODDD I HOPE RENIELLA IS THE JGIRL!!!!

I just don’t see mapple as one (im so sorry pls dont attack me)

Currently on Kabanata 14 and i really really really love rei. joss and her would become a power couple myghaD!!!!

So i think that’s my tot for the day (yeah, it’s short)

i’ll come back here once the story is finished lol

Adiosss ✌🏻

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photodump of my doggos pt.1

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Entry # 6 12/20/19

Christmas season is coming!!! 🎁🎊

and you know what that means....

our grades would be finally up!

mygod! i have never been this anxious before!

so far, i’ve a got a barrly passing grade in analytical chemistry lab and i’m so thankful for it! But what i’m most nervouse about is my anachem grades! I swear to gad i did so bad on that subject!

I just need a christma smiracle plssss

I don’t care about the gifts and money anymore! I just want to pass this damn class!

Mam sbnd! You’re a bad professor (but maybe i’m also a bad student) HONESTLY!

i legit did not understand mos tof the lessons and she said that there wouldn’t be a grade consultation for us >:(

I hate this feeling!!!

PLS JUST PLS I NEED A MIRACLE :(((

love,

Your future doctor, sam

PS. 12/21/19 UPDATE***

I PASSED ANALYTICAL CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!! OMGGGG

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Entry# 5

July 3, 2019

Wow it’s been 9 months since I’ve last posted here. I’m happy to say that I’ver survived my first year as a Biology student. This is my 5/5 month vacation which means I’m gonna be a in secondy year college next month xxxxxx I guess things are going pretty well. But sad to say that I’m still not comfortable with my classmates especially to other people. I’m glad tho that I’m in the same class with one of my friend. I just watched Far From Home and I can legit say that it was one of the BESTEST movie ever! I’m so excited for the next one! I hope my second year in college would be good to me xxx Ily

your future doctor,

sam :)

ps. if you’re reading this from the future i just wanted to say that tom holland is fucking hot and you’re inlvoe with a person you met online (:

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Entry # 4

Date: october 25, 2018;; thursday.

Hi guys! I actually feel a lot better than the last post i’ve made. I guess it’s because i manahed to get pass the first semester without failing any of my subjects. My professors are making me nervous though. It’s the first week of classes and i’m actually not liking my profs lol!!!! But all in all, thinngs are going on smoothly.

I’be settled muself woth my own circle of friends and i feel more hella comfortable then the first semester. I plan to study more frequently so i wouldn’t have trouble like the last time. I aye shawarma rice a while ako btw hehe.

Hope everything would turn good and okay!!!!

- your future doktora 💓

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Entry #3

Date: August 17, 2018

I feel down and sad AGAIN!

wow seems kike I only put an entry here everytime something’s troubling me. I failed a major exam, failed a quiz and I have trouble inregards to class standing. I don’t know what to do na! I don’t even know if BS Bio is really the right course for me!

My classmates are damn toxic. Why are they like that?! It may seem they look friendly at first but when you’re on the edge of a cliff, they’ll br the one to push you thus resulting you to fall down. I hate this! I actually miss my STEM 12-2 i’m failing in zoology, botany, and God I don’t know what!

Maybe it’s my study habits or whatever and I promise I would change my plans and how I study. I procrastinate everytime and I don’t know what to do anymore. I may look okay and I may be smiling on the outside but I am really broke and in need of a friend inside. Please please send me someone to open up to. College is a whole new level. It seems like I haven’t studied enough for everything! I have dailed many test and I would like to quit really bad but my will to carry on and move forward is much greater!! I can do this!! Those are all just obstacles that I can overcome!

PITIK KALANG DOC G!

I CAN OVERCOME YOU!

Strongly full of will, Sam 🏆

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Late post 💓 / Entry #2

June 18, 2018

21:52

I feel empty again for whatever reason. I’m in the point in life wherein when the teacher appointed a group work by pair, I’d be the one with no partner or I’d be the one who gets to be with the other person that nobody choses. The last time I felt this way was just a week ago when my classmate and I did not have a group. You can see the people around you to go to their own circle of friends and group each other while we are still here hoping that some kid who hasn’t got his group yet would approach us. I hate this feeling. As if everyone is having a good time and socializing while you’re still there stuck in the abyss of darkness. Anxiety crawling up to every bit of your existence. I know this phase would eventually pass but I am currently in that phase right now and I am feeling really scared, embarrassed, sad, spell it all out! I wish I would have my own circle of friends and be myself again. I admit I am always putting a wall between me and my classmates but it is because I feel like they do not really want to talk to me or I’ll just annoy them. This feeling terribly sucks! I hope the next days would be better and the following weeks would be realky happier that today’s. I honestly niss my old classmates :-((

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Entry # 1 - Hard time coping

6/13/18 - ⛈

It’s wednesday evening as I write this first entry ever!! It’s quite rainy and I do hope that the classes would be suspended. I’ve decided to starts this diary sort-of blog so that I could have something to look forward to- to remind me that I should keep pushing forward towards my goal.

I’m having trouble coping up right now since It’s my first week ( second na technically haha) in uni and to be honest, It’s not fun at all!! Haha, I hope this perspective would change just like what happened during my SHS days. College is hard and my teacher in Botany is a so called “monster” teacher because she gave tres to most of her students. I’m wuite scared and excited at the same time since I know that having her as my professor would be an advantage since I’ll put much effort to the subject( hopefully).

So we went to the hospital this morning because my father is having an allergy. But he was discharged immediately since it has already been addressed. I hope he would get better because his face i really swollen.

I don’t know if someone I know would read this but if you’re one of those people, then welcome :—)

I do hope that I’ll gain a bunch of friends since I’m still having trouble gaining new friends because of different reason- one is ofc, my weight. People would not like me because of my appeatance so I do hope that they’ll take time to fully know me.

Well, that’s it for my thoughts for today. I do hope the following days would be better!!

-Your future doctor, Sam 💓