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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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Psalms 30:5

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this was a dream

#dddg

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might have already posted about this on here before, but

i realized i am not selective with whom i love. i can fall in love with anyone i talk about life with. or hopes and dreams with. i am just selective with who i give my attention to.

#ddd

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endings

#dddg

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"am I being annoying" are you aware that my heart is trying to crawl out of my chest to get to you

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“I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,

or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:

I love you as one loves certain obscure things,

secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries

the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,

and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose

from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,

I love you directly without problems or pride:

I love you like this because I don’t know any other way

to love,

except in this form in which I am not nor are you,

so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,

so close that your eyes close with my dreams.”

~ Pablo Neruda XVIi

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yokohama bay, spring 2023

#ddd #yokohama #hikawamaru

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stop trying to love the red flags out of people

#ddd

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“When we catch eyes at that stupid party

I know exactly what to do

I'll take your hand, and we will leave

French exits from me & you”

Don’t Delete The Kisses - Wolf Alice / Frances Ha / Normal People / Daisy Jones & The Six (x) / Me and My Husband - Mitski

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things i look forward to:

proctoring in the csc exam again, next sunday

baguio trip, late august

getting promoted at work

san vicente & el nido trip, mid sept

taylor swift eras tour in tokyo, winter 2024

things i want to do but i am scared of actually doing / am still gathering the energy and means for:

chicago late 2023 or summer 2024

toronto summer 2024

organizing my room

talking to strangers and making new friends

#ddd

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his legal name being 'and ken' is so genius he's literally just barbie's accessory this movie is for real men

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— Richard Siken, I Had a Dream About You from Crush (via lunamonchtuna)

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— Paul Guest, from “1987.”

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Above Ground, Clint Smith

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i feel it all over again

#dddg