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hyunjin gets so nervous every time he initiates things with you. whether it be the first time he talks to you, the first date, or even the first time holding hands. he takes these little steps seriously — hence his anxiety every time he initiates them. the first time he holds your hand, he had to give himself a pep talk and a strategy to go about. needs to be casual but meaningful!!! would nudge your hand softly as you walk in the outskirts of town, his face flushed.

"do you want to holds hands?" hyunjin would ask, "we don't have to if — oh."

when he feels you interlock your fingers together, hyunjin's face would turn even redder, muttering a thank you and rubbing patterns onto your palm.

#not me smiling in public…

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i just feel strongly that work shouldnt be the Main Activity of five days out of the week

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Enya Umanzor’s custom Blythe Doll

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haruki murakami, norwegian wood

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oh fuck *falls back into old habits* *screen fades to black* *level loading* TIP: your belief that you are incapable of changing for the better will become a self fulfilling prophecy if left unchallenged

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shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

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tokyo google maps

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私はあなたが最初にデート、キスした人、あるいは最初の恋人じゃないかもしれませんが、あなたの最後の人になりたいです。

I may not be your first date, kiss, or love, but I want to be your last.

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♪ mazzy star - flowers in december

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Sylvia Plath — Soliloquy of the Solipsist

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