willys-wittle-willy

[willys-wittle-willy]

I'm sorry

Let me just say from the bottom of my heart I am sorry,I'm shaking right now I am truly sorry to everyone who I have hurt or upset. For years I have been lying about things online,I compulsively do it,I also have no reason to do it,I lie and I lie and I always end up hurting others due to my lying but who I am really isn't anything,we do go by Connor or William,we are all nonbinary and not straight, I am autistic and I do ship pedophilla/abuse/incest/etc and I do feel bad for everything,I've been wanting to make this apology for a while and I just I mess up,there is no excuse for me to be lying and for me to go out of my way to hurt others,I don't have an excuse I dont have a fucking reasons I'm just fucking retatrded,I fucked everything up,Since 2018 I have been lying about my age,I have been telling others I am older than I'm actually am,I am around the age of 14-16 and I am so so fucking sorry,I don't know why I wanted people to think I was some creep,I do have bad and disgusting thoughts about hurting people my age but me as older than i am and it make me sick and I am sorry,I don't know why I did anything,I want way to fucking far,Anyone who angrily messgae me I sent them ns//fw art and I am sorry,I don't know why I did that I truly don't and I'm done lying,I'm done hurting others and I'm just done,I have no life,I have no personality nothing about me is interesting and I am sorry,like genuinely sorry ,we fucke dup and I know it and I can't fucking fix anything it's all out of my control and hands and there nothing I can really do besides simply saying I'm sorry and I will be archiving the edits I made and I will no longer will be using others art and I might stop wiriting and I'm so sorry,I just meant to make some people mad and cause some kind of chaos just for fun but than my ex messaged me and we started talking and I started getting feelings for her so I didn't want to drop the act I had,I am not blaming her ,she did nothing wrong and I am sorry,I never meant to hurt you or anyone,and I lied and I lied and I feel shittiy about it I feel horrible terrible and empty and numb and I am sorry,I use to do other really cruel things to others for attetion for something to happen I can't explain because I have no true reasons behind any of this but the guilt is killing me and I can't stop thinking about all the people and no one has to belive me and no one had to trust me or forgive me or tell me they feel bad for me because I am in the wrong,I am in the wrong and I cause all of these problems for no reason and I can't explain it,I can't explain my thought process I truly cannot and I am truly truly truly so sorry,I am sorry for all the people ptsd and tramua I triggered I am sorry for everyone who I made uncomfortable and I'm sorry to my ex for abusing you ,I really didnt mean to and I am sorry to anyone else I hurt , I'm done with hurting people I'm done with upsetting others and I am done,simple as that I am done causing others pain and I am done,I am sorry and I will no longer interact with anyone who I have hurt and I will simply keep to myself and I am sorry,I might disapper for a while but will answer dm andnshit and just I'm sorry,I over stepped so many lines and boundries and I just hurt others and I dont have an excuse sure I'm I'm tramuatized but that doesn't excuse anything and I am sorry Like so fucking sorry and I am the only one in the wrong and I am the only one who needs to face consequences and I am just sorry and I just can't keep lying to others and I am sorry for everything,I use to go by arrow on here and fuck if you remember all that drama then yeah that me and that my real age I just can't lie anymore,,,and I dont epxect you all to belive me and that ok,,just know I am sorry and that I will be stopping

@williamizgay @foxybroz @sisterlocationz

@squipjer-shippers-safe-space

[willys-wittle-willy]

No one has to believe me and no one has to forgive me just understand that I'm being hosent and I have nothing to hide anymore

[willys-wittle-willy]

@squipjer-shippers-safe-space @williamizgay

I'm sorry

Let me just say from the bottom of my heart I am sorry,I'm shaking right now I am truly sorry to everyone who I have hurt or upset. For years I have been lying about things online,I compulsively do it,I also have no reason to do it,I lie and I lie and I always end up hurting others due to my lying but who I am really isn't anything,we do go by Connor or William,we are all nonbinary and not straight, I am autistic and I do ship pedophilla/abuse/incest/etc and I do feel bad for everything,I've been wanting to make this apology for a while and I just I mess up,there is no excuse for me to be lying and for me to go out of my way to hurt others,I don't have an excuse I dont have a fucking reasons I'm just fucking retatrded,I fucked everything up,Since 2018 I have been lying about my age,I have been telling others I am older than I'm actually am,I am around the age of 14-16 and I am so so fucking sorry,I don't know why I wanted people to think I was some creep,I do have bad and disgusting thoughts about hurting people my age but me as older than i am and it make me sick and I am sorry,I don't know why I did anything,I want way to fucking far,Anyone who angrily messgae me I sent them ns//fw art and I am sorry,I don't know why I did that I truly don't and I'm done lying,I'm done hurting others and I'm just done,I have no life,I have no personality nothing about me is interesting and I am sorry,like genuinely sorry ,we fucke dup and I know it and I can't fucking fix anything it's all out of my control and hands and there nothing I can really do besides simply saying I'm sorry and I will be archiving the edits I made and I will no longer will be using others art and I might stop wiriting and I'm so sorry,I just meant to make some people mad and cause some kind of chaos just for fun but than my ex messaged me and we started talking and I started getting feelings for her so I didn't want to drop the act I had,I am not blaming her ,she did nothing wrong and I am sorry,I never meant to hurt you or anyone,and I lied and I lied and I feel shittiy about it I feel horrible terrible and empty and numb and I am sorry,I use to do other really cruel things to others for attetion for something to happen I can't explain because I have no true reasons behind any of this but the guilt is killing me and I can't stop thinking about all the people and no one has to belive me and no one had to trust me or forgive me or tell me they feel bad for me because I am in the wrong,I am in the wrong and I cause all of these problems for no reason and I can't explain it,I can't explain my thought process I truly cannot and I am truly truly truly so sorry,I am sorry for all the people ptsd and tramua I triggered I am sorry for everyone who I made uncomfortable and I'm sorry to my ex for abusing you ,I really didnt mean to and I am sorry to anyone else I hurt , I'm done with hurting people I'm done with upsetting others and I am done,simple as that I am done causing others pain and I am done,I am sorry and I will no longer interact with anyone who I have hurt and I will simply keep to myself and I am sorry,I might disapper for a while but will answer dm andnshit and just I'm sorry,I over stepped so many lines and boundries and I just hurt others and I dont have an excuse sure I'm I'm tramuatized but that doesn't excuse anything and I am sorry Like so fucking sorry and I am the only one in the wrong and I am the only one who needs to face consequences and I am just sorry and I just can't keep lying to others and I am sorry for everything,I use to go by arrow on here and fuck if you remember all that drama then yeah that me and that my real age I just can't lie anymore,,,and I dont epxect you all to belive me and that ok,,just know I am sorry and that I will be stopping

@williamizgay @foxybroz @sisterlocationz

@squipjer-shippers-safe-space

[willys-wittle-willy]

I'm sorry

Let me just say from the bottom of my heart I am sorry,I'm shaking right now I am truly sorry to everyone who I have hurt or upset. For years I have been lying about things online,I compulsively do it,I also have no reason to do it,I lie and I lie and I always end up hurting others due to my lying but who I am really isn't anything,we do go by Connor or William,we are all nonbinary and not straight, I am autistic and I do ship pedophilla/abuse/incest/etc and I do feel bad for everything,I've been wanting to make this apology for a while and I just I mess up,there is no excuse for me to be lying and for me to go out of my way to hurt others,I don't have an excuse I dont have a fucking reasons I'm just fucking retatrded,I fucked everything up,Since 2018 I have been lying about my age,I have been telling others I am older than I'm actually am,I am around the age of 14-16 and I am so so fucking sorry,I don't know why I wanted people to think I was some creep,I do have bad and disgusting thoughts about hurting people my age but me as older than i am and it make me sick and I am sorry,I don't know why I did anything,I want way to fucking far,Anyone who angrily messgae me I sent them ns//fw art and I am sorry,I don't know why I did that I truly don't and I'm done lying,I'm done hurting others and I'm just done,I have no life,I have no personality nothing about me is interesting and I am sorry,like genuinely sorry ,we fucke dup and I know it and I can't fucking fix anything it's all out of my control and hands and there nothing I can really do besides simply saying I'm sorry and I will be archiving the edits I made and I will no longer will be using others art and I might stop wiriting and I'm so sorry,I just meant to make some people mad and cause some kind of chaos just for fun but than my ex messaged me and we started talking and I started getting feelings for her so I didn't want to drop the act I had,I am not blaming her ,she did nothing wrong and I am sorry,I never meant to hurt you or anyone,and I lied and I lied and I feel shittiy about it I feel horrible terrible and empty and numb and I am sorry,I use to do other really cruel things to others for attetion for something to happen I can't explain because I have no true reasons behind any of this but the guilt is killing me and I can't stop thinking about all the people and no one has to belive me and no one had to trust me or forgive me or tell me they feel bad for me because I am in the wrong,I am in the wrong and I cause all of these problems for no reason and I can't explain it,I can't explain my thought process I truly cannot and I am truly truly truly so sorry,I am sorry for all the people ptsd and tramua I triggered I am sorry for everyone who I made uncomfortable and I'm sorry to my ex for abusing you ,I really didnt mean to and I am sorry to anyone else I hurt , I'm done with hurting people I'm done with upsetting others and I am done,simple as that I am done causing others pain and I am done,I am sorry and I will no longer interact with anyone who I have hurt and I will simply keep to myself and I am sorry,I might disapper for a while but will answer dm andnshit and just I'm sorry,I over stepped so many lines and boundries and I just hurt others and I dont have an excuse sure I'm I'm tramuatized but that doesn't excuse anything and I am sorry Like so fucking sorry and I am the only one in the wrong and I am the only one who needs to face consequences and I am just sorry and I just can't keep lying to others and I am sorry for everything,I use to go by arrow on here and fuck if you remember all that drama then yeah that me and that my real age I just can't lie anymore,,,and I dont epxect you all to belive me and that ok,,just know I am sorry and that I will be stopping

@williamizgay @foxybroz @sisterlocationz

@squipjer-shippers-safe-space

[willys-wittle-willy]

It's been a while since I log into here but i am now ok with stating my new url @iambaby420

[willys-wittle-willy]

Ask are off if you need me dm me but I probably wont reply for a while

[willys-wittle-willy]

I wish I could’ve been a mutual. Also I feel like people may dislike that I’ve been on your side but you remind me so much of how my now current friend used to be so I just, have already felt, okay to be on ur side? In a way. But still.

Hey I was just about to turn off ask but then saw this if you want you may dm me 

[willys-wittle-willy]

I am not deactivating this blog but I will be leaving it and no longer using it,I am going to be logged out of it compelty and already made a new one once this posts,I hope you all can understand that I simply can't use this blog anymore, I will refollow some mutuals ,I will still have this blog up and so will. E my apologize I wont post my new url or anything here,I will give out my new url to mutuals and freinds and that it,everyone else will be ignored ,and that all I have to say,good bye

[willys-wittle-willy]

You don’t owe us a response or anything, it’s okay Connor. You don’t owe anyone anything. Especially an apology, because you already have apologized.

[willys-wittle-willy]

Y’all are basically like “well if YOU LIED abt other shit you MUST HAVE L I E D abt ur TRAUMA!!!¡¡!!” And that’s not good. People handle trauma differently. Some people who have been assaulted get hyper sexual, instead of a sexual repulsion. Are you gonna invalidate that?

Ye

#sorry if im not giving real answers and just posting you guys anons

[willys-wittle-willy]

“They don’t want to change”obviously theyre taking the time now to try&change. Theyre admitting to it now.You saying they never have in the past&acting like well they never did anything in thePastSowhy now?Thats basically acting like the change wont happen.Were all aware that hey,this isnt the best person,weve allMademistakes.I can say I’ve lied&said I’m older,out of loneliness.Maybe that’s not their reasonButyou all never seem to take a moment&thinkDidsomething happen for things to be this way

^^^

[willys-wittle-willy]

Tell that other anon to come off of anon. Because they aren’t helping you they are breaking you down. You’ve apologized and if they can’t accept then they need to walk out of your life. Please just think hard about any drastic decisions.

#thank i dont think they will #but yeah i got a bunch other negatives anons and i dont know

[willys-wittle-willy]

if you're truly sorry, i recommend deleting all the harmful things youve ever created- this includes your fanfictions and reblogs of incest/pedophilia. i even recommend deleting your blog in whole and just starting fresh, dude.

Maybe I'm not sure what to do

[willys-wittle-willy]

Hey bro, I Obviously don’t have the whole story but I’m pretty sure if you give it time people will forgive you and hopefully forget. But you can always just join new fandoms (that’s what I’ve done) and move on. And everything will get better. As long as you don’t carry your guilt with you everything will get better. Forgive yourself (because that’s all you can do) and move on.

💘

[willys-wittle-willy]

if you were actually sympathetic over your actions you wouldn’t be so reluctant to changing. you wouldn’t be so impervious to people telling you what you’re doing is wrong. you’re going to wind up in consequential trouble if you don’t help yourself, where you can’t just have a second chance.

Taht why I'm apgolziging now??

[willys-wittle-willy]

you gonna bring up the fact that you lied about your CSA and didn't care if someone has CSA and told them to grow a spine?

I am a victim of csa what do you mean?

[willys-wittle-willy]

if you're truly sorry, i recommend deleting all the harmful things youve ever created- this includes your fanfictions and reblogs of incest/pedophilia. i even recommend deleting your blog in whole and just starting fresh, dude.

Maybe I'm not sure what to do