whyrusoblue

[whyrusoblue]

[whyrusoblue]

people who arent anorexic are skinnier than you

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Today one of my coworkers told me “you’re so pretty and skinny!” I could fucking scream, this is everything.

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adark.lana

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i only get called beautiful when i lose weight

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It’ll get easier. As soon as you start seeing the results. The flat stomach. The thigh gaps. The comfort when sitting down. No more need to hide in big clothes. The easiness will come from being satisfied when you look in the mirror. Everything will be easier. You won’t even have to think about doing it. As soon as you see the results, it gets so easy, like it’s happening on its own.

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"What do you want for Christmas?" to magically wake up 20 pounds less, please.

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Calling binging for a few days 🌟 recovery 🌟 because I'm delusional

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shes so pretty and small. i know if i looked like her it would all be okay. if i was smaller, prettier, lovely like her.. he would want me. i would be more than a curiosity to him.

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I wanna be the “she has an ed and everybody knows it but nobody tries to stop her” girl

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the urge to weigh myself multiple times a day even though it won't change anything

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If ur not in a terrible mood and a massive bitch. Ur not hungry enough.

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the food you craved for an hour or

the body you wanted your whole life ✨

it’s your choice…

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i have no self control and it's disgusting. i need to get ahold of myself and not be god damn pig

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having ana but not being sk1nny is such a weird feeling bc people aren’t worried about the fact you have an e/d bc you’re not yet underweight/sk1nny enough to be a concern

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unpopular opinion: Starving when you're happy > Starving when you're sad