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maybe if i never googled how long i had to cycle to burn off a bowl of cheerios out of curiosity last year things would be different...

#ed rant #ed bullshit #ed relapse #tw ana rant #ed dairy #tw a4a #i just want to be thin #th1nsp1ration

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having a skinnier boy bsf is not for the weak 😭

#ed relapse #ed rant #tw ana rant #a4a motivation #tw a4a #ed dairy #i just want to be thin

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I am NOT giving føød to my ɓødy till it finishes with all the f@t on my th1ghs.

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You don't deserve to eat.

you deserve to feel clean.

you deserve to be beautiful.

you deserve to be desired.

You deserve to receive looks and favors simply for being beautiful.

But that won't happen until you're skinny enough.

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Restriction is the easy part.

Waiting. That’s the part that sucks. That’s where the real test is.

To myself: Just remember how quickly all the days not being thin passed. And the regret you felt for not restricting, for keeping yourself at a weight you’re ashamed of. These days will pass just as quickly. The only difference is, at the end of each day, you’re one step closer to your UGW.

No matter how little you lose, no matter if you see no difference day to day - if you stick to your plan without fail, you WILL get to your UGW. It’s a fact.

So every day, no matter how torturous it is to restrict while still at a higher weight without the satisfaction of thinness, be grateful and patient. If you’ve stuck to your plan, you are one step closer to your dreams.

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Summers soon so here is some bønespø/th1nspø for you

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the second bite isn't gonna taste any different to the first, put it down honey <3.

#tw disordered eating #tw a4a #an4rexia #ed without the sheeran

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video of fat growing i found on tiktok to suppress your appetite

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ughhh guys i js went for a 9km hardcore run after eating chocolate all day and i feel so unwell now help me 😭

#ed rant #ed relapse #ed without the sheeran #i just want to be thin #tw a4a #tw ana rant

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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please reblog this if your an active 4ñ@ account active march 2024 🫶🏻 also looking for moooots 💋

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meanwhile on ed twt...

i'm crying someone on ed twt put a pic of HITLER and captioned it 'he's chubspo ngl' like oh yh girly bc that's what was wrong with adolf hitler 😭

#ed relapse #ed rant #tw ana rant #an4rexia #ed without the sheeran #th1nsp1ration

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i js wanna say fatspo ac makes me so uncomfortable. i get that ana can make u think negative thought abt fat people's bodies, but pls keep that shit to urself. having an ed doesn't give u the right to be a disgusting piece of shit on the internet attacking completely random ppl for simply existing, all bc u feel sad abt ur own life. smh some ppl are so beyond the 'touch grass' stage they need to be molesting it atp.

(aimed at ed twt ofc)

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Ed twt

lad ed twt is so fucking strange like i js saw a post of some bitch attacking some random woman for gaining weight in recovery? 💀

#ed relapse #ed rant #ed without the sheeran #ed dairy #tw ana rant #ana stuff

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Finding my old pics is so fun!!!!

(I wanna starve myself to death now)

#ed relapse #ed rant #tw ana rant #ed without the sheeran #ana stuff