when-the-day-is-over

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Nem hiszem, hogy az emberek megértik, mennyire stresszes elmagyarázni, mi zajlik le benned, amikor még te magad sem érted.

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Yes, I'm thinking about you right now.

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Csak egy kurva ölelésre vágyok...

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Therapist: now what do we do when we run out of depression meds?

Me: ...crack open a cold monster and make jokes

Therapist: no...

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Why is my brain telling me that no one would miss me when I die?

That no one would notice or care.

Worse part is why am I believing it?

-me

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I have nothing to look forward to. I have no future worth living.

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I know it isn’t reasonable but sometimes I stare at my scars and think that there aren’t enough of them.

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"It's weird how my heart burns and burns and finally turns into ice."

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Some of us just know we are never destined to be happy

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“Yes, I’ve changed. Pain does that to people.”

— Unknown

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i am so proud of all of you. why? because you’re reading this. because you’re alive. maybe you’re not doing so well right now but that’s okay! it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be sad, it’s okay to need time and help. it’s okay. i’m proud because despite everything you are still alive, you’re still breathing and you are still here. i l care about you even if i don’t know you, i promise you i do. i am so happy you’re still alive

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“Here’s another thing to remember: hope keeps you alive. Even when you’re dead, it’s the only thing that keeps you alive.”

— Lauren Oliver, Before I Fall

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“How wonderful to be alive, he thought. But why does it always hurt?”

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Boris Pasternak, Doctor Zhivago

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They say "time heals", but even now ... I know that's a lie. What people really mean is that eventually you'll get used to the pain. You'll forget who you were without it; you'll forget what you looked like without your scars.

— Claudia Gray, A Thousand Pieces of You