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I think....I shall remake. a low activity multimuse w/ a handful of ask/request-only muses

#looks at holly. #logs back out.

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thoughts brewing on a potential worldstate specifically reserved for other inquisitors. spoiler, and to no one's surprise: it involves the temple of mythal arc. more later.

#ooc. #mobile. #a wild murderous river spirit appears.

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do I hear rumblings over here--

#tbd. #this is a ghost post

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when I do come back to this blog / briala, I do think I'll be remaking both and reducing my circle to friends/acquaintances only. keeping it small has done wonders at reducing my anxiety and actually giving me the headspace to write.

so, that's where I'm at. I still don't know when I'll be back. ♡

#psa.

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Hey, all.

quick update: I'm still alive and kicking, but sick. Moving and my newest blog are keeping me busy. ♡

#psa. #ooc.

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Y'ALL I DID IT. I FOUND SOMEWHERE AFFORDABLE TO LIVE.

#nixe's housing search 2023 #tbd.

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*larkspawn.

an independent and private original Bhaalspawn based in Baldur's Gate 3. by nixe. 18+ only. est. october 2023

#hello! find me here for now. #self promotions.

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I should note that all blogs except my current fixation are on unofficial hiatus. you can find me @larkspawn

#psa.

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oh. my portable hard drive managed to crash in the months it's been sitting around. lost everything, years of material

#honestly par for the course #what's one more thing to go wrong #tbd.

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I'm taking a break from durge posting to share this moment:

#okay carry on #alanari ↠ reflection

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ma'am--

#shoves this in your faces ♡ #tbd.

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anyway, I made yet another sideblog where I can scream into the void without cluttering y'all's dashes. here you go

#it's not A Blog. it's just chatter

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anyway, I made yet another sideblog where I can scream into the void without cluttering y'all's dashes. here you go

#ooc.

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I have made A Mistake. I am Invested

not bishop getting me extra invested in durge just in my lurking here >:/ I'm about to be hurt

#nixe plays bg3 #'m shaking my fist half-heartedly @ bishop #tbd. #n e way her name is lark. she f #*she picked it pretty early on

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not bishop getting me extra invested in durge just in my lurking here >:/ I'm about to be hurt

#nixe plays bg3 #tbd.

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hozier lyrics, unreal unearth edition

❛  your reflection can't offer a word to the bliss of not knowing yourself. ❜

❛  no closer could i be to god or why he would do what he's done. ❜

❛  what you live in, it finds a way to live in you. ❜

❛  your heart has such darkness. ❜

❛  i wanna be gone. i wanna run so far, i'd beat the morning. ❜

❛  before the dawn has come, i'd block the sun if you want it done. ❜

❛  let all time slow. let all light go. ❜

❛  i don't need to know where we begin and end. ❜

❛  i'd still know you, not being shown you. ❜

❛  the first time that you kissed me, i drank dry the river lethe. the liffey would have been softer on my stomach all the same. ❜

❛  some part of me must have died the first time that you called me baby. ❜

❛  some part of me came alive the first time that you called me baby. ❜

❛  these days, i think, i owe my life to flowers that were left here by my mother. ain't that like them? gifting life to you again. ❜

❛  oh, to share the space with simple living things infinitely suffering but fighting off, like all creation, the absence of itself ... but anyway. ❜

❛  some part of me stayed alive each time that you called. ❜

❛  whatever keeps you around, it keeps you around. ❜

❛  when i was young i used to guess, are there limits to any emptiness? ❜

❛  how could you think i'd scare so easily? ❜

❛  my life was a storm since i was born. how could i fear any hurricane? ❜

❛  i would do it again if i could hold you for a minute. ❜

❛  what good would it be on the far side of things? ❜

❛  i would not change it each time. ❜

❛  heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i. ❜

❛  i feel lighter than i have in so much time. ❜

❛  how could i fall when i am lifted by every word you say to me? ❜

❛  if anything could fall at all, it's the world that falls away from me. ❜

❛  if you need to, lean your weight to me. ❜

❛  if we fall, i only pray, don't fall away from me. ❜

❛  i'm starving, darling. let me put my lips to something. ❜

❛  you can't buy this fineness. ❜

❛  we can celebrate the good that we've done. ❜

❛  we had nowhere to go and every desire for going there. ❜

❛  i heard once, it's the comforts that make us feel numb. ❜

❛  it was just our turn being blamed for a world we had no power in. ❜

❛  i haven't felt it since then. i don't know how the feeling ended. ❜

❛  i know being reckless and young is not how the damage gets done. ❜

❛  we knew what our love was worth when we had nothing. ❜

❛  i miss when we did not need much. ❜

❛  you were steering my heart like a wheel in your hands. ❜

❛  all i needed was someone when the whole wide world felt young. ❜

❛  hold me like water or hold me like a knife. ❜

❛  you and i burned out our steam chasing someone else's dream. ❜

❛  how can something be so much heavier but so much less than what it seems? ❜

❛  you only feel it when it's lost. getting through still has its cost. ❜

❛  if there was anyone to ever get through this life with their heart still intact, they didn't do it right. ❜

❛  we didn't get it right but we did our best. ❜

❛  knowing that everything will end should not change our plans. ❜

❛  all things end. ❜

❛  there are some things that no one teaches you that come natural as a dream you didn't know that you were in. ❜

❛  the awful things we do to make the head go quiet. ❜

❛  you may never know your fortune until the distance has been shown between what is lost forever and what can still be known. ❜

❛  i don't wanna be anything but i would do anything just to run away. ❜

❛  go look another way. ❜

❛  look, i wanna be loud. so loud, i'm talking seismic. ❜

❛  i will not be great but i'm grateful to get through. ❜

❛  the memory hurts but does me no harm. ❜

❛  the moment i knew i'd no choice but to love you. ❜

❛  there's a part of me, i'm afraid will always be trapped within an abstract from a moment of my life. ❜

❛  you know, the distance never made a difference to me. ❜

❛  so, i thought you were like an angel to me. ❜

❛  it ain't the being alone. it ain't the empty home. you know i'm good on my own. ❜

❛  so much of the living is the being unknown. ❜

❛  do you know i could break beneath the weight of the goodness i still carry for you? ❜

❛  there are some people who are better unknown. ❜

❛  darkness always finds you either way. ❜

❛  after this, i'm never gonna be the same and i am never going back again. ❜

#this album kicked me in the teeth. i thanked it. also continuing to pspspspsps at felassan #meme ↠ specify muse or deal with alanari

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no deep character analysis here (it's Fatigue Hour), just the assertion that Felassan and Emithas have deeply similar senses of humor. they deserve each other (affectionate)

#this is me pspspspspspsing @ holly's fel #mobile.