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And to sleep. I can’t sleep

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I need chocolate

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Ugh

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And then what I’m too ashamed to admit but I’ve just had a lot of head injuries. I just imagine my brain is fucked up

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Another time I remember being in the backseat of an suv laying down with blood running down my head m

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It could just be an expression but I remember there being a lot of blood

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On a couple separate occasions when I was little I ‘cracked my head open’ one time I was just on a swing and I fell off of it and hit my head on the concrete

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I probably have so much brain damage

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What’s the right amount of thinking one is supposed to do

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Like I’m on the edge of every single mental illness

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Bpd is just being borderline every mental illness

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My brain is fucking broken

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I’m rarely not in my head

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My hearts black

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I let them all just ruin my life

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It’s in the past where it belongs

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Putting it all behind me