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SUPERNATURAL

An idea of why John Winchester broke our poor Dean!!!!

OK, so Dean was TOTALLY A MAMA’S BOY!  There’s no denying that!  In the pilot episode, John shows Dean the same love and care he showed Mary.  Now, THINK about how John viewed his wife.  She was kind, sweet, angelic...  A role she played very well and this four year old was exactly like his mom.

Then, she died.  Sam, John could alter to be like himself - to be cold, calculating.  But Dean?  This kind, caring kid who so badly needed his father’s approval?  This kid who looked so much like him but reminded him of Mary in so many ways?  

John COULDN’T lose Dean like he lost Mary.  So, he tried to toughen Dean up to the point of destroying the child that had hopes and dreams but, it got to the point that he KNEW he destroyed his son.

Could that be why he ditched Dean?  Because after years and years of training his boys to be cold-blooded demon Hunters, John felt guilt after Sam left and Dean stayed out of his loyalty - a loyalty that he learned from his mom?

#John Winchester #Baddad #supernatural #babydean #poordean #marywinchester

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Fun Fact

Yesterday, I was shopping at this discount store.  I walk out and there’s these two guys heading towards their truck called ‘Grimm’.  One of them looked EXACTLY like Benedict Cumberbatch.

I’m sad to say that I didn’t follow it...  Brothers Grimm, two very similar looking guys AND a Benedict Cumberbatch look a like....

My fandom will be so disappointed.

#Sherlock? #Brothers Grimm #FandomFailure #benedict cumberbatch

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I just need this on my wall.

“It was not love at first sight exactly, but… familiarity.” – Mhairi McFarlane (x)

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Knife, chest, death.  

— you can love him, but you can’t keep him ( j.p. )

#FanGirlDown!

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Remember:

Be a nerd.  Be that nerdy, passionate loving self.  If friends can handle it then, they’re worth it.  So, be your nerdy little self.

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Merlin Headcannon

And, on that note, what if Arthur and Merlin grew old together?  Arthur would be like... his father’s muscle and Merlin would be SORCERY!

Like, something happens in the kingdom.

Merlin: IT’S SORCERY I TELL YOU!

Arthur: No, it’s not, Merlin.

Merlin: IT IS!

Arthur: no, it’s -

Merlin: SORCERY!

Arthur: MERLIN, IT’S NOT SORCERY.

Merlin: Excuse you!?  Who’s court sorcerer?

Arthur: you are, but-

Merlin: Believe me, Arthur, it’s SORCERY!

#MerlinisUther #Merarthur #IssuesinCamelot #Auttieneedslesstimetoherself

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Merlin Headcannon

OK, everyone posts about what happens if Merlin teaches Arthur technology.  But, what if Merlin is like an old man?

Arthur: What is this? *holds up a computer*

Merlin: That... Is a devil box.  It... turns on and then, there’s a password.

Arthur: OK, what’s the password.

Merlin: ...... Uhm..........  Er.......

Arthur: ......  Do you remember it?

Merlin: ..... No....

Arthur: Merlin, come watch TV with me.

Merlin: Oh, I never watch that.

Arthur: Why not?

Merlin: Because it’s weird watching a bunch of people trying to pretend they’re me.

Arthur: .... I’m not watching that.

Merlin: *haughtily* OK, so, it’s because I can’t understand what they’re talking about. *leaves dramatically*

#Technology #merarthur #grandpamerlin

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He went from denial to acceptance in less than two days.

Arthur + dealing with the fact that Merlin has magic

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King of the Merarthur Ship, Biggest Dragon Ever, let us pay tribute to Kilgarrah.

The original Merthur shipper

#Merlin #Merarthur #Kilgarrah

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Is it just me or can no one ignore the Scooby Doo ont he wall there?

((OOC: The hilarious Harry played by @askdoratonks and based on this lovely post! by @incorrect-drarry-quotes))

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His beauty knows no bounds.

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I know damn well why I’ll never find a man.  My list is impossibly long.

I want someone who respects me and reads books and can talk about the meaning of things.

Then we move on to my personality traits: must be insecure, strange, dark humor only, smile a lot and find an interest in many things, understanding, kind, gentle and not mind me.

Then we move on to my looks: black haired Irish will be given preference, must be paler than me, taller than me, blue green eyes, black hair at all is amazing, skinny, have a thing for the emo hair style...

Yup, I’m dying alone.

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Confession One

When I was fourteen, I had to grow up really fast.  See, my dad never really cared about me at all.  He thought that by throwing nine hundred at my mum was good enough and then thought he could complain about how I don’t like him.  But, my mum was usually unemployed due to stressful situations (we were living in a town at this time) and everyone wanted part time work.  So, I stopped eating.

When we came back to the city I was born and raised in, she left first to get an apartment and felt I should stay in school.  My grandfather (not really my grandfather but my deceased grandmother’s surviving boyfriend) touched me inappropriately.  My only saving grace was alcohol - I could drink and pass out before he came home.  I froze myself nearly to death every day during the cold months because it meant that I had a longer time to avoid him.

I still suffer from depression and anxiety.  Whenever times get tough, I start starving myself with the hopes that it’ll keep everyone else alive.

And, I’m afraid of being abandoned.  Of sharing my emotions with someone I’m close to and having them turn away from me.  I go from being so nice to being a bitch because I feel a need to test someone’s patience with me, to see if they can put up with me.

But, worst of all is, I’m twenty-two and I’m no where near learning how to deal with myself.  

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Is there such a thing as too much food?  You don’t have to eat it all but there’s more food... So, how can there be too much food?

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Pretty sure my tumblr has hit a flatline......... 

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First couple photos: NO SHIT OVER HERE!!!! YAY!!!

Second couple photos: OK, well, there’s some shit.

Third couple photos: Too much shit.

Fourth couple photos: what is this shit?

Fifth couple photos: Did I just start shit?

Merlin series 1-5.

#Merlinstakeonshit #Merlin #Colin Morgan

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Let’s not mourn our corpse-strewn past. Let’s celebrate our corpse-strewn future!

Morgana, definitely (via incorrectmerlinquotes)

^Can this be a pick up line?