weightlesshope

[weightlesshope]

being fat with an eating disorder is so humbling. like how am i supposed to romanticise starving and ana when im closer to having binge eating disorder.

[weightlesshope]

no amount of food feels better than stepping on the scale and seeing the number drop

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eating isn’t even enjoyable anymore. i’ll be crying my eyes out whilst binging.

[weightlesshope]

slow wl is better than no wl

slow wl is better than no wl

slow wl is better than no wl

slow wl is better than no wl

slow wl is better than no wl

slow wl is better than no wl

slow wl is better than no wl

[weightlesshope]

you must break the pattern today, or the loop will repeat tomorrow.

—do you really wanna eat that?

[weightlesshope]

being fat with an eating disorder is so humbling. like how am i supposed to romanticise starving and ana when im closer to having binge eating disorder.

[weightlesshope]

Thinspo <3

I can't wait to be skinny omg 🩷

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[weightlesshope]

eating is just a habit, replace it with better ones.

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i really need to get better at this not eating thing

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From tomorrow:

I'll start cutting back on food.

I'll drink more water.

I'll use my exercise bike.

I'll be on here more looking for inspo.

I'll measure certain areas with a piece of wool and cut it. That will be my measuring tool.

[weightlesshope]

tw!!

dawg am I the only one who doesn't want to go farther than styro? like hitting beans makes me lowkey disgusted but still want deeper than babies. I love going deep just not that much yk?

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cut yesterday, cut today, will probably cut tommorow

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[weightlesshope]

I wish I was never born, that way I wouldn’t have to worry about killing myself

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I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.

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my favs rn <3