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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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I don’t know how to cope unless I’m starving or on drugs

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I want to recover with my girlfriend but also I still want the comfort of an Ed. Ugh...

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sorry i told u abt my eating disorder do u still think i’m hot

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It’s gonna be like at least 6 months before I let u see me nakey haha sorry

Idk if that makes u sad and honestly I’m insecure aboutttt ittt

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I’ve just been like accidentally not eating all day and just drinking coffee. Like legit haven’t eaten in 2-3 days. Oops 🥲✌🏽

This disorder is draining my life away

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Would you still love me if I was fat?

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I wanna binge soooo bad fuck

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How to find the willpower to not binge on ice cream and donuts today

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I can’t even fast anymore bc I get way to shaky and hungry. Ughhhh sucks. Maybe I’ll try intermittent fasting idk I just wanna be 110 already

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I don’t care I’m ready to die tbh

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Fuck I’m binging

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Eating celery and pretending it’s cherry pie

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🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒🥒

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Liquid fasting today I guess. Idk I feel so large I just can’t rn

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I know for a fact that if I were to ever seriously attempt recovery like actually looking for an end to all of this ed shit, I would definitely have to do inpatient for at least a couple months. There’s no way I can recover on my own. All of the thoughts and the urges are too strong and starving is way too easy for me now. In the past I’ve just tried to recover on my own by basically binging for months on end. I’m scared to do any inpatient though and even more terrified of being tube fed. Nah i rather die from this damn disease then gain 50 pounds overnight from some dusty ass milkshake.

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thanks for calling my ass flat now I have another reason to hate my body, restrict, and overexercise 😺