I don't think anything is going horrendously wrong in my life but tonight I feel as if I'm, in the least clichéd way possible, missing something.
I can't fucking deal with school. I love doing shit loads of subjects cos I know it will be worth it if I bother to work hard enough, but I seriously can't be bothered. Nine science exams are gonna do some major damage to me. I actually have a boyfriend, for the first time in two years, it's weeeeeird. I kind of like being alone and now I have someone to talk to all the time, I don't get to just spend my nights avoiding everyone anymore.
I love radiohead because thom yorke's lyrics are so intimate yet melancholic. To stereotype the band as 'depressing' like many people do wouldn't be doing them justice, as yes, many of their songs make me want to curl up and cry, but some of their earlier stuff like Pablo Honey is actually relatively cheery. Idioteque is currently my favourite radiohead song, purely because of the weird as shit lyrics. 'Who's in a bunker, who's in a bunker, women and children first, laugh until my head comes off' are just such cool lyrics, and this song being on Kid A, Radiohead's first noticeable change as a band, makes it just a fucking brilliant blend of electronic music and thom's harmonies.