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guess who’s back to being depressed as shittttt

this bitch🤪

should’ve known that kind of happiness wasn’t gonna last long

i’m gonna go the hardest i ever have

i’m gonna do this for my happiness

it’s the only thing i have left

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so uhm i got extremely high last night & me and this dude (who i’ve liked for so freaking long) had sex not once, but twice

we did it before and after we got high & let me just tell you. sex while high is a whole different experience & i reallyyyyy enjoyed it😂😂

sorry if this is tmi i just really wanna talk about it & my parent would kill me if they found out about me smoking weed and/or having sex

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so like the only thing i’ve had today is two cups of coffee & a few spoonfuls of chili.

i’m extremely weak & honestly i prob need to eat at least something so i like don’t die

but literally anything i eat makes me almost sick to my stomach

and i kinda feel like it may have something to do with the fact that i got extremelyyyyy high last night

it was a fun night but dang, like i really need to eat something without feeling sick to my stomach

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This was a pretty popular GIF from my old blog so I’ll post it again🤷🏼‍♀️

Ht: 5’5

Cw: 100lbs

Gw: 95lbs

Ugw: 90lbs

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♡I need, I need, I need♡

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meeeee right now. pretty sure i’m losing the one guy i want in my life but ya know, it is what it i guess 🙃

When you literally are losing everything except weight:

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heyyyy what’s up peeps.

kinda went on a hiatus & sorta tried to recover in a way.

but i’m back now because i’m freaking more depressed as i’ve ever been.

so that’s fun.

idk if anybody even pays attention to my account buttt if you have, you have probably noticed that you can’t comment & if you were to message me, i can’t reply.

that’s because i’m using a made up email for this account since the one on my real email was terminated :(

but if you ever wanna get in contact with me, my snap is @cheshirecat_101

feel free to hmu, just know that i don’t post ed related stuff since i have my friends and i have a lottttt of people from school on there.

i’ll gladly talk one on one about it though :)

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Me staring at the legs of random skinny people

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it’s 3:30 in the afternoon, i’ve only had 350 cals, & i feel extremely weak. tho the fact that i’m weak makes me feel strong

there’s my messed up ed mind for you 🙃

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I HIT MY FIRST GOAL WEIGHT!!

aghhhhh i’m so happy!! XD

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soo i almost passed out today after band practice.

i was extremely dehydrated & had only eaten a slice of pizza in the last 24+ hours so it was kinda my fault.

almost passing out is pretty scary & actually doing it is even scarier (trust me, ive passed out twice before) so i highly suggest that you stay hydrated.

i’m not saying you have to eat cuz ik we all pretty much have an ed here where we don’t want to eat but at least drink plentyyyy of water. especially if you’re going outside on a hot day.

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This won’t make your blog look ugly. How could you not reblog this? REBLOGGING THIS COULD SAVE A LIFE!!!

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i saw my grandpa today for the first time in over 10 years. it made me so happy to see him, i missed him so fucking much & just being able to spend some time with him brought me to tears.

btw, i wasn’t able to see him because of some extremely complicated family stuff. things still aren’t cleared up but something happened that made us able to go visit him and it made me very happy :)))