virtualprincess1717

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do u ever see a character ai bot and their description was like obviously typed out with one hand

#tbh #chuckling a bit #i would simply keep such a bot private idk

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X3

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5pm is a lovely time of day for breakfast i think

#common emi l #mad #been awake since 2 but didn't even think of eating until now

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i'm mad cause i took pictures of the new pajamas i got aoife but all the good ones had my arms in it and i think the one i posted looks awkward

#common emi l

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the protest was nice. i was expecting it to be smaller. it felt good to be reminded there are good people around here.

afterward i was standing around and so was this girl and i thought we'd end up talking but didn't want to get my hopes up. but we did. introduced myself as emil because i only use my internet name so it's the only one that feels right now. it was maybe awkward but i did my best and it made my day.

#tbh #yay

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i can't animate for shit, hell, i can barely draw, but i have a low stakes idea

so i've been listening to lorene drive again, and there's some real bangers. if you're a real angst enjoyer and brainrot haver it's absolutely heaven

a kiss won't make this better. um, god knows i love you kid would be Silly. but. a song in the key of sex (!!!!). KILL YOUR LOVER!!! ahhhhh

i'll make a video with one of these

(after i finish my venture with horrifically delicious nightcore because i'm not a quitter)

#tbh #i think i need a break from writing #thinking about penis is not what i need right now #and i'm stuck on it's so over #so this is what i will do!

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there is no good reason for cross sex identification

there's always a way to write it off. there's always a reason it's not the right choice. masculine, confused. not masculine enough. hsts, confused. aap, just a pervert. it's only about stereotypes, and if it's not, it's because someone touched you. you liked pink. you looked at yaoi. you hurt yourself. you have autism. you can't be trusted to know what's good for yourself

do not make a move to do what feels right and you will be happy. somehow. eventually

if this thinking doesn't work you're a traitor. to feminism. to patriarchy. whatever sounds the worst. there's something wrong with you and everyone's pity for you is limited. (we get it. you've said your body feels wrong. you can keep it to yourself now)

be what men want to fuck, and if you don't want to be that, be what women want to fuck. and if you don't want to be that, it's only because you don't want to be defined by your desirability. you still want to be what i want to fuck. don't you dare change that (you'll regret it. refer to paragraph 2)

it's not about what i'm upholding, or how i see you. it's for your own good. so you don't regret (that would be the end of the world!). find god! find dworkin! go to therapy! figure it out! but never ever think about getting what you want

you'll regret it and if you don't, we'll all make sure of it

#common emi l

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my vibe for the evening

#tbh

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i'm so good at applying coping skills and ignoring my negative thoughts and processing my emotions. on an unrelated note it's a month until i'm 20, is it embarrassing to cut myself at this age

#common emi l #just kidding please don't perceive this #i don't want to be trans #or female #or any of that #it's not fair ok #i don't know what to do

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not to be dramatic but i think i'm going to throw myself off a bridge

#twitter #i constantly forget that the age gap is problematic #even though i joke about it a bunch and use it in stories #i think it's because of my chronic projection onto ice #but when people call their base dynamic this i feel like i've been accused of something

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my mom is watching tv show in norwegian and norway stuff keeps happening so i don't have it in me to excuse myself to finish writing. soyfacing at tv > "what is the word for what he's doing oh god it won't come no matter what"

#tbh

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they knew i was the shota norway anon my life is so over 😢

#huge l

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you know the dysphoria is bad when i start being mean all the time for no reason. ha haaaa i'm so bitter lately

almost done with this oneshot though 🤞🏻

#tbh

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i have such a deep complex about this. even radfem spaces just exacerbate it. transition feels like putting my existence up for debate, even more so than being a woman. my body is up for debate, it's everyone's business, they get to comment on every aspect of it and every decision i make, and everyone's so fucking obsessed with the trans shit.

i don't want my existence to be a political debate, to be consent to being a target. i don't want retards to remind me of my pain for fun. i just don't want that to be my life, it's scary.

"i support trans men just not trans women"

five seconds later when trans men actually want their feelings respected and don't enjoy your constant sperging about how they can't escape the source of their torment:

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"i support trans men just not trans women"

five seconds later when trans men actually want their feelings respected and don't enjoy your constant sperging about how they can't escape the source of their torment:

#god i fucking hate everyone #trans men fucking suck but no one else gets me #i hate being valued only conditionally by everyone #be what i want to have sex with! #be who i want to ally with! #how about you be nice to me no matter what decision i make.

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my mom bought me these two for $15. good deal (yes i got a norwegian one it was interesting to me)

go to bookstore, look in icelandic section, three icelandic books randomly mixed in with norwegian ones 👿

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go to bookstore, look in icelandic section, three icelandic books randomly mixed in with norwegian ones 👿

#tbh #angry