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ooc.  ‘eyo!!  i’m shizu here with an old muse,  rachel phantomhive  from kuroshitsuji  (  black butler  ),  previously under the url @viduxm​.  please like or reblog  (  reblog preferred  )  if you’re interested c;          -  she’s the epitome of elegance  &  grace.          -  but also a huge child w/ a heart of mischief.          -  she believes that aDVENTURE IS OUT THERE.          -  probably will drag u places b/c of it.           -  she’s the type of person who hides what she really thinks.          -  so though she feels broken outside,  she would hide it for              those around her :_)

#self promo. #|| so this is the new blog!! #i am going to archive this blog b/c it holds a lot of memories for me. ||

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Mobile. Hey!! As promised I will be here soon c: I'm currently revamping some things, including a url change but I'm really excited to be on rachel again!! Probably starting tmrw c: As a heads up, I will be moving blogs and archiving this one.

#ooc. #to be deleted;;

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ooc.  ‘ey!!  i am currently in the middle of a hiatus,  so activity is little to none.  i do have a week long break starting on saturday, february 18th,  but  chances of me being on here is slim.  if that’s the case,  i will 99.9999999% guarantee that i will be back at may, latest june,  since that’s when school ends for me.  sorry about the inconvenience  &  thanks for your patience c:

#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵒᵒᶜ⋅ ⁾┆❛ fallen petals.

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faillte:

       “— Bu’ I promise it’s nothin’ serious! It’s normal ter get a bit hurt when doin’ needlework, especially if yer as clumsy as I am!” some kind of pain that she can bear, really.

⊰ ♛ ⊱ — — ;;

         ❛  ——  your  attitude is just like my darling  niece,  elizabeth.             like you,  she was  clumsy  at first,  but like you,  practiced  &             practiced...  i quite  admire  your  PERSEVERANCE.  ❜

#faillte #royal au tag. #|| hope you don't mind me replying to this!! ||

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ooc.  sLAMS HAND ON TABLE.  one thing i’ve wanted for  YEARS  is to explore other verses of rachel.  so once i’m done with miterms this friday imma sit myself down  &  make new  updated  verses,  new icons for each verse  &  bAM.  also,  one of these days i’m also gonna make a shipping call...  rachel has enough children LOOL...

#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵒᵒᶜ⋅ ⁾┆❛ fallen petals. #|| i'M JUST--- vincents come & go;; none really stick #rachel deserves more oAo also siblings tHO?? how rachel would kill for a younger brother oR A PROTECTIVE OLDER BROTHER??? #ROLE MODEL OLDER SISTER??? YESHHH #buttttttttt yeah... hmu if you're ever interested ccccc: ||

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viduxm:

                       rachel; a mother & a wife of the PHANTOMHIVE family.                                                              semi-hiatus b/c of school.

#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵖᵒˢᵗˢ⋅ ⁾┆❛ self promo. #|| *gently places this on the dash* i needa follow some new people!! my dash is super dead #i might make the more popular icon/text post-y promo things later on in the week haha... but for now--- here we go!! ||

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iuriis:

          ❛ —- Thank you, missus Phantomhive. Your reassurances and trust aids this situation greatly. I am sure to have protection at my call, should anything occur, though I still choose to doubt it. A mob can die at a simple barrel of a gun. ❜

⊰ ♛ ⊱ — — ;;

        ❛   ——  perhaps.  but that’s enough of my  poor         wisdom...  how have you been,  my lord?  i hear         there’s to be a new addition to your household?  ❜

#iuriis #royal au tag. #|| i sWEAR SHE JUST GUNNA STAND AT HIS GRAVE & BE LIKE ` bruh i told u so ` #*lays down a white lily & just leaves #jK RACHEL IS NICE ||

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iuriis:

         ❛ —- It is NONSENSE, missus Phantomhive. They target people more fortunate than they for their ludicrous STORIES and then feel inclined to allow the untruthfulness of it all to spread. I IMPLORE you to believe me—- I shan’t be harmed in any way. ❜

⊰ ♛ ⊱ — — ;;

         ❛   ——  lest  we forget the  CONSEQUENCES  of presumption,           my lord,  but since you’re so  adamant  on the matter i shall           trust  your insight. ❜

#iuriis #royal au tag. #|| rACHEL BE LIKE I TOLD YOU SO when it actually happens omg ||

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iuriis:

          ❛ —- The rumors about any sort of revolt are utterly folly. ❜

⊰ ♛ ⊱ — — ;;

          ❛   ——  can  you say such with  CONFIDENCE?  ❜  brow           arches in  silent  challenge.  ❛  rumors  must start for a           reason...  i hope you pay  heed  to your surroundings...  i            don’t wish to see you  HURT.  ❜

#iuriis #royal au tag. #|| rachel... possibly the only person who can say such a thing LOOOL ||

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secret relationship .

painful

“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”

“ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”

“ i’m getting tired of hiding…”

“ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”

“ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”

“ are you sure we will — ? ”

“ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”

“ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”

“ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”

“ is this a joke to you?”

“ i deleted all our texts. ”

“ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”

“ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

provoked

“ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”

“ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”

“ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”

“ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”

“ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”

“ is this a joke to you — ?!”

“ stop that — we’re in public. ”

“ no, not until we get home. ”

“ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”

“ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

steamy

“ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”

“ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”

“ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”

“ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”

“ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”

“ i missed your scent…”

“ it feels so good — being close to again… ”

“ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”

“ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”

“ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”

“ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

innocent

“ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”

“ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”

“ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”

“ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”

“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”

“ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”

“ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”

#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵖᵒˢᵗˢ⋅ ⁾┆❛ memes. #|| B)))) ||

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█▐┊❛ ♛ ⊱ meme || @dahliaviolet « accepting »

⊰ ♛ ⊱ — — ;;

          ❛  i —  what — no. ❜ 

#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵖᵒˢᵗˢ⋅ ⁾┆❛ inquiries. #▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ⋅ ⁾┆❛ unknown. #dahliaviolet #dahlia violet #|| *couldn't think up of a context so welp there we go lool* || #▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵖᵒˢᵗˢ⋅ ⁾┆❛ queued replies.

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dahliaviolet:

“Yours is an attitude I wholeheartedly approve of.”

It is a relief - or perhaps a miracle - to see Rachel full of energy, even amidst the gloom of winter; her delicate constitution often worried those who cared for her well-being, Dahlia included.

⊰ ♛ ⊱ — — ;;

          exhaustion  soon settles within her frame,  breathes came a little  quicker,  a little more uneven.  sorrow  FLICKERS  past azure hues,  disappointed that she couldn’t continue further without inducing  worry  upon the other.  her facade still holds strong,  one final twirl of dahlia to mark the  finale.     ❛  i  dare  say i’m better at leading than my beloved vincent!!  ❜

#dahliaviolet #▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ⋅ ⁾┆❛ countess of phantomhive.

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she’s a little too easy to love #1

#tbt. #|| bUT WHEEZES my life... ||

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Are you proud of who I am?

█▐┊❛ ♛ ⊱ meme || @niiveusx « not accepting »

⊰ ♛ ⊱ — — ;;

             azure  hues linger upon his small frame  (  countenance  neutral;  an uncharacteristic chill  in usual benevolent hues  ).  he was so  YOUNG,  yet held the same  coldness  as his father.  innocent  that once resided within his orbs have thus vanished —   vanquished  from it’s abode  &  conquered by  REALITY.  she sought  desperately  for a lingering  twinkle,  for some semblance,  no matter how  DIM,  of  her child ——    he was no more.  the light of her life was no more.  

     she  knew  this day would come,  yet the  sorrow  hits her all the same.  REMORSE  distorts her countenance  &  cerise tiers  quiver.  the back of her throat a  GRAVE  for  unspoken  apologies ——  for  birthing  him into a world of  adversity...  bestowing  upon him nothing more but a chronic illness...  &  the name  PHANTOMHIVE  which will become his  responsibility  &  identity...  to become known as  earl phantomhive,  the queen’s watchdog.

            ❛  ——  i am not,   &  i will  never  be...  but no matter            who you become,  no matter how much  BLOOD  stains            your hands...  no matter what...  i will always  love you.  ❜

#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵖᵒˢᵗˢ⋅ ⁾┆❛ inquiries. #▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ⋅ ⁾┆❛ unknown. #niiveusx #|| WOW FIRST POST IN 10 YEARS & IT'S ANGST LOOL #but hey i had a lot of fun & feels writing this so i hope you enjoy it <3333 #thanks for your patience!!! ||

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TAGGED BY: @exanimaliis​  (  i’m extremely late sorry!!  )

name: shizuka. gender: cis female. nickname: shizu. star sign: capricorn. height: 5′6″ maybe lool. favorite colors: anything but neons. current time: 11:05AM. average hours of sleep: -sweats- 5-7 lucky numbers: uhhh 5? last thing i googled: LOL  `  difference between prediction and hypothesis ` i’m doing hw... words that come to mind: uhhh sweet memories,  riza hawkeye...  royal au verse. happy places: home. favorite bands/artists:  i... am the type of person who goes on youtube for bg music... last movie i watched: oh man... UHHHH voltron is a show does that count?  if not probably national treasure. dream trip: i like to stay at home ngl...  but basically anywhere outside of my city??

Tagging: please feel free to steal this from me  &  tag me while you’re at it!!  c:

#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵖᵒˢᵗˢ⋅ ⁾┆❛ the mundane.

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~INNOCENCE IS BEAUTY, IGNORANCE IS DEATH~ 

Omg!! I can’t believe we have reached 100 followers already! Looks like people actually like my thirsty child XD. I have to admit that I never thought this blog would be that successful since not many people really liked Sieglinde all that much in the manga; boy was I wrong, and I’m happy about that! I am also super happy that I have been able to meet such awesome people while being on here for only a short amount of time, I am super grateful! I apologize for this shitty editing, later this weekend I am gonna post some artwork that I’ve been working on to make up for it! 

Now, let the shootouts begin!

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#▌⁽ ﹠﹠ ᵖᵒˢᵗˢ⋅ ⁾┆❛ treasury. #|| wELP THIS TOOK ME YEARS TO POST #but gosh thank you so much for the mention despite my inactivity!! #congrats on your 100+ && i'll bet you're gonna reach greater milestones in the future!! c: ||

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royal au.

name: rachel phantomhive. gender: female. age: 26 while everyone is young af. ethnicity: english. relationship status: happily married. social standing: countess of phantomhive. background:      -  she was the eldest child of the durless family,  with the responsibility of heir upon her shoulders  (  though of course she couldn’t claim any of that personally;  her future husband would  ).        -  extremely free spirited,  yet chained herself down to her family  &  social norms in order for her younger sister,  angelina,  to live doing what she wants.      -  when she first debuted,  she caught the eyes of society.  popular for her looks  &  good manners  &  conduct.  however,  despite all those who came forth,  she chose  vincent phantomhive.  &&  they’ve thus wed  &  bore a child when she was 21.      -  i dunno aHAha…  status wise,  she probably associated with george,  but with rachel’s motherly tendencies she can be eileens support?  cough love advice for eileen  &  capo.  i dunno we’ll see haha

ooc.  casually sends this in.  c:  rachel can be tweaked to be younger too sINCE EVERYONE IS ACTUALLY SO DARN YOUNG.

#|| LOL I BROUGHT MY BLOG BACK FROM THE DEAD FOR THIS GROUP #but yes i'm here for chOAS ||