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wit   laughed.   a   true,   if   a   little   bitter,   chuckle   escaped   him.   "   overpriced   being   the   operative   term.   i   had   a   beer   a   few   hours   ago,   and   some   guy   bought   me   a   glass   of   whiskey,   but   they   don't   really   take   cashapp   here?   sort   of   knocks   me   out   completely.   "   he   shook   his   head,   swallowing   hard   as   if   to   purge   emotion   from   his   breath.
"   sometimes   things   are   hard   for   me.   i   don't   always   feel   like   i   make   sense?   so   when   things   that   aren't   me   also   don't   make   sense,   it   just   feels   like   the   world   is   out   of   control.   "   wit   tapped   his   fingernail   on   the   railing,   a   hollow   sound   echoing   into   the   night.   "   does   that   make   sense?   "
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There she stands, just a breath away from the void's swirling currents, a realm that once cradled her like a womb and home, now lost to her grasp. Leaning against the ship's railing, she is an errant slant with slender fingers folded underneath her chin, her pale hair whipped into wild, windborne dances. Nights like these awaken a deep longing for her mother, for the warmth of her little coven nestled within a tourist haven, for days untouched by the stain of blood on her hands.
An eyebrow arches in concern. True, the seasick have been a common sight in the past hour, but his malaise seems marrow-deep. Sick of heart, as she is.
"No need. Ocean's big to harbor both of us, no?" Azusa offers a faint, curling smile, tinged with bemusement, intrigue, and a touch of pity. "I suppose something quite shitty must be weighing on you if even a bar brimming with overpriced cocktails and a sparring ring full of spit and blood couldn't lift your spirits."
She lifts her chin. "Might as well tell me. It's the next best thing to drowning."
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sometimes   wit   will   practice   lines   a   few   times   in   his   head   before   he   says   them.   it   helps,   because   if   he   speaks   to   fast   words   will   blur   and   switch   and   tumble   until   they   don't   have   any   sense.   sometimes   he   forgets   that   the   people   outside   of   his   head   can   respond.   
"   oh,   yeah,   i   mean.   if   it   works,   you   know?   "   brow   furrowed,   he   tried   to   hide   the   fact   that   he'd   gone   a   bit   red.   fingers   flitting   over   the   wounds   on   his   knuckles,   the   sharp   jabs   of   pain   grounded   him.   he   closed   his   eyes   as   an   exasperated   sigh   left   him,   restarting.   "   do   you   fight?   "   his   voice   pitched   up   in   question.
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her gaze shifted from the ring to wit, eyes dropping down to examine his hands and exposed skin for any trace of evidence that he had been down there and how he may have fared in his share of fights. she gets an answer to her unspoken question and raises an eyebrow, caught slightly off-guard by wit's comment for a moment before a slow smirk spreads on her face. no truer words have been said. nazira can still remember how it felt to have someone else's blood on her hands, the sound of them begging for her to stop. a training session gone a bit too far and she was reprimanded for it but it was truly one of the first times her head was quiet. that little voice in her head urging her to go further, hit harder, do something else. it was like pouring kerosene on fire and all she could do was sit and watch, mesmerised. "man after my own heart. it's like you read my mind. though, why choose when you can have both? beating a guy to pulp makes good foreplay."
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🗧* ⭒   ᣟᣟ    𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑    :    YAMATO     , @ofhurricanes
wit   had   never   been   inside   his   apartment.   now,   knowing   the   reason   why,   it   seemed   so   obvious.   he   and   yamato   had   often   gone   out   for   coffee,   or   dinner.   or   yamato   would   crash   in   his   apartment,   helping   wit   nurse   a   hangover.   there   was   always   an   excuse   for   why   he   couldn't   come   in,   and   it   was   not   because   his   sister   may   or   may   not   be   behind   the   door.   
he   was   coming   close   to   forgiving   aranya.   it   annoyed   him,   but   the   joy   of   seeing   her   made   the   betrayal   not   hurt   so   much.   yamato,   unfortunately,   didn't   have   this   same   effect.   wit   cried   to   him.   he   paddled   through   a   rushing   river   of   grief   in   front   of   the   man,   as   he   lied   to   his   face.   wit   clinched   his   fist   again   in   the   darkness.
of   course,   he   knew   what   happened.   he   imagined   what   yamato   would   look   like,   weak   and   covered   in   bruises,   and   it   brought   a   sick   sort   of   comfort.   maybe   they   broke   his   nose   just   so,   so   it   would   always   look   a   little   crooked   no   matter   how   many   years   pass.   it   felt   right.   a   hammurabian   punishment.   but   he   didn't   have   to   come   all   this   way   to   punish   him.
yamato   ishino   was   his   brother,   now   more   so   than   ever,   and   no   matter   what   retribution   he   dreamed   of,   he   was worried   for   him.   he   spent   just   as   many   years   grieving   for   aranya   as   he   had   admiring   yamato.   on   dark,   dark   nights   he   was   more   grateful   for   him   than   anything   else   in   his   life.   he   was   angry,   yes.   but   was   also   loved,   and   both   of   those   feelings   mattered.
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🗧* ⭒   ᣟᣟ    𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑    :    TALOS     , @descorts
what   was   that   saying?   it's   only   a   gambling   problem   if   you   lose.   since   the   fire   at   stoneage   that   killed   one   francesca,   the   other   just   can't   keep   out   of   trouble.   she's   supposed   to   be   laying   low.   the   pretender   is   a   snake   in   the   grass,   not   the   girl   wearing   designer   on   8th   street.   
it   became   a   problem   when   she   felt   a   weapon   on   her   flank.   she   nearly   gasped,   her   human   proclivities   kicking   in,   but   she   snapped   her   mouth   shut.   cameras   were   everything   in   new   york.   it's   why   muggings   like   this   became   a   lot   more   ...   interesting.   her   would   -   be   robber   was   wearing   a   neon   mask,   and   it   projected   many   faces   back   at   her,   many   voices   demanded   her   purse.   
"   i   don't   carry   physical   money.   "   strange   that   stoneage   had   a   training   class   for   this   situation.   or,   just   sad,   actually.   "   i   am   a   replicant   commissioned   for   use   by   stoneage   industries.   "   but   the   faceless   man   stiffened.   he   was   saying   something   she   didn't   quite   hear,   but   she   knew   her   approach   wasn't   working.   "   please.   "   her   voice   was   higher   than   it   was   meant   to   be,   and   she   flinched   at   herself.   francesca   knew   she   was   afraid   by   the   shaking   of   her   pale   fingertips   in   the   moonlight,   but   she   didn't   know   that   she   was   so   riled   she   would   break   character.
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🗧* ⭒   ᣟᣟ    𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑    :    AZUSA     , @ofcruelheart
tw suicidal ideation
dark   water.   even   though   he   hated   small   spaces,   he   was   never   a   precipice   guy.   the   call   of   the   void   was   nearly   universal,   but   wasn't   one   of   stand   on   the   edge   of   skyscraper.   he   was,   however,   known   to   spiral   into   the   rush   of   waves.   
the   ocean   heeled   him   like   a   dog,   a   siren's   voice   calling   him   out   onto   the   deck.   as   he   leaned   over   the   side,   his   breathing   deepened   from   the   panicked   shallow   gasps   he   was   taking   inside.   wit   had   learned   a   lot   tonight,   had   experienced   a   lot   more.   they   surrounded   him   in   the   void,   stuck   him   on   a   boat   in   the   middle   of   it.   
but   he   had   a   lot   to   live   for,   he   thought   bitterly.   nothing   nice   and   lovely,   like   his   friends   or   family,   but   things   to   live   for   anyways.   "   if   you   were   gonna   jump,   i   called   dibs.   "   wit's   voice   was   light,   but   he   was   still   gripping   the   railing   like   a   life   preserver.   
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🗧* ⭒   ᣟᣟ    𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑    :    HERMES     , @ofhurricanes
sometimes   she   almost   felt   like   the   damned   robot   she   pretended   to   be.   computing.   can't   say   this.   must   stand   this   way.   programmed   was   the   word.   when   she   saw   a   familiar   face,   she   instantly   approached.   humanishly,   she   smiled.
then   francesca   remembered   that   she   wasn't   the   same   girl   she   was   on   a   playground   in   new   york.   she   was   the   replication,   the   begrieved   twin   creation.   the   whole   world   knew   francesca   byrne   was   dead.   and   knew   the   frankenmodel   in   her   louboutin's   was   the   one   left   standing.   she   couldn't   approach   a   friendly   face   in   the   hazed   - out   crowd   of   a   party,   that   was   utterly   human.
so   she   backpedaled, ripped   her   hand   away   from   where   it   was   hovering   over   his   shoulder   and   pushed   past   him.   "   excuse   me,   sir.   "   was   all   that   left   her   mouth.   but   there   wasn't   much   room   to   go.   and   a   conga   -   line   of   partygoers   had   her   awkwardly   stuck   right   in   the   middle   of   her   mistake.
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francesca + parallels
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🕷️BladeRunner 2049, 2017🕷️
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⋅☆ DAISY JONES & THE SIX ☆⋅
TRACK 4: I SAW THE LIGHT
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touch,   electrifying   and   forbidden.   this   was   not   the   man   he   crafted,   prostrate   before   a   false   idol,   worship   and   sex   on   his   mind.   but   it   was   all   new   to   him,   blindly   chasing   a   feeling   in   the   dark   with   only   one   lighthouse   of   warm   and   soft   skin.   it   made   him   hold   on   tight,   it   made   him   stumble.   it   made   his   face   redden,   visible   despite   the   mask   by   the   tips   of   his   ears.   
still,   wit   stayed.   burrowing   in   the   feeling   of   intimacy,   he   swiped   the   tips   of   his   fingers   across   her   wrist,   counting   the   seconds   between   her   pulse.   suki.   he   wasn't   sure   of   her   full   name,   but   was   sure   she   had   one.   it   made   him   a   little   giddy   that   he   wasn't   allowed   to   know.   she   spoke   in   that   way   she   did   when   she   was   about   to   laugh   at   him,   and   he   was   blinded   again.
" they   won't   kick   me   out.   lots   of   people   paid   lots   of   money   tonight   to   see   me   bleed. "   his   tone   was   genial,   though   his   eyes   had   a   bitter   stain   as   they,   begrudgingly,   left   hers.   vultures   surrounded   them,   but   he   kind   of   liked   it   that   way.
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How strange it is, to know someone so intimately – to know every crevice of their body, to know the gaps in their teeth and the scent of their breath – to recognise the cadence of their voice and the lilt of their laugh, but to be unable to recall a single significant thing about them. To be as unfamiliar with their hopes and dreams as one would be with a stranger, to know where they keep their spare keys – but not the name on their mailbox.
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Long, cold nights spent intertwined with WIT – what had started as a one-off and had quickly transformed into a vice for both of them. A poison that Suki would willingly drink, again and again, until it saved her or destroyed her. A hand snakes around her arm – flesh warm and soft and painfully familiar. Eyes that could never be forgotten meet her own, and, beneath the mask, a rare smile graces Suki's lips. "Do I know you?" She jokes, "Tonight is supposed to be about anonymity," Suki continues, a hand reaching up to run across Wit's chest. "Do you not think this is a little... familiar?"
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he   had   slipped   a   little   when   he   spoke,   so   wit   regarded   the   intruder   with   blood   running   from   his   brow.   he   smiled   sheepishly.   "   ah,   i   think   you   overestimate   me.   can't   swing   on   nothing   anymore tonight,   i'm   exhausted.   "   it   was   a   lie,   but   in   good   faith.   he   wouldn't   start   any   kind   of   fight   with   her,   but   post   -   fight   he   was   always   wired.   and   he   would   always   be   down   to   go   again.   
"   if   you're   offering,   and   not   running   to   tell   anyone   i   took   off   the   damned   mask?   "   wit   moved   back   a   little   so   she   could   fit   with   him,   eyeing   them   for   any   sudden   movement   as   they   did.   the   mask   made   it   difficult,   so   he   wasn't   sure   if   he   should   let   his   guard   down   yet.   
wit   learned   not   to   trust   kindness   a   long   time   ago.   not   to   trust   anything,   really.   but   they   couldn't   move   faster   than   him.   very   few   could.
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maybe she's just being NOSY ― who is she kidding ? of course she is ! ― when she decides to wander after the BATTERED figure she sees dancing around the security posted up around every corner of the ship. ( she'd say this level, but angel has explored enough of the ship by now to know the hired FORCE is nearly inescapable no matter where you stray. ) it's hard to believe, she knows, but angel is actually a BLEEDING HEART, okay ? she's actually got, like, a crippling soft spot for VULNERABILITY. okay, so maybe that's what lures her. so she's got a TYPE ― who doesn't ? and anyway, it's not like she's chasing after anybody because she's THIRSTY ― angel cardona does not pursue, okay ? she is the PRIZE to be sought ― it's just that, well, he's clearly just come stumbling from the ring, and angel . . . so angel's got a few TOYS that she wouldn't be surprised to learn were drawn to the FIGHT. and she's gotta protect her assets, doesn't she ?
so angel follows from a few yards back, cocktail in hand & curiosity in their gaze as they try to determine exactly where he's SKULKING off to. he carries himself with a CONFIDENCE only fueled by the glittering gems that melt from his limbs and rustle with each step ; he is not STOPPED. not so much, at least, until he arrives outside the door. and then ― then, angel hesitates, if only for a second. they are no stranger to RABID ANIMALS, and they know better than to startle one. shoulders back & head poised forward, they reach for the door ; they're more than halfway in the cramped space when angel finally stops because, wait . . . she doesn't actually know this man !
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❝ oh, shit ! i am so sorry, honey, i thought you were one of mine ! here i am, barging in . . . ❞ angel begins quickly, one hand lifting to clutch at her chest in surprise. dark eyes narrow as she takes a second to give him a quick ONCE - OVER ; the click of a tongue echoes in the small space. ( just turn around, angel. you should just turn― ) against better judgment, she steps further inside. ❝ oh, baby, let me help you with that ! you can't even look at it in here. ❞ a pause, and the hand that isn't still curled around her drink moves to rest on her hip. ❝ you're not gonna start swinging if i try, are you ? ❞
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SUKI WATERHOUSE as KAREN SIRKO DAISY JONES & THE SIX | S01E04, Fire
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*   ◟   :   〔   suki   waterhouse   ,   cis   woman   +   she   /   her   〕   FRANCESCA   BYRNE   ,   some   say   you’re   a   TWENTY9   YEAR   OLD   lost   soul   among   the   neon   lights.   known   for   being   both   CUNNING   and   ARROGANT,   one   can’t   help   but   think   of   BRUTUS   by   THE   BUTTRESS   when   you   walk   by.   are   you   still   a   REPLICANT   at   STONEAGE   INDUSTRIES,   even   with   your   reputation   as   the   MODERN   DAY   CAIN?   i   think   we’ll   be   seeing   more   of   you   and   FORCING   YOURSELF   TO   STAND   STILL,   EYES   TARGETING   THROUGH   LASHES,   A   LIE   AS   A   CLIFF   EDGE,   although   we   can’t   help   but   think   of   MARCUS   JUNIUS   BRUTUS,   KING   CLAUDIUS,   DON   DRAPER   whenever   we   see   you   down   these   rainy   streets.      
FULL NAME francesca anne byrne.  
NICKNAME(S) absolutely none.
AGE twenty9.
GENDER cis woman.   
PRONOUNS she/her.   
SEXUALITY bisexual, kinsey scale 4.   
BIRTHPLACE short hills,  new jersey.    
RESIDENCE loft in brooklyn. 
OCCUPATION        independently wealthy , model.   
RELATIONSHIP STATUS single. 
EDUCATION           high school diploma.   
FAMILY edward ward byrne iii , father. amelie byrne , mother.
LANGUAGES english. french , spoken with mother.
POSITIVES cunning, charismatic, adaptable, courageous.    
NEGATIVES arrogant, judgemental, competitive .     
HEIGHT 5′8.     
ENNEAGRAM type 3 , the performer. 
MBTI esfp , the entertainer.   
                     &.     backstory.     tw:    im STILL writing it
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*   ◟   :   〔   nattawin   wattanagitiphat   ,   cis   man   +   he   /   him   〕   WITTAYA   ‘   WIT   ’   NATHARUETAI   ,   some   say   you’re   a   THIRTY 2   YEAR   OLD   lost   soul   among   the   neon   lights.   known   for   being   both   LOYAL   and   GULLIBLE,   one   can’t   help   but   think   of   HARD   SOMETIMES   by   RUEL   when   you   walk   by.   are   you   still   an   UNDERGROUND   FIGHTER   at   RALPH’S   BOXING   GYM,   even   with   your   reputation   as   the   DISHONORED?   i   think   we’ll   be   seeing   more   of   you   and   CREASED   WHITE   BUTTON   DOWNS   WITH   RIPS   IN   THE   SEAMS,   LEAVING   NO   SKIN   UNBRUISED,   THE   THING   HOLDING   YOU   UNDERWATER   UNTIL   YOU   BEG,   although   we   can’t   help   but   think   of   FRANK   CASTLE,   SIMON   RILEY,   TYLER   DURDEN   whenever   we   see   you   down   these   rainy   streets.
FULL NAME wittaya natharuetai.  
NICKNAME(S) wit, taya.
AGE thirty2.
GENDER cis man.   
PRONOUNS he/him.   
SEXUALITY bisexual, kinsey scale 3.   
BIRTHPLACE bangkok,  thailand.    
RESIDENCE apartment in east village. 
OCCUPATION        fighter at ralph's.   
RELATIONSHIP STATUS divorced. 
EDUCATION           high school diploma.   
FAMILY henrik peerenboom , adoptive father. chimlin yongwaree , mother.    aranya natharuetai , younger sister. tbd , older brother.
SKILLS expert in mixed martial arts and boxing, trained in taekwondo, gunmanship, and military strategy. skilled in hostage negotiation and computer literacy.
LANGUAGES thai , first language. english , second language. german , spoken with adoptive father.
POSITIVES loyal, charismatic, honorable, determined, empathetic.    
NEGATIVES short - tempered, curt, self - destructive, avoidant, stubborn.     
HEIGHT 5′11.     
ENNEAGRAM type 8 , the individualist. 
MBTI isfj , the defender.   
                     &.     backstory.     tw:    death, alcohol abuse , mentioned violence
the   first   year   of   his   childhood   happened   in   thailand.   he   and   his   elder   brother   were   born   during   the   asian   financial   crisis,   which   epitomized   their   mother's   stress.   she   made   the   difficult   decision   to   go   to   america   with   her   new   husband,   henrik.   henrik   loved   her   boys,   more   than   anyone   could   ask   for.   he   renamed   them,   taught   them   german,   and   when   they   had   a   third   child,   a   girl,   he   didn't   treat   them   any   differently.
wit   loved   his   siblings   more   than   in   the   world.   he   and   his   elder   brother   bonded   over   their   time   in   thailand,   and   their   experiences   immigrating.   his   elder   brother   told   him   stories   of   things   he   didn't   quite   remember.   and   wit   adored   their   half-sister,   aranya.   he   peeled   her   fruit   for   her,   and   he   kept   her   safe.   wit   was   very   heavily   affected   by   expectations.   being   quite   a   gifted   child,   everyone   was   always   saying   how   far   he   would   go,   so   he   shouldered   it.   he   shouldered   everything.
upon   graduation,   wit   went   straight   into   the   army.   he   wasn't   a   fan   of   senseless   violence,   but   had   a   dream   of   a   good,   honorable   soldier   that   he   could   never   escape.   his   morals   threatened   to   strangle   him.   his   ideals   were   throwing   him   out   the   window.
he   was   a   good   soldier.   it   was   only   a   few   years   before   he   was   given   his   own   command,   and   was   stationed   overseas   to   protect   a   smaller   country   from   common   enemies.   with   a   stroke   of   luck,   his   experience   was   mostly   saving   lives.   
when   wit   turned   twenty   -   one,   he   met   an   english   journalist   named   katherine   hansen   at   a   bar.   he   was   enamored   with   her,   with   her   ideas   for   articles,   with   her   bravery   in   her   reporting.   a   year   later,   they   were   married.   
his   sister   died   when   he   was   off   -   duty.   he   was   twenty   -   four,   and   in   new   york   to   see   their   parents.   his   mother's   phone   rang,   but   wit   answered   it.   wit   made   it   his   job   to   watch   his   sister,   so   it   only   made   sense   that   he'd   be   the   one   to   identify   her   corpse.
it   all   fell   down.   he   didn't   believe   their   story   immediately.   sure,   the   body   looked   like   aranya.   but   he   would   feel   it,   wouldn't   he?   he   would   know   it   in   his   bones   that   she   was   dead.   katherine   attempted   to   calm   him,   to   convince   him   it   was   the   grief   talking,   but   wit   marched   right   up   to   aranya's   office   and   tore   the   place   apart.   
in   return,   it   only   took   a   few   weeks   for   aranya's   employers   to   ruin   his   life.   he   didn't   know   then,   of   course,   that   it   was   them   who   discharged   him.   who   disqualified   him   from   benefits.   who   set   the   ball   rolling.
the   discharge   hit   him   hard.   he   started   drinking,   and   wouldn't   sleep.   katherine   knew   she   didn't   have   to   put   up   with   it.   she   left   him   the   card   for   a   therapist,   and   went   to   stay   with   her   parents.   wit   responded   with   divorce   papers.   
wit   didn't   start   fighting   until   he   ran   out   of   cash   for   whiskey.   but   when   he   did,   it   kind   of   helped.   he   had   to   stay   sober   for   fights,   and   getting   a   few   good   hits   in   grounded   him.   the   problem   was   that   he   got   good.   so   good   he's   not   sure   they'd   left   him   quite   if   he   wanted   to.   a   bet   on   wit   is   a   sure   one.  
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the   first   role   he   was   given   in   life   was   that   of   son.   he   learned   and   he   laughed   and   he   loved,   and   the   promises   he   made   were   fulfilled.   his   parents   didn't   ask   for   much.   a   few   years   later,   and   he   was   older   brother.   his   role   became   teach.   guide.   protect.   
as   an   older   brother,   he   failed.   it   was   the   first   time   he   did.   then,   as   a   soldier.   as   a   husband.   as   a   man.   was   her   death   the   pin   setting   the   ball   in   motion,   or   simply   a   stop   on   a   path   he   was   already   down?   the   neon   -   bathing,   never   -   alone   generation   and   he   felt   utterly   abandoned   from   that   moment   onward.   
with   shaking   hands   he   reached   for   her.   an   allowance   not   made   lightly.   with   shaking   hands   he   pulled   her   in   by   the   shoulders,   carefully   wrapping   his   arms   around   her   and   shoving   his   face   into   the   side   of   her   head.   "   the   family   seems   to   carry   a   heft   debt   of   apologies,   hasenkind.   "   he   whispered.   still   angry.   still   angry.   but   regret   was   heavier.   the   weight   of   blood   is   heavier   still.
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How quick the daughter could remind herself of how she borrowed all the parts that made her whole.   How the father’s laugh was always low and hearty    —   like he had swallowed warm soup and had made sure to revere it in his voice.     How the mother is always speaking as though she had lived underneath the sea and deep in the forests.    How she burned with wisdom.       Aranya doesn’t look up,    she is squeezing her eyes shut    —   that shame stinging against her skull like a bullet.      What did she take from the brother she wondered.      Not a laugh,    not wisdom.      No,   this gift was of the guilty variety.     A lifetime without absolution.         “I   [  … ]    I have many amends to make,    Taya.”     That background noise of a fight is not nearly as loud as her heartbeat.     How it taunts.    How it says that she is alive and for each thud of a pulse melody it is a cruelty to their parents.     Her spine is aching.     Good    —    she longs for it to snap.        “It is more complicated than that.” 
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🗧* ⭒   ᣟᣟ    𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑    :    ANYONE    
wit   was   accustomed   to   a   certain   amount   of   pain   after   his   fights.   not   even   pain   in   the   physical   sense.   it   was   all   around   just   a   pain   in   the   ass.   still,   he's   never   had   to   dodge   security   to   clean   his   own   wounds, breathing through his teeth like a rapid dog.
there   was   a   nasty   gash   just   above   his   eyebrow,   the   blow   he   was   paid   to   let   land.   pain   in   the   ass.   but   he   got   around   the   johnny   bravo   looking   idiot   that   was   there   to   ensure   he   followed   the   rules,   and   just   about   made   it   into   the   supply   closet   without   ripping   the   mask   that   dug   into   his   injury   clean   off.   
and   it   did   dig.   the   brass   plating   probably   gave   him   a   whole   load   of   infections   that   he   was   struggling   to   clean   with   the   alcohol   he   found— not rubbing alcohol, mind you, just straight house vodka.   he   would   need   to   stitch   it,   and   that   would   definitely   be     (     ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵘᵉˢˢᵉᵈ ⁱᵗ    )     a   pain   in   the   ass. so much so he nearly didn't notice the door creak open.
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