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This trio ❤️🦖😷🗳

Regram: @lauradern - It’s National Voter Registration Day! Make sure you and your coworkers are signed up to vote. I did!! The future is voting. Link in my bio!!!

#votethewayyouseeit #clevergirl #thefutureisvoting #justvote #voteready #nationalvoterregistrationday ✔️✔️✔️

#also this image healed my wounds watered my crops raised my children etc etc

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ellie is on a hiatus while i work on a personal project of mine + deal with new classes 🌻🌱💛

#just popping in to say hi remind you all to stan laura dern also check the tag on the op if u wanna know where i am

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ellie is on a hiatus while i work on a personal project of mine + deal with new classes 🌻🌱💛

#if you want the url to my oc's blog (where i'm spending the little free time i have) hmu on discord!

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me buzzing awake every time i remember that laura dern is currently filming scenes as dr ellie sattler for the film jurassic world: dominion out june 2021

#hi can u believe ellie lives on #borat vc very excite

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my heart goes out to lebanon. please take the time to inform yourself on what is currently happening. to my followers who are lebanese, i am so sorry. i am not lebanese, i’m only trying to offer information that has been written by lebanese people. if you are lebanese please add more information. add direct and legit links to donations and petitions so we can help you out with what we can. i know petitions don’t really work for us in the middle east and in north africa so donations are preferred to help out lebanon! and for those of you who do not know what is currently happening i’m linking some information below and linking ways you can help. please help lebanon if you can. trigger warning: there may occur videos of explosions in the twitter threads! please add links, and please keep yourselves informed of what is happening and please, be safe. listen to lebanese people about what is happening in lebanon and amplify their voices! you can find a lot of information directly from lebanese people on twitter.

donate to lebanese red cross

twitter thread of information of what is happening in lebanon 

carrd about what is happening in lebanon made by a lebanese person and how to help 

twitter thread on what is happening in lebanon and how to help

carrd on how to inform yourself, donate and volunteer to help lebanon

carrd on ways to help lebanon 

information and links how to help lebanon

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Laura Dern photographed by Michel Haddi, 1990′s.

#◟ ❥ i. aphrodite of the badlands ╯ ellie sattler. #the hair... exactly exactly #i do not know a better woman

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dr. ellie sattler reminds you to take your meds / drink some water / attend to your pets and plants! 🌿

#i personally am having the best most productive week i have since a vacation earlier this year #hope y'all are doing well 🥳

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hi, just wanted to say that if i interact with your bullies/abusers please let me know. emotional and physical safety should always come first, and i’d hate for people to be made to feel uncomfortable, vulnerable or unsafe online because they’re exposed to people that have done them harm. lots of love xx

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             all     my     life,     i’ve     been     tossed     in     the     garbage     except     for     when     men     wanted     to     use     my     body.     so     i     decided     to     find     my     own     power     &     𝖞𝖊𝖘,     𝖎     𝖋𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉     𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙     𝖕𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗     𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍     𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖋𝖙.     that     means     i     take     what     i     need     from     men     &     not     the     other     way     around!     𝖎     𝖜𝖆𝖘     𝖆     𝖇𝖆𝖉     𝖌𝖎𝖗𝖑,     𝖆𝖗𝖊     𝖞𝖔𝖚     𝖌𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖌     𝖙𝖔     𝖕𝖚𝖓𝖎𝖘𝖍     𝖒𝖊?

#promo #would die 4 edie probably

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my heart strings broke and it was me  /  i pull, they stretch infinitely  in the summer silence  /  i was getting violent  in the summer silence  /  i was doing nothing

#◟ ❥ i. find a rooftop to sing from ╯ audio. #i know all i've done recently is rb from my aes blog leave me alone i am re-becoming ellie sattler #anyway the vibes here are very VERY ellie #her going to her childhood home after the park and it just feels like a bad dream! she feels like she's stuck in a bubble #and nothing makes sense and she's so incredibly out of it and she can't sleep she just stares out of her bedroom window and smokes cigs #and thinks about her high school friends and her high school self and her college self and all the selves she left behind #she has no sense of self anymore baby!!! all she carries around is guilt and shame and fear and sadness and anxiety #she's NOT having a funky fresh time

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thinking about ellie’s childhood best friend michael (as played by kyle maclachlan because the dern/maclachlan friendship is an essential part of my blog)... love that funky gay dude

#i need to write smth w ellie and michael i have a lot of feelings about them #he's very important to her and vice versa

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      ❥     shakespeare  aesthetics.

𝗋𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗈   𝖺𝗇𝖽   𝗃𝗎𝗅𝗂𝖾𝗍,   suburban  july.  scraped  knees.  bruised  knuckles.  blood  in  your  teeth.  bare  feet  on  hot  concrete.  restlessness.  your  high  school’s  empty  parking lot. love  poems  in  your  diary.  a  window  open  to  coax  in  the  breeze.  burning  inside.  an  ill - fitting  party  dress.  a  t - shirt  you  cut  up  yourself.  the  time  you  tried  to  give  yourself  bangs.  biking  to  your  friends  house.   bubble  gum.  gas  station  ice.  the  feeling  that  you’ve  met  before.  rebellion.  a  car  radio  playing  down  the  street.  cheap  fireworks.  a  heart  drawn  on  the  inside  of  your  wrist  with  a  sharpie.  switchblades.  red  solo  cups.  dancing  in  your  bedroom.  screaming  yourself  hoarse.  running  out  of  options.  the  forlorn  looking  basketball  hoop  at  the  end  of  a  cul - de - sac.  climbing  onto  your  roof  at  night  while  your  parents  are  asleep.   flip - flops.  a  eulogy  written  on  loose - leaf.  the  merciless  noontime  sun.

𝗁𝖺𝗆𝗅𝖾𝗍,   speaking  in  a  whisper.   holding  your  breath.  a  browning  garden.  a  half-remembered  story.  furniture  covered  with  sheets.  fog  at  dawn,  mist  at  twilight.  losing  touch.  the  ethereal  space  between  winter  and  spring.  the  soft  skin  at  your  temple.  the  crack  in  the  hallway  mirror.  things  you’d  say  if  you  knew  the  words.  uncombed  hair.  books  with  writing  in  the  margins.  books  with  cracked  spines.  books  with  lines  scratched  out.  prayers  on  all  souls’  day.  a  chipped  ceramic  bathtub.  a  cold  stone  floor.  the  uncomfortable  awareness  of  your  own  heartbeat.  the  sparrow  that  got  in  your  house.  shadows.  the  creek  you  played  in  as  a  child.  a  dirty  night  gown.  an  oversized  t - shirt.  a  collection  of  your  favorite  words.  soil  beneath  your  nails.  ghost  stories.  the  strangeness  of  your  own  name  in  your  mouth.  deep  silence.  exhaustion.  a  cliff  with  a  long,  long  drop  down.

𝗍𝗐𝖾𝗅𝖿𝗍𝗁   𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍,   wicker  deck  furniture.  new  england  summer.  large  sunglasses  and  a  blonde  bob.  a  storm  over  the  ocean.  patio  umbrellas  flapping  in  the  wind.  the  smell  of  chlorine.  muffled  laughter.  sarcasm.  starched  cuffs.  day  drinking.  bay  windows.  the  idea  of  love.  love  for  the  idea  of  love.  love  for  love’s  sake.  hangovers.  wandering  over  the  sand  dunes.  a  vagabond  with  a  guitar.  fishermen  with  tattoos.  a  pretty  boy  with  a  slacked  tie.  a  lighthouse.  growing  too  close.  boat  shoes.  feeling  yourself  change.  big,  floppy  sunhats.  double - speak.  a  song  you  keep  listening  to.  turning  red  under  their  gaze.  margaritas  drank  on  an  inflatable  pool  lounger.  string  lights  on  a  balmy  night.  sleepy  june  days.  fights  you’re  unprepared  for.  hope  you  weren’t  expecting.  pranks  that  go  too  far.  bad  poetry.  pining.  becoming  less  of  a  stranger.

𝗆𝖺𝖼𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗁,    the  space  where  your  grief  used  to  be.  a  bird  that’s  lost  an  eye. old  blood  stains.   heavy  blinds.  the  smell  of  sweat.  the  stillness  after  a  battle.  a  fake  smile.  a  curse.  the  taste  of  metal  at  the  back  of  your  tongue.  your  house,  unfamiliar  in  the  dark.  a  dusty  crib.  the  smell  of  sulfur.  an  orange  pill  bottle.  streaks  in  the  sink.  a  black  cocktail  dress.  your  hand  on  the  doorknob,  shaking.  a  chilly  breeze.  crunching  from  the  gravel  driveway  on  a  moonless  night.  clenched  hands.  a  rusty  swing  set.  a  flashing  digital  clock  stuck  on  12 : 00.  a  snake  that  crosses  your  path.  an  owl  that  watches  you.  a  dog  that  runs  when  you  approach. red  smoke,  dark  clouds.  cool  steel.  tile  floors.  footsteps  in  the  hallway  late  at  night.  a  baggy  suit  that  used  to  fit  before.  visions.  insomnia  headaches.  nursery  rhymes.  being  too  far  in  to  go  back  now.

𝗆𝗎𝖼𝗁  𝖺𝖽𝗈  𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍  𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀,   the  high  drama  of  small  towns.  a  pickup  truck.  military  supply  duffel  bags  in  the  hall.  hugs  all  around.  tulip  bulbs.  a  wraparound  porch.  a  pitcher  of  iced  tea.  a  rubber  halloween  mask.  someone  on  your  level.   ill - timed  proclamations.  stomach - clenching  laughter.  rushing  in.  not  minding  your  business.  crepe  paper.  white  lies.  secrets  written  down  and  thrown  away.  southern  hospitality.  homemade  curtains in  the  kitchen.  a  sink  full  of  roses.  hiding  in  the  bushes.  old  friends.  the  wedding  dress  your  grandma  wore,  and  her  mama  before  her.  a  dog - eared  rhyming  dictionary.  chamomile  with  honey.  the  intimacy  of  big  parties.  lawn  flamingos.  gossip.  a  crowded  church.  friendly  rivalries.  unfriendly  rivalries.  shit  getting  real.   love  at  five  hundredth  sight.  not  realizing  you’re  home  until  you’re  there.

𝖺  𝗆𝗂𝖽𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗋  𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍'𝗌  𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆,   the  smell  of  wet  soil  and  dead  leaves.  listening  to  music  on  headphones  with  your  eyes  closed.  wildflowers.  the  distant  sparkle  of  lightning  bugs.  a  pill  someone  slipped  you.  fear  that  turns  into  excitement.  excitement  that  turns  to  frenzy.  mossy  tree  trunks.  a   pair  of  yellow  eyes  in  the  darkness.  night  swimming.  moonlight  through  the  leaves.   a  bass  beat  in  your  chest.  a  butterfly  landing  on  your  nose.  a  kiss  from  a  stranger.  a  dark  hallow  in  an  old  tree.  glow  in  the  dark  paint.  drinking  on  an  empty  stomach.  a  twig  breaking  behind  you.  spinning  until  you’re  dizzy.  finding  glitter  on  your  body  and  not  remembering  where  it  came  from.  an  overgrown  path  through  the  woods.  cool  dew  on  your  skin.  a  dream  that  fades  with  waking.  moths  drawn  to  the  light.  giving  yourself  over,  completely.  afterglow.  the  long,  loving,  velvety  night.

tagged by:  i stole this  >:) tagging:  @pistollips, @invokeair, @infear, steal this from me idk

#◟ ❥ i. in eternal bloom ╯ study. #i'm tired of formatting this it's too long but this was cute!

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Here's a chance to change some black trans lives

Saw this on facebook and am keeping the momentum going. I've copied all the fundraiser links below, and here's the link to the original post in case you'd prefer to look at the list that way.

Help me get home, please! $1,105/10,000

Gender Fluid Human In Need Of Help $1,610/3,500

Adopted Trans Woman seeking safety & medical help $16,626/29,000

Shane's Top Surgery $934/6,180 《《 this one has been up for over a year and he's still waiting

Help J Remove Themselves from Toxic Household $330/2,500 《《 needs more contributions

Grace Mwangi's Gender Confirmation Surgery $2,966/38,000

Nyne's top surgery $2,893/8,000

Help Grayson start transition $1,101/2,000

Skyler's Transition Fund €380/3,000 《《 needs more contributions

Londynn's New Life $8,793/15,000

NYIEMÄ'S GENDER CONFIRMATION FUND $8,195/37,000

Zoeys transition fund £3,959/10,000

Supporting Black Trans Elders cashapp $fakerapper $15,805/100,000

Top Surgery For Yadriel Acazio $1,762/11,000

Coco's Medical Transition Fund. $3,395/15,000

Maya's Transition & Recovery Fund $1,922/35,744

Help Create Corbyn $1,748/4,000

Flora's Transition Fund $360/5,000 《《 needs more contributions

Amina Transition And Rent Fund €3,206/5,000

Help Guilly Get Top Surgery!! $3,050/7,500

Atticus' homeless fund $5,578/10,000

HOUSING FOR TRANS WOMEN OF COLOR $7,368/60,000

Ahren's Top Surgery $3,961/7,500

Malakai's Top Surgery $754/10,000 《《 needs more contributions

Top Surgery $7,195/8,000 《《 up since last year; he's so close!

Phoenix gotta move! $572/45,000 《《 needs more contributions

Kiana's Gender Transition $2,140/35,000

Jacobs top surgery $6,855/8,000

Skye's Top Surgery $2,027/8,500

Hunter's Top Surgery $4,610/12,000

Alexandria's Transition fund $3,562/40,000

Myles's Tracheal Shave Procedure $2,825/8,450

Zeke's Top Surgery Fund $4,469/9,000

help mika start a new life $499/25,000 《《 needs more contributions

Landon's Top Surgery! $795/2,000

Donate to Myla's Breast Augmentation $1,957/6,000

Vanessa L. Naisha needs support to seek justice! $14,373/15,000 《《 so close!

Travis' Transition Fund $14,063/30,000

Disabled Enby Needing Help For Top Surgery! $2,025/8,500

Tyler's Transition Fund $13,725/30,000

Clarabelle's Gender Affirmation Surgery $10,300/20,000

help deluca get top surgery ! $4,842/7,000

Help Black Trans Woman Transition $17,523/20,700

Wriply's surgery/ continued living fund $8,597/26,520

Help a black trans woman w/ advanced cancer in ATL $21,656/25,000

Help Harmony, a Black Trans Woman Survive $7,676/20,000

Help a black trans-man get FTM top surgery! $6,018/15,000

Malikais Top Surgery $4,077/7,500

Finn's Therapy & Wellness Fund $2,920/7,000

Kyo's (aka Key) Transition Fund $13,509/25,000

Transition Funds for Dallas $6,790/15,000

Help a Black Trans Woman from homelessness $5,901/8,000

Bottom Surgery and Electrolysis $6,329/40,000

Noelle's Breast Augmentation $11,135/13,000

Aeri's Moving Out & Transition Fund $14,809/20,000

SAVE A TEENAGE TRANSMAN'S LIFE $4,245/25,000

I will periodically update the progress amounts. As the goals are met, I'll mark them as funded and change the colors from green to pink to make it clear. I'm also tagging the ones that could use more attention with red.

Been hearing a lot about "reparations" lately? Well, this is one way to start working towards that, since those in power certainly won't.

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lil blog makeover bc badlands ellie is 👌 Peak 👌. talk to me about badlands ellie and her sunburns and the dusty trailer full of bone specimens and beer cans and her messy car with a dozen half-empty plastic water bottles and sand all over the ripped leather seats 🥺

#badlands ellie is probably my favorite ellie to write i just luv it sm

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She slid down into the hollow of the bed, for shelter against her own irrelevance. She curled herself up in a small tight ball under the clothes: she could stay here all day, all week, indeed, all her life.

Doris Lessing, from “To Room Nineteen,” originally published c. 1963 (via aangsarchive)

#◟ ❥ i. shards of a blossomed ribcage ╯ psyche. #SCREAMMMMMM THIS IS LITERALLY THE FIC I WROTE POST-PARK

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howdy 🦕🦖 i haven’t written eleanor in like a month but remembering that jw3 is back filming woke me up

#dern's hair atm is looking suspiciously ellie-like so i'm 👁

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i think ellie is the type to very rarely update her wardrobe in accordance with the times . what i’m saying is ellie still wears double denim in 2020

#she should be allowed to do that